Chapter 34: Chapter-177
Keifer's side
Jay-jay's POV
"Where have you been?" Kuya Angelo asked while looking at me from head to toe. My clothes were so wet that it was obvious that we had been swimming or bathing. He also looked at my companions. "W-swimming----" "Where?" He cut me off from what I was going to say. Kuya already knew that there was a small falls near here. He used to pick me up there when he dropped me off. "At the ï¬sh pond." Ci replied, causing us all to look at him. "Excuse me? At the ï¬sh pond?" Sir Alvin clariï¬ed. We nodded at him without thinking. Instead of telling him that we had been bathing at the small falls and river, we might get caught. "Do you know how dirty the water on that ï¬sh pond is?!" Kuya's voice was ï¬lled with irritation. "It's hot... We have nowhere else to go, so let's just go there." David replied. "Clean yourselves now!" Kuya gave the order and we quickly ran back to our site to get clothes. "Why are you in a hurry?" Yuri asked while trying to get rid of the gathered branches. "There's Jay-jay's grumpy Kuya!" Ci-N said. Yuri and Keifer looked at each other for a moment before looking at me. I didn't say anything. I just grabbed what I needed and ran to the CR. Since we didn't have much, I didn't wait or line up for the shower. I quickly took a shower and got dressed. Kuya might have bumped into me and suddenly got scolded. I also ran back to our camp site to drop off my stuff. "Why are you so panicked?" Felix asked me. I stopped. "I have a feeling something happened. Kuya wouldn't be here if it wasn't." A big part of me was telling me that. He could have called me on his cellphone. That's why the signal here was poor. "Think positive Jay. Maybe your Kuya was just asking to say hello." David said. But that didn't help my feelings. I felt completely different. "Alright... Go see your brother." Yuri said and smiled at me. I returned that smile. I walked back to the Hall where I left Kuya Angelo talking to Sir Alvin. They were still there and this time with Aries. He immediately looked at me with a frown when he saw me. You must be stupid! Kuya Angelo whispered something to Sir. He nodded and walked away. He also smiled at me. When he was out of our sight, I was able to get really close to Kuya Angelo. "W-why are you here?" I asked nervously. Kuya crossed his arms and looked at me secretly. "Cyrus' parents called me." He said. Dead! "...He was brought to the hospital along with his riends." I looked away. I told you so! Kuya wouldn't come here if nothing happened. Tsk! That's annoying! "Do you have anything to do with that?" Kuya asked directly. His voice was starting to rise again. My heart also seemed to be screaming at the force of its beating. "W-why..." "Damn it!" Kuya shouted, causing me to tremble in fear. "...What the hell happened?!" My tongue and mouth didn't want to cooperate. It was as if they were also scared of Kuya. I wanted to explain everything but I couldn't. "Are you being crazy again?" Aries asked sarcastically. Crazy? Is he saying I'm crazy? For some reason I didn't understand, I was really insulted even though it wasn't true. "I'm not crazy." I said ï¬rmly. He just grinned and pouted. It was as if he was challenging me. If that's what he was really doing, I wouldn't hesitate to hit him. "What do you call what's happening to you? You're changing into someone. Hurting people none stop. You don't even listen to anyone." What is it? I bowed my head. Because I didn't know the answer. Because no matter what I did, I couldn't ï¬nd an answer. Maybe... Maybe I really am crazy. "I-I-I don't... I know." Aries laughed a little. "You're crazy." "Enough!" Kuya shouted at the top of his lungs. His voice was as loud as thunder. The sky was about to split open because of the lightning. Maybe Kuya referee is good for those who ï¬ght with the strength of his voice. Kuya looked at me. "Did you do that?!" I shook my head slowly. "N-no----" "I did." I was cut off by someone who was about to say something. Who? Who else? This is the King of the Snakes who likes to pounce. We both turned to him. He was still holding his pocket while looking at us bored. "Excuse me?" Kuya turned to him irritably. "That thing that happen to----what's his name again?" He innocently asked me. Seriously? After getting jealous, he couldn't remember his name anymore. What a joke! "Cyrus." I replied. "Yeah. That thing that happened to Cyrus. It was me and not Jay-jay." Kuya Angelo's eyebrows met, looking at me and then back at Keifer. "Tell what exactly happened." Kuya ordered. "I don't know." The pest Hari quickly replied. The shameless one was annoyed! "What do you mean 'you don't know'?" Kuya asked incredulously. This Kumag is a piece of shit! He was probably planning to make Kuya angry before giving the answer he was asking for. "Tss." Shutanginames! Kuya was already in a state of shock. He was also getting angry but he was trying to calm himself down. He probably knew this guy's behavior . "If you don't have anything sensible to say, you can leave!" Aries said angrily to Keifer. The two of them stared at each other. They were just short of lasers ï¬xing their eyes to make their stares worth it. Just one of them would melt. "Keifer... I don't have time for your jokes." Kuya said calmly but with a hint of authority. I looked at the pest Hari pleadingly. Because if he didn't intend to be serious, I hope he wouldn't get into trouble. Kuya was getting angry at me. "I don't know what happened." He kept saying it and