Hokage Teacher: With Dimensional Teacter System

Chapter 207: Chapter 207 Kakashi's Heart Knot



"Yesterday's mission was really dangerous. Thanks to your support, Long Xian, otherwise I would have been in danger."

"Haha, we are companions. I'm not a guy like Kakashi who would ignore his teammates for the sake of a mission."

"Speaking of Kakashi, I seem to have heard some time ago that his team suffered heavy losses in a mission, and only the instructor and himself survived. It was so tragic."

"It would be really unfortunate to be on the same team with that guy. Fortunately, we left early, otherwise the same thing might have happened to our team."

After the training, Kakashi dragged his tired body home and met his former teammate chatting on the way.

Hearing their conversation, Kakashi's thoughts on breathing techniques were suddenly interrupted.

Kakashi didn't try to hide his whereabouts on purpose. The two former teammates shut their mouths immediately when they noticed Kakashi just walked over.

"Ahem, Kakashi, good evening." The former teammate didn't know whether Kakashi heard it or not, but Kakashi didn't say anything, just pretended not to hear it and greeted him.

"Well, good evening." Kakashi replied with a blank nod and continued walking towards home.

"It's so embarrassing. I don't know if he heard it."

"It doesn't matter whether he heard it or not. He probably doesn't have a good impression of us anyway."

Kakashi, who had good hearing, could still hear some subtle conversations even if he walked a distance away, but he no longer had the mind to pay attention to this.

Kakashi was not angry because his two former teammates talked about him behind his back. If he was angry about this kind of talk, he would have been mad to death when his father committed suicide, because he would have felt strange looks wherever he went.

And they were indeed right. For Kakashi, the mission had the highest priority. Even if they were injured during the mission, Kakashi still put the mission first.

Except for the beginning, during the time that Kakashi became Mu Yue's disciple, he seldom thought about what it means to be a qualified ninja, and whether a ninja should put the mission first.

Because Mu Yue's training intensity is at its maximum, he is either learning advanced ninjutsu like Pseudo Dark Purple Lightning or secret and forbidden techniques like Thunder Breathing and Armament Haki. Under such high-intensity training, it is difficult for him to have the energy to think about other things.

And there was also a guy named Obito in the team who was really pulling his mood, forcing Kakashi to use his remaining energy to fight against Obito.

The words of his two former teammates made Kakashi once again think about the mission, ninja and teammates.

"The reason why my father is blamed by everyone is because he failed the mission, so only the ninjas who can complete the mission are qualified ninjas." Kakashi thought to himself.

Then Kakashi shook his head again. He thought of Mu Yue's words. Bai Ya followed his own ninja way and was not a failed ninja.

Although he had only known Mu Yue for a short time, Kakashi admired Mu Yue very much. Not only because Mu Yue was very strong, but also because Mu Yue was excellent in every aspect of being a teacher, which was different from all the teachers he had met before.

So Kakashi was willing to listen to and believe what Mu Yue said.

A hint of confusion emerged in Kakashi's eyes. On one side was the established fact that his father was blamed for the failure of the mission and eventually committed suicide. On the other side was the recognition from his respected teacher, telling him that White Fang was actually a ninja worthy of respect.

Kakashi thought and thought, ate dinner, and thought until eleven o'clock in the evening, but he still couldn't come up with anything.

Lying in bed, Kakashi couldn't fall asleep for a long time. Even though he was very sleepy, he wanted to sleep, but as soon as he closed his eyes, he couldn't help thinking about those things, which made him unable to fall asleep.

In the end, Kakashi didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he woke up and saw the big sun outside, Kakashi realized one thing: he was late.

Kakashi quickly finished washing up, then grabbed some edible food and stuffed it into his mouth and quickly rushed to the Southern Forest.

When Kakashi arrived, the other disciples were already practicing. Obito and Shisui were running while using full concentration breathing and were sweating all over. Might Guy was scratching his head and practicing the nature changes of Yin Release. There were injured fish and a broken tree next to Nohara Rin.

Obito, who was running, happened to pass by Kakashi. Seeing Kakashi who was late, Obito wiped away the tiredness on his face and laughed out loud:

"Hey, isn't this Kakashi? Why are you two and a half hours late today?"

"Did you help the old man too?"

After saying this, Obito instantly felt refreshed, and his body didn't seem so tired anymore.

In the past, he was always scolded by Kakashi for being late, but this time it was finally his turn.

"I just went to bed late." Kakashi explained expressionlessly, then walked over to Mu Yue.

"Tsk, you're still so arrogant even though you're late." Obito muttered and continued practicing.

"Mr. Mu Yue, I'm sorry." Kakashi apologized, "I didn't sleep well last night, so I got up late today."

"It's okay. There's nothing wrong with being late occasionally. After all, accidents always happen. Let's start practicing." Mu Yue said with a smile.

Kakashi nodded, and then began to practice Thunder Breathing under Mu Yue's guidance.

I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep well last night or what, but Kakashi couldn't feel the feeling when practicing breathing techniques today. After finishing the practice in the morning, he didn't feel any progress at all. This was even more so when he practiced Armament Haki in the afternoon.

In the morning he could explain it by being two and a half hours late and not having enough time to practice, but in the afternoon he really didn't know what he was practicing.

Normally, when Mu Yue talked and demonstrated, he could automatically practice in his mind, but that didn't happen today.

Although Mu Yue didn't know what happened to Kakashi, he realized something was wrong from Kakashi's performance.

"Kakashi, your mind is in turmoil," Mu Yue said.

Armament Haki is a Yin escape technique, which is related to mental strength. If one's mental state is not good, the result will be half the effort and twice the result.

"I'm sorry, Teacher Mu Yue, I'm not in a good condition today. I will try to adjust myself tomorrow." Kakashi said apologetically.

Mu Yue taught him so seriously, but he couldn't even concentrate on studying. Kakashi felt a little guilty.

"Do your best and remember to believe in yourself." Mu Yue said with a warm smile.

"Thank you." Feeling the warm breath from Mu Yue, Kakashi felt a little relieved.

Having been late during the day and having made no progress in his training, Kakashi tried to make up for it by practicing breathing techniques in his own yard at night.

However, the training was still not going smoothly, and Kakashi could not find that feeling.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Kakashi took a shower and went to bed.

As soon as he lay down on the bed, Kakashi subconsciously recalled the accusations his father had suffered in the past and his teammates' disapproval of him. Then he remembered Obito's words and Mu Yue's words.

His mind was filled with mixed thoughts. One moment he was thinking that a ninja must abide by the rules and complete the mission even if it meant sacrificing his companions; the next moment he was thinking that his companions were the most important and he had to protect their safety.

"Sleep, sleep..." Kakashi kