Delusive Fate

#035

“Hmm!”

A long, horizontal opening allowed the frigid air to seep in instantly.  My inner flesh convulsed at the sudden chill.  The uncomfortable stimulation, and the anticipation of the strenuous penetration to follow, blurred my vision.  I involuntarily imagined the breathtaking scene: Gi Baek-woo’s fingers, then his dick, thrusting into that gaping hole. A tingling sensation spread through my groin.  Slightly pathetic, but I felt like I was about to…  Uuh…!  I came, against my will, weakly.

“Huuuh…”

A spurt of semen sprayed, wetting Gi Baek-woo’s chest and splattering up to his sharp jawline.  I saw Gi Baek-woo, drenched in the fluids my dick had released—sensual and beautiful.  Gi Baek-woo, saturated with my scent… my Gi Baek-woo.

Ah, how can he be this beautiful, even like this…?

Slowly lowering my trembling body, I extended my tongue. Like an animal, I lapped up the semen coating Gi Baek-woo’s left nipple, his skin, the tiny beads of sweat.

“Hyung will, uh, clean you… Baek-woo, haak! Hit!”

Something immense and unexpected pierced me from within.  Just as I felt my body lift, Gi Baek-woo pressed me down onto his dick.

“Kkeut…”

“Ah, ah, hik…”

My aching, slackened hole, softened and slick, easily yielded to the large intrusion.  Even without touching it, I could feel the taut, unwrinkled anal entrance, Gi Baek-woo’s wet glans instantly piercing it.  The sensation was tight, seamless, like pushing a fist inside. The membrane, pushed back at the entrance, radiated heat.

‘More, more… not enough, more.’

My head felt full of water. My thoughts swirled.  Strange, my stomach feels strange…

My lips trembled.  Ha-uh, uh… only ragged breaths escaped between my parted teeth.  I looked at Gi Baek-woo with unfocused eyes. Gi Baek-woo was looking at me too.  His eyes, hungry, lustful, unsteady with intoxication—sweet eyes looking at me…  Suddenly, I felt a desperate need.

I wanted to say I loved him.

You love me too, right?  Everything before was just a temporary mistake? I believe it. Your eyes are burning for me right now. You love me… So, ruin me as much as you love me. Please.

As if reading my mind, Gi Baek-woo roughly slammed his hand down on my hips.

“Ha-euk!”

Thwack!  The sound of two thighs, slick with semen and sweat, slapping together resonated thickly. My head was forced back helplessly. An intense pleasure, like being split in two, stabbed my insides. My mouth opened.  Aaah, ah, a-euung… soundless moans erupted in broken gasps.

“Kkeut…”

“Ah, heuk. I, this, hut.”

My stomach ached.  My buttocks, the wet flesh inside, and my navel above… the secret passage stretched instantly, filling seamlessly. Gi Baek-woo’s dick reached deep inside in one stroke. The inner walls joyfully gripped what had entered. Stars sparkled before my eyes.

“You, damn… what is this? Why is your inside like this?”

“Heo-eok, hut.”

“Just, stop, already.”

There’s a limit to how much you can drive a person crazy. What did I do wrong to deserve this? Answer me, why are you doing this to me? Do you know me? I, I…

Gi Baek-woo whispered meaningless words, like a spell.  It felt like my soul was separating from my body. Like a waterlogged rag doll, I thrashed as Gi Baek-woo moved me. Gi Baek-woo’s hot hands gripped my hips, threatening to break them, and with a thud, thud, thud! he roughly bucked me up and down.

Gi Baek-woo’s impressive dick repeatedly withdrew from my hole, then savagely pounded its depths. The pressure of my wet, tender inner walls clinging to the shaft, then being pulled outward, then forced back in, was immense.  Each time, my spine involuntarily arched backward.  I heard a buzzing in my ears. My vision blurred in a kaleidoscope of colors. I gasped for breath. Even the suffocating feeling of near death became pleasure.

Suddenly, my body flipped.

“Hwat!”

“I want to die because of you. Hut. Because of you… because of you, I’m going crazy. Heo-eok.”

Gi Baek-woo, having turned me over and pinned me beneath him, rose up. Ah, no. Don’t move away! I flailed my weak arms, trying to embrace Gi Baek-woo’s shoulders, but he ignored me, gripping my hamstrings and lifting me. My back arched, my knees drawing near my shoulders.

“Eum, eut!”

“You’re ruining me. Please go away… please.”

Thwack, thwack, thwack! Gi Baek-woo moved his hips up and down, as if venting his anger. The entrance to my hole, stretched to its limit and rubbing against Gi Baek-woo’s, burned like fire. The inner membrane, like a cavern, writhed convulsively. Gi Baek-woo’s glans, pounding down, wildly ravaged my depths.  The most sensitive part felt like it would shatter under the pressure.  Continuously, continuously, relentlessly crushed.

Ah, this rough sex. Baek-woo, so recklessly, savagely, barbarically… it feels like a dream…

Until now, Gi Baek-woo, penetrating me, had always been embarrassingly gentle.  Like a lump of sugar dissolving inside me, he had explored me with extreme sweetness.  He sucked, licked, and kneaded me like a pervert, but every act, however perverse, was undeniably tender. But now…

“Ah, heuk, ah, haak, hik.”

“H-eut… euk.”

I felt attacked.  I felt like a herbivore facing a giant predator. I’m being eaten. I’m about to be devoured by Gi Baek-woo.  The overwhelming adrenaline rush came not from the exquisite pleasure of the blunt tip of his dick flattening my most sensitive spot, but from the satisfaction of being subdued by Gi Baek-woo. Something wet trickled down my chest. I must have come again without realizing it; it was the feeling of thin semen flowing.

My head was hot. Gi Baek-woo’s eyes gleamed menacingly as he looked at me. Unlike the hazy drunkenness he’d displayed earlier, this was clear, sharp desire. This was longing.

My lower abdomen, swelling with each thrust, burned.  I felt another orgasm coming.

“A-hut…!”

“Ha… how many times have you come just because I’ve fucked you a little?”

“Eu, eut, ah, heuk.”

“You’re such a dog…”

Don’t act so lewd with that face. Don’t enjoy being inside me.  Do you want to kill someone? You’re really driving me crazy.  It’s disgusting. Go away, don’t ever appear in front of me again. This is the last time. Understand? There’s no more. What did I do wrong to you? Please, just leave me alone. This really is the last time. This is the last…

Gi Baek-woo’s thrusts grew more violent. Lightning continuously struck down my spine.  A dizzying bolt of lightning pierced my brain and shot through to the crown of my head. Thwack, thwack, thwack. Creak, creak, creak.  The only sound was the wet sounds echoing from within my body. My vision flickered red, then black, then white.

Gi Baek-woo released my hamstrings.  Before I could feel the relief of my body straightening, he covered me again.  Gi Baek-woo grabbed my wildly shaking face with both hands and began kissing me anywhere.

Tsu-ut, chut, chuk chuk chuk.

He kissed my eyelids, cheeks, forehead, jawline, and lips, his face flushed with pleasure, looking at me.

“This is the last time, this is the end. This is the last time.”

I heard his voice, sensual and broken. I couldn’t understand what Gi Baek-woo was saying. What was ending? This suffocating sex we were having?

My mind was hazy.  Puk, puk, pook. Gi Baek-woo was still ravaging my body.  It felt like I was intoxicated by a bad drug. My crushed, torn inner membranes began to writhe violently.

“Huuu, kkeut.”

“Ah, eu, haak… uu-eu-ut…”

Gi Baek-woo groaned, burying his face in my shoulder. He hugged me tightly, as if he would burst me. At the same time, something hot surged inside me.

Heo-eok, heo-eok, heuk…

We were layered like a sandwich, our chests and stomachs pressed together, gasping for breath.  Kuung, kuung, kung.  Our rapidly beating hearts mingled, separated only by our clinging skin. Gi Baek-woo’s weight, pressing down on me like a rock, felt incredibly secure.

“No, don’t pull out…”

“…….”

“Keep it in, huh?”

It’s been a long time, Baek-woo. Let’s do this, huh?

Gi Baek-woo looked at me silently, then slid down beside me, his face weary. I squeezed my buttocks to prevent Gi Baek-woo’s dick from coming out. I didn’t want to lose the feeling of being connected to him again. The stomach ache from the semen pooling inside was a problem for later. I wanted to savor this moment.

I desperately clung to Gi Baek-woo, whose body was sticky from our recent coupling.

“Are you going to sleep?”

“…Yes.”

“We can’t do this again, Baek-woo… I’m only forgiving you this once, okay?”

“…….”

“Just this once, just this once, I’m forgiving you…”

Because you’re back, because I love you, I’m letting you off. You have to keep your promise. You have to only like me, okay? Huh?

Gi Baek-woo, eyes closed, didn’t answer.  He’s beautiful.  I caressed his face, still faintly flushed from the lingering effects of our passion.  Beautiful.  Truly beautiful. There’s no one more beautiful than him in the world. Beautiful… the light of my life.  While you were away, it was so dark. I was so lonely…

I felt like crying. If I had the energy, I might have sobbed pathetically. I would have rubbed my eyes foolishly, happy that Gi Baek-woo had returned to me.  It was fortunate that our sex had been so intense. The aftereffects of the orgasm, the pleasure, the exhaustion, the complete relief intertwined—I too, slowly closed my eyes.

“Baek-woo, hyung loves you so much…”

I hoped Gi Baek-woo would hear these words.