Chapter 10: CHAPTER:10
Survival , Confession, Accepted.
Sun rise his shine light up the whole sky the whole world is awake. Birds start chirping, peoples are making breakfast while some are packing things for there work.
Dee slowly open her eyes. At first she doesn't know anything or she doesn't remember anything. She look here and there . The flash back of accident, the crash ,her blood sudden memory of it gives her a headache.
So I'm dead . I clearly can't survive after losing that much blood . Many people must be happy about it . Am I in heaven . She look here and there . She tried to move her hand but she can't she look towards it where someone is holding her hand strongly .
What ..is it Rayyan she say. She stop moving her hand . What is he doing here. He's looking so pale . So I'm not dead . I'm alive and Rayyan is here with me . After what I told him last night I never thought he will still be here .
I thought he would probably be happy about it . If he's here then where's Ayat . Dee look at her left side where Ayat is sleeping and holding her left hand .
So, I was wrong about the whole thing .
Everyone left me even when they didn't have a chance but these two they had a chance to abandoned me but they still .
Wait is it tears . Yeha it's dry tears . Dee confuse on Ayat cheeks which are stain by her tear then hurriedly move her head towards Rayyan who have esame stains of his tear .
"So they both cry and not for someone but for me . They were worried so much that they shed there precious tears for me ..me ... I have never seen or heard that Rayyan shed his tears not when some gangster beat him not when king lost . Ayat says he never shed a tear ...but it's ...it's different... Am I worthy of those tears" Dee says aloud which made Rayyan wake .
He slowly open his eyes and found Dee staring at him . "You cry " Dee says .
"Yes, wait it's not a dream . Dee you..you are awake". Rayyan shot which made Ayat wake up to .
"Dee!" Ayat strat crying. "You are awake thanks god". She says .
Rayyan hug Dee which made Dee confuse but only for some momemts when Ayat hug her too .
"I'm glad that you are alive. I pray to god" Rayyan talk but then she stop .
"Okay .okay I'm alive you to are being so dramatic like I'm dead already" Dee says while tapping on there shoulders to sign them to move away.
"Hey!" Rayyan shout . "Stop cursing yourself Dee. You .. you matter so much to us . You are like a chamber of our heart. We can't live without you" Ayat says .
"Did you memorize the lines or what h a dramatic movie" Dee ask while raisng her eyebrows .
"Yahh! Stop it !" Ayat says . Rayyan nodded .
Dee start laughing. "Is it something funny" Rayyan with his serious, cold tone says .
"We were so worried that you may _" Dee cut his words "die".
She says which cause both Ayat and Rayyan angry .
"You_" they both says .
"Ok ok fine I will not talk about death now" Dee says .
"Ayat go call the doctor". Rayyan says .
"Okay" Ayat nodded and then walk out .
After Ayat left . Rayyan come close to Dee . "Are you really ok . Are you hurting some where. " .
"I'm fine". Dee reply . "I'm sorry for _" Rayyan says but Dee cut . "It's okay , it's in the past forget it". Dee reply .
"Ok" Rayyan says .
"We're you crying for me". Dee ask .
"Yes you know how much worried I was . I thought that I will never get to see you again . My heart stop beating at the moment I see you covered in blood . At that moment I feels like it's not you who's hurting who have an accident who's bleeding instead it's me_" Rayyan says these words but stop as soon as he realizes what he's saying .
Dee look surprised.
She wanted to ask something but then Ayat and doctor came in .
Doctor check Dee after 10 minutes .
He says "everything is fine now. You still have some scratches and wound so be careful of them and _" he turns towards Rayyan and Ayat "she need more healthy things especially fruits . She lost to much blood . She to weak now" doctor say .
"I'm fine these are just small things" Dee reply . "You don't have to pretend it's okay and you need those things if you wanna live" doctor says and walk out of the room .
"Who said I wanna live" Dee whisper. She is sure that they didn't hear it but they both did .
"Say that one more time and I will make you see hell while living" Rayyan with scary expression says .
"So Dee is alright now". Ayat says .
"Yeah" Dee reply .
"Then how about we celebrate Dee comeback" Ayat happily says. "Yeah" Dee says . " No we can't atleast let her recover fully" Rayyan reply .
"Yahh what are you . Are you my dad". Dee says she says while making face .
Rayyan stare her which is already enough for a person to shut up .
They both sit beside Dee. "So, what happened?" Rayyan ask . "Yeah how did you fell ?" Ayat ask .
"I..I don't know .. i.i was riding carefully then suddenly I remember all the things that Duke says and what I says to rayyan.i wanted them to fade out . I wanted to run far away so I increase the speed and I loose the control" Dee says while trying to remember more .
"Dee, so you fell cause of these things . I'm sorry . We are really sorry . We shouldn't hid this form you" Ayat says .
"No don't feel sorry . I should apologize cause I said to much . Rayyan I'm sorry ". Dee says .
"It's doesn't matter so, you fell . You loose control right nothing more" Rayyan ask .
"Well, I...I... Didn't remember anything more" Dee says .
"It's okay don't think to much". Ayat says . Ayat hold Dee hand wanting to says something untill her phone ring. She pick up the call . "Where are you?" Her university friend ask .
"I..I'm sorry I can't come". Ayat says. Then she cut the call . "What happened?" Dee ask .
"Nothing , we have a presentation today and my friends are calling but it's okay . I'm not going . I'm not leaving you in this state". Ayat says .
"No, you should go". Dee reply . "No I can't I'm not going to leave you" Ayat says .
"You should go Ayat. I'm fine now and Rayyan is here with me right. In case if I need anything he will help me". Dee says .
Rayyan also says "you should go don't worry about her. I will not let her die" .
"You better not" Ayat reply while holding her bags . "Then I will come as soon as possible". Ayat says .
"It's okay , take your time". Dee says .
Ayat after kissing Dee on the cheeks left .
It's awkward for both Rayyan and Dee .
Dee suddenly remember Rayyan words .
"Rayyan I have something to ask". Dee says. "What" he turn close to her .
Dee wanted to ask about all those things he said to her but as soon as Rayyan move close she couldn't think straight . Rayyan black eyes drown Dee inro his darkness his black hairs falling to his eyes makes Dee wanting to touch it . His sharp jawline makes Dee to crawl her fingers to it .
"What " Rayyan again says .
"Hmm ... You ...look.....water I need water" Dee quickly says and turn her head to other side . "Ok" Rayyan reply he get up and take the bottle of water .
"Wait how will you drink it". He says after thinking . "Wait for me I will bring a straw for you" Rayyan says and left .
Dee couldn't help but blushing . She keep remembering Rayyan words "at that moment I felt that it's not you who's hurt instead it's me . My heart stop beating" Rayyan words makes a deep impression to Dee .
Does he really care about me . His words does he like me ..no no what am I thinking how could he like me . It's just he says ... Why would he says that if he didn't like me ..
Dee keep thinking these thoughts.
No why would he he likes Ayat didn't he . The way he hold her waist while dancing. The way he listen to her . He always listen to her .
He probably was worried that If I die Ayat would be so sad she would feel guilty for all her life .
Dee keep telling herself . To control her felling she couldn't feel this way especially for Rayyan no never .
After some minutes .
Rayyan came back . He put the straw in the bottle and help Dee up and help her in drinking it .
After drinking it Rayyan sit back . He got a call from his company and he start doing some work while Dee sleep again .
It quite some time when Dee woke up she found Ayat by her side . She look here and there and doesn't find Rayyan .
He left . Yeha I'm not important his work he should do that.
"What are you thinking ?" Ayat ask .
"Nothing I was just worried_" she stop when she see Rayyan walk in bringing some plastic bags . "I bought the food for us". He says .
So he didn't left he instead went to buy the food . It must be for Ayat . Dee thoughts untill Rayyan says "good you are awake I bought a soup for you . Do t worry I ask the doctor and he give permission for this chicken soup . It doesn't have any chill so, it's best for you".
"You bought soup for me ." Dee says .
"Carefully Rayyan you are taking to much care of someone whom you hate". Dee words left Rayyan stunned.
Rayyan never hates never instead he ... But he can't say that aloud .
Rayyan couldn't choose the best words to answer Dee .
He put the soup in bowl and Ayat help Dee.
Time went by and night came . Ayat ask Rayyan to go back but Rayyan instead on staying saying he's a man . He's strong he can take care of her instead Ayat should rest she still have smany works to do .
Dee also says "you should go back about this Saturday racing . You take care of it cause everyone knows that Dee is in hospital there enemies got a chance" .
Hearing this Ayat left saying goodbye to both of them .
Rayyan sits in the sofa infornt of Dee bed . "I'm working here if you need anything just tell me". Rayyan says .
"I don't need anything ". Dee says while getting up .
"You . What are you doing ?" Rayyan got up and walk to Dee. "You do your work I can go by myself ". Dee reply .
"Go where". Rayyan ask. Dee feel embarrass . "To the washroom" she whispered . Rayyan feel awkward to but instead it he says . "Let me help you" .
Dee jerk his arm "pervert". Rayyan shocked . "Hey that's not what I mean . I mean I can take you there to the washroom door . You and your impulsive thought ". Rayyan says .
Then he slowly help her stand and walk with her towards the door .
"I'm waiting here . Tell me once you are done". Rayyan says . Dee nodded .
Dee walk in after some minutes she walk out . Rayyan help her. "You should sleep now" Rayyan says .
"Ok" Dee nodded .
Time went by like this same routine happen . Ayat visit Dee in the morning and at evening while Rayyan stays with her . No matter how hard Ayat and Dee persude Rayyan to go home he insisted on staying and looking after Dee .
Dee heart start beating for Rayyan too .
It's the first time they are being this close . They are having much alone time . Rayyan doesn't want to go home cause he's afraid afraid of never seeing her again . He wanted to be by her side cause he knows that he already hide his feeling in past and get what happened now .
He wanted to confess but couldn't find the right time and he's afraid of Dee rejection.
On the other side . Dee is afraid of developing to much feeling for Rayyan that it will hurt her in future .