Crazy A Married Life

#23

“Oh, Mr… CEO…”

Idam, trapped in Taemin’s embrace, moaned in bewilderment. It was more than just a hug; it was a level of contact that completely enveloped his body. Feeling suffocated to the point of breathlessness, Idam subtly tried to pull away, but Taemin wouldn’t allow it.

“I’m scared. Can you just stay like this for a little while?”

His voice trembled weakly. It was impossible to refuse him, to reject him as coldly as slicing through butter with a knife, especially when he was so terrified.

“Yes…”

So he answered with difficulty. Taemin sighed.

“Ugh, I’m an adult, and I feel so ashamed doing this, but I can’t help it. I have trauma.”

“Trauma?”

Idam felt a strange sense of kinship and met Taemin’s gaze. Because they were so close, his face seemed to be reflected in his pupils like a mirror. Feeling a strange shyness, Idam subtly avoided Taemin’s eyes. But Taemin continued, his gaze fixed on Idam.

“When I was little, my grandfather was very strict. He couldn’t tolerate even the smallest mistake. One day, I was playing with a friend, and I accidentally broke a porcelain vase my grandfather cherished. At the time, my grandfather was furious; it was like thunder. I don’t know how scared I was as a child. This memory still lingers in my mind, and it makes me feel uneasy.”

“Oh…”

“I’m embarrassed to be acting like this as a grown adult, but I can’t help it.”

Taemin scratched his cheek with his index finger, looking embarrassed.

“It’s okay.”

Idam, who was in no position to judge, shook his head. Come to think of it, the director of the orphanage used to be like that too. Usually, he was kind and gentle, but when he got angry, his voice completely changed. Now that he thought about it, it seemed similar to thunder. But unlike Taemin, Idam didn’t fear the director, because he had always been kind to him.

“Idam, be honest.”

“Yes? What?”

“You’re also afraid of thunder, aren’t you?”

“Gasp!”

Idam gasped, struck by the truth.

“Both when you were eating the strawberry cake earlier and just now, I felt like we were similar.”

Idam’s lips moved like a goldfish’s before he confessed.

“Y…Yes.”

He felt embarrassed to reveal his weakness, but since Taemin had also confessed his secret, he felt a pang of guilt if he tried to hide it. After hesitating for a moment, he finally spoke.

“I’m shy, and I didn’t get along well with people when I was little. So, like today, I had a bad experience on a rainy day with some friends.”

The truth was, he had been dragged away and assaulted by a group of bad Beta kids at the orphanage because of his cursed pheromones.

‘Yeo Idam, do something about your pheromone leak.’

‘How long must other kids suffer because of you?’

‘Wouldn’t it just end if you died?’

As the rain poured down like a deluge, accompanied by thunder and lightning, Idam’s small body was covered in blood. The Betas kicked his head and punched his stomach. Ironically, pheromones poured out uncontrollably from his pain-ridden body. Because of this, Alphas and Omegas passing by would collapse.

He thought it would be better to die than to cause harm to others like this. So he didn’t resist.

Only the denial of his own existence deepened.

Just as his body grew cold and his consciousness faded…

‘Here, here!’

Ha-hyun appeared on the scene with the orphanage director, preventing Idam from suffering further harm. Afterward, Idam was taken to the hospital, and the perpetrators were sent to a juvenile detention center. Because of this incident, whenever Idam encountered bad weather, the memory would vividly resurface, causing him even more distress. He was hiding his pheromone disorder, and he couldn’t bring himself to reveal this heavy truth, so he silently closed his lips.

“What happened with your school friends?”

Taemin seemed to sense that there was more to Idam’s veiled statement.

“Yes… well…”

He answered, as he did attend the same school as those Betas. Simultaneously, Taemin’s eyes sharpened like blades.

“Can you tell me their names?”

“Yes? Why?”

“I want to beat them up.”

“What?”

Surprised by his violent reaction, Idam shook his head. He had only softened the truth by saying he had a bad experience, omitting the full details. His reaction of wanting to “beat them up” over this was excessive.

“No, it’s nothing serious. It’s like a sneeze, don’t worry about it. Let’s sleep now.”

Idam hastily changed the subject and closed his eyes. He felt uneasy, as if he had unnecessarily said something that had blown the situation out of proportion. It seemed better to just sleep. Taemin didn’t speak further. Moreover, he released his hand. Idam felt relieved at the release.

BOOM!

Thunder struck again, louder than before. Idam trembled, his whole body shrinking. It felt as if the assault was replaying, pain blooming throughout his body. His breathing became rapid. Then, Taemin turned Idam towards him and hugged him again.

“Oh…”

Idam moaned as he suddenly found himself in Taemin’s arms. As he gently opened his eyes, he saw his strong chest. His chest hair was visible through the slightly loosened buckle. The renewed discomfort made him try to pull back, but the thunder continued.

“Rest your face on my chest. It’ll be less scary.”

“Oh…”

Even if he wanted to refuse, he held him so tightly, like a spiderweb, that he couldn’t escape. More than anything, an unfamiliar feeling suddenly arose.

Why was it comforting? Idam felt his heart beating rapidly without realizing it. But he tried to calm himself, thinking this wasn’t right. When their eyes met, his heartbeat quickened even more. He wanted to push him away and escape, but Taemin was also afraid of thunder, and he couldn’t break free from his grip.

So Idam squeezed his eyes shut. It seemed better to just let his consciousness drift into a dream. Honestly, it seemed difficult to fall asleep easily, but he tried.

Those galbi-jjim I had for dinner were so delicious. One rib, two ribs, three ribs… Idam counted the ribs he had eaten, trying to fall asleep. And as if by effort, his consciousness melted away, becoming hazy. Soon, Idam was swept away by the waves of sleep.

The rain continued to fall steadily. The thunder and lightning had subsided. The clock was approaching dawn, and Idam’s soft breathing gently caressed Taemin’s ears.

“Such a baby.”

Taemin murmured languidly, gazing intently at the defenseless Idam. His eyes burned with a mixture of interest, curiosity, and lust for Idam.

Taemin slowly released his pheromones. It was a scent reminiscent of red roses blooming at dawn. The scent was thick and stimulating, as if alive.

“Mmm.”

Idam’s eyelashes fluttered like butterflies, affected by the pheromones. His small hand reached out towards Taemin, stroking his nape. He gradually closed the distance, as if trying to snuggle into his arms. It seemed he willingly accepted Taemin’s pheromones. Taemin’s eyes curved elegantly. Immediately, he unbuttoned Idam’s pajama top, as if finding a switch.

His pale chest was revealed, as if summoning light in the darkness. Taemin gently caressed Idam’s chest, as if savoring the softness. The warm sensation of life was intense. Soon, Taemin pinched Idam’s erect nipple between his thumb and forefinger.

“Ugh!”

Idam trembled and slightly arched his back, seemingly uncomfortable with the stimulation. However, Taemin’s other arm firmly supported his back, preventing him from moving further back.

“Haha.”

Taemin chuckled leisurely and touched his nipple more intensely. Idam’s pheromones began to bloom like flowers.

“Ah.”

Taemin’s eyes gradually matched the something of a rutting beast. He immediately pressed his nose against Idam’s nape.

“Damn.”

His eyes rolled wildly, as if enjoying a dangerous taboo. His hands, like a spider’s legs, began to touch Idam’s nipples more actively. Each time, Idam’s pheromones bloomed like dancing flowers.

“Ah, so damn arousing.”

Taemin exclaimed in admiration and began to suck on Idam’s nape greedily. He occasionally bit him with his teeth and licked his like tasting fruit. Becoming more greedy, he reached into Idam’s pants and grasped his plump buttocks. They were soft and tender. He felt as if his hand was being swallowed by this soft and tender flesh.

“Ugh…”

Idam moaned, his brow furrowed. He seemed to be aware of the teasing of his body. But Taemin didn’t seem to care whether Idam opened his eyes or not. He simply carried out his instinctive desires faithfully.

“Should I just fuck you now?”

His voice echoed ominously.