Chapter 60: I love you, Ren
The first breath Ren drew outside Amara's realm burned.Like his lungs weren't ready for air that wasn't laced with icy dread and the echo of his own snarling voice. He stumbled, nearly collapsing. Only Lyra's hands on his shoulders kept him from crumpling onto the polished marble.
They stood together at the edge of the Moonkeeper's hall. The great silver mirrors that had once danced with thousands of possible futures were now dark, spiderwebbed with cracks. Shadows slithered within them like worms, desperately trying to knit themselves into coherent shapes — but they failed. Ren's choice had shattered more than just his own dark path.
Lyra pressed a hand over his heart. Her palm was warm, grounding. "You're here," she whispered. "Really here. Still you."
He wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her hair. For one fragile moment he let the world fade. No gods, no systems, no auction brands burning under his skin. Just her — trembling slightly in his hold, breath catching each time his hands slid up her back.
"You saved me," he rasped. "Or I might've let him win."
"No." She pulled back, golden eyes fierce despite the tears tracking her cheeks. "You were always going to fight. Even terrified, even half broken — you still chose to be you. That's why I love you, Ren."
The sound of distant footfalls shattered the moment.Not mortal. Not even divine in the usual gilded sense. This was sharper, older. A cold authority that sent a tremor through the very air.
Saphira appeared at the head of the hall. Her dark robes trailed silver-edged shadow across the floor, face composed as always — but her hands were clenched tight at her sides. Behind her, other figures emerged. Gods. Watching.
Some were draped in pale flame, others wore crowns forged of starlight or carried scepters made from the bones of dead worlds. Their eyes glittered with unsettling fascination. Hungry. Afraid. Intrigued.
"You've stirred them all, mortal," Saphira said, voice low. It wasn't mockery this time. More like caution layered over grudging respect. "They came to see if the boy who defied the mirror would crawl out as a new tyrant or simply fail and dissolve."
"And what did they see?" Ren asked, keeping Lyra close. His hand didn't leave her waist.
Saphira's lips twitched. Almost a smile. "They saw you choose pain. Love. Memory. They saw you destroy a version of yourself that would have made you their perfect puppet emperor."
One of the gods behind her stepped forward. A tall being wrapped in violet scales, with six luminous eyes that blinked slowly. "Do you know what you've risked, mortal?" it hissed. "Fate's design was careful. Your chains were meant to maintain balances far beyond your tiny comprehension."
Ren's mouth curled into something between a smile and a snarl. "Good. Then I'm glad I broke them."
A ripple ran through the gathered deities. Not anger — worse. Interest. The kind of cold curiosity a scholar might show to a venomous new species, wondering if it might be worth breeding or dissecting.
Lyra stiffened beside him. Her hand slipped into his. Tight. "Don't speak too boldly," she whispered.
But Ren squeezed back, never looking away from the gods. "No. If they only respect power and defiance, then let them hear it. I didn't claw my way out of the auctions, didn't tear my darker self off my back just to grovel before a throne made of cosmic bargains."
Saphira exhaled, almost a sigh of relief. "Then perhaps you're finally ready for the next game, mortal."
Another god glided forward — skin like molten gold, eyes deep wells of night. Their voice was layered, hundreds speaking at once. "We will allow your existence to continue. For now. But know this: your very being has begun to unravel old bindings. Realms tremble when mortals refuse their assigned tragedies."
"Let them tremble," Ren growled. His arm slid more fully around Lyra's waist, tugging her flush against him. "I'd tear them all down before I ever let you rewrite us."
For a heartbeat, the hall was so silent Ren heard Lyra's breath catch.Then the golden godlet let out a low hum. "Interesting. Perhaps it would be… educational to see how far your rebellion carries you."
The gods began to disperse, fading into streaks of light or sinking back into the floors like shadows returning to graves. Saphira remained, eyes still locked on Ren.
When the last echo died, she descended the steps, stopping just short of him. Her hand lifted — hesitated — then settled on his shoulder. Light, cool. Almost cautious.
"You've done more than survive your trials, Ren Zian," she murmured. "You've marked yourself as a variable even we can't fully predict. That will make you a hundred enemies… and draw the loyalty of powers you can't yet imagine."
Ren arched a brow. "Are you warning me or offering me a seat at your table?"
Saphira's faint smile turned wry. "Perhaps both. But for today, simply know you've earned one more breath without chains. That's more than most who stood where you stand now can say."
Then she was gone. Just a swirl of dark violet motes, leaving them alone on the cracked marble.
Lyra sagged against him. Only then did Ren realize how tense she'd been, how hard she'd tried to stand tall before gods who could have unmade her with a sigh.
His hand rose, cupping her cheek, thumb brushing away the last wet line. "You were fearless."
"I was terrified," she whispered, laugh breaking on the edge of a sob. "But I'd have stood in front of you anyway. Even if they decided you were too dangerous to leave alive."
He bent, pressing his forehead to hers. "We survived. Together. Again."
"Again," she echoed, breath mingling with his.
For a moment they just stayed like that — bodies pressed close, heartbeats evening out. Then Lyra's hand drifted lower, over the ribs that still ached from the fight. Her eyes darkened, a soft flush creeping into her cheeks.
"Later," she murmured, voice husky. "When we're truly alone, I'll show you just how glad I am that you came back to me."
Ren's answering smile was slow. Dangerous. "I'll hold you to that."
As they left the hall, stepping into moonlit gardens that felt too delicate for everything roaring inside them, Ren looked back only once.
The cracked mirrors of Amara's realm still stood — but nothing moved within them anymore. No darker throne. No empty-eyed Lyra. Just silence.
He turned away, tightening his arm around his goddess. The world waited beyond the marble arches, brimming with schemes and rival queens, demon realms he'd yet to tame, goddesses who would soon test just how far his defiance could stretch.
And Ren — who had once only dreamed of surviving auctions — was ready to carve kingdoms from the bones of fate itself.
All for love.All for her.And all with a smile that promised he would never bow again.