sighed . "...but when we arrived, they were hurting Jay." Suddenly, he grabbed my chin to show Kuya the part of my lip that had a bruise. He also showed me my neck that still had the mark of Cyrus' marriage. Kuya Angelo and Aries reacted the same way. Keifer let go of my chin and faced them again. "...so I did what I could. I took down that Cyrus." "And what are you doing in Holy Saints? I know Jay-jay needs to do something there. What about you?" Kuya asked. "Going for a walk." He answered quickly. Nice! What a nice answer! I was amazed. Damn! No matter how old he is, he has a tendency to be annoying. It was a pleasure to be hit by this guy who was already punching me. I looked at Aries. I hated his clenched ï¬st. With Kuya and them, he was more quick to get angry. "Seriously?" Kuya asked sarcastically. "...Keifer----" "You're so stupid." Keifer said directly, causing Aries to grab his clothes. "What did you say?!" Aries said angrily. "...what did you call my brother?!" "Stupid." Keifer repeated what he had said earlier. Again!!! "Aries." Kuya called. "...Let him go." He ordered but Aries didn't seem to have any intention of following. "...Now!" He immediately let go when he heard that shout. Keifer adjusted his clothes and faced Kuya again. "You're so stupid." He repeated it again. "...Isn't it obvious to you?! I don't know anyone from the Holy Saints. I probably went with Jay-jay." Kuya didn't react but his gaze shifted to me. I was so scared by that look. "Why did Cyrus hurt you?" Because he's gay and jealous of my beauty! Maybe Hari was right. He must be really stupid. Has Cyrus and I forgotten our past? Kuya really can hit hard sometimes. It's just like Aries. And like Keifer and Yuri, as well as Percy. Inheritance rom inheritance! "Isn't it? What... I did to him before." I sighed. "...He said he'll get even with me." I heard Kuya's loud sigh. I didn't know if he was angry or what. Aries didn't react but his ï¬st was still clenched . "Even Cyrus' friends. Did you do that too?" Kuya asked Keifer. "No. It was our classmates." He answered while looking at me. "Thanks for clarifying that. You can go now." Kuya waved at the two of us. I nodded and started walking away. My every step was slow. I felt so heavy. I could feel Hari behind me. We were almost at our site when I stopped. He stopped too and even though he didn't speak, I knew he wanted to say something. "Jay." He called out to me. I turned to him. I didn't know if he was bored of this place or bored of facing me. "Spill it out." He took a deep breath. "...I know you want to say or ask something." I didn't know if I was just that obvious or if he knew it from the beginning. Either way, I didn't care. I asked him a lot. From what Freya had told me. "I have a lot to ask you. But I want you to promise that you will answer all of my questions." My voice was ï¬lled with pleading. He bowed. "I can't promise." I felt like he had softened at what he said. What if he didn't answer all my questions? But my fear disappeared when he held my hand. "...but I will try my best." He added and smiled. I couldn't help but smile back but I also grabbed his hand and squeezed it tightly. "W-did you really hurt Freya?" I asked while looking into his eyes. He didn't move away. "I did." My chest felt tight and I couldn't understand. He was capable of hurting a woman. Why? Isn't he still reeling from what happened to his mother? "W-why? Why did you do that?" I couldn't help but raise my voice. I felt angry at what he did. What he did to me was all I could understand, let alone what he did to Freya. We're not friends but even so, we're both women. That's probably reason enough for me to have the right to be angry at what he did to her. "Freya is my ï¬rst in everything." He let go of my hand and I admit that something in my heart tingled. "...but I'm not hers'." Freya told me that. "I accept her. Everything about her. But when I ï¬nd out that she's still Yuri... That's what I can't accept." Is that why he was so angry before? When he ï¬rst loved Yuri, he wanted to. That's why he was so withdrawn and it was like he was in so much pain. My tongue fell back and I couldn't continue what I wanted to ask. "...I'm sure you won't understand how it hurt me and my ego. It hurts... especially when I realize that Yuri was all he had in mind while we were together." She took a deep breath. "...jealousy and fear consumed me. We always fought until I couldn't control myself anymore... Na----" "You hurt him." I continued what she was going to say. "...but that's not a good enough reason. Freya is a woman." She looked in another direction. Maybe I didn't understand the pain she was feeling. How her pride had been trampled on. And how painful it was that Freya had other thoughts while they were together. "I don't know... Maybe I'm like Dad." She said and bowed. I felt her sadness when she said that. I suddenly felt ashamed because I had nothing to hide rom hugging her. I went over to her and hugged her. "No. You're not the same." I said. I felt her hand hugging me too. "Believe me. I was shocked too when I did that. I promised I wouldn't do it again. " But you almost did it to me. His hug tightened as if he had read my mind . "...But I almost did it to you. Because Yuri is involved again." That's why he was so angry. Because I think his reaction was too much if it was just simple jealousy. I slowly let go of him. I could see the sadness in his eyes. The feeling was heavy. It was my fault. I wanted to know the truth but it felt like I had already judged him. I didn't mean to. "I'm sorry. I understand you. I just really can't believe you could do that." I said. He forced a smile. "Do you have anything else you want to ask?" There were many. "I-I have... Maybe next time----" "It's okay. You can still ask me." He cut me off from what I was going to say. But I didn't know if I should ask any more. I felt like I had asked him too much. He looked at me as if he was waiting for my next question. So even though it was against my will... "Freya told me something else." I took a deep breath. "...he said. You restricted him like a prisoner." He suddenly laughed. I was annoyed by his reaction but somehow I felt better. "That thing is actually normal." Is that still normal for him?! "Normal?" He nodded at me. "He's already getting scolded. Who are the people I see him with?" "Why did you guys break up?" I kept asking. His smile disappeared and he bowed slightly. "Because of Aries." What the fudgie barr oh barr so delicious! My eyes blinked a few times. He didn't want to sink in what he said. Why is Aries involved? Why is that idiot involved again? "W-Aries? P-what...?" "Remember Mykel Mitchell?" He asked and I nodded. "...He told me that Aries and Freya were in a relationship. He even showed up a few pictures of them, making out." "W-what did you do?" Why does that story sound familiar to me? "Nothing. She's breaking up with me by that time, I'm the only one who does n't want it. Then when Mykel told me about them, I just thought that maybe she really doesn't want it anymore." He forced a smile. "...so I let her go." MIRACLE?! Aries wasn't even attacked or punched. This is a miracle! Maybe an angel passed by that time. Or maybe that Mykel spoke to him properly when he was upset. "Really?" He looked at me in surprise. "What?" "You didn't really attack Aries?" I asked and he nodded. "...it seems hard to believe." "Yeah... I didn't attack him. "Mykel is the one I blamed for everything." He said while laughing loudly. That's it! He admitted it too! It's really not possible that he has nothing to take back. That's Keifer Watson! I slapped him on the arm to stop laughing. He did the same and looked at me. He also held my hand. "Still have questions?" He asked. "I still have some. Freya said that Yuri just took what he wanted and then left him. Is that true?" There was a hint of concern in my tone. "That one... Is I don't know." I looked at him in surprise. "... I didn't ï¬nd out what happened between them----I just know that they did something, which is I accept." Pffttt... Why doesn't he know? He should know that too. What a fool! That's all I asked about. "It's hard to believe that Yuri did that kind of thing." I said almost in a whisper. "I doubt that Yuri did that kind of thing." He said and seemed to be thinking. "...even though we were together, Freya still said hello to me." Meaning, he still has a carebear for Freya. "...there are times when he shows that he still has something or Freya. That's why I was so jealous." I felt like I had been pulled out by a thorn. Yuri couldn't do that. I wish Yuri wouldn't have bothered with her if she was only after his body. That's why Freya looked at me like that. I could see that she was really hurt. That's why she couldn't be lying. What's the truth? "Do you have something to ask?" I looked at Keifer and scratched the back of my head. I was so deep in thought , I lost myself in the fact that we were together. "We have to go back to the site. It's getting dark!" He said while pointing to the sky. That's right! We had been talking for a long time. The darkness had already reached us. "Okay. "Let's go back." I told him. Before I could even take a step, he grabbed my arm. I looked at him before looking at his face. He was smiling and his eyebrows were raised. It was like I knew it already. He snorted and conï¬rmed my suspicion. The Fool was asking for a kiss! "I don't want to." I quickly replied. "...it's tomorrow night." He immediately stood up and looked at me annoyed. He was so quick to change his expression. "They're there, aren't they, Kuya? Maybe he'll suddenly come here... We'll get caught." Making excuses. "Fine." He answered annoyed and walked ahead of me. I just laughed. It's so hard to control that, it's bad if it's too much, maybe New Year's Eve will happen again. Either way, I've reduced the amount of thoughts I have about him and Freya. Some of my questions have been answered. The only one I want to answer is Yuri's. I know he has an explanation too. I'm ready to listen to that. It's still far away but I can already see the light of the bonï¬re and I can already hear their noise. When we got closer, the drunks were drinking. Laughing and teasing. Ci's story is always that he has the loudest voice of all. Bangkang-bangka! "Jay-jay!" Eman called to me and came closer. "...for you." He said while trying to reach the bottle of alcohol. Even though I was surprised, I took it and looked at them all. I didn't know they had alcohol----oh wait! This isn't ours! This is the one from Section A. Tsk! These are really crazy . "Eat ï¬rst Jay! Maybe it'll make you sick." David said and handed me a plate full of----this is a pile of garbage! "Oh! Don't get drunk!" Edrix shouted with concern. "...maybe he'll summon a demon from the ï¬re again!" Everyone laughed loudly while looking at me. These idiots! Are you kidding me? I just made them suffer and looked for a place to sit. I really hope I don't get drunk. You're welcome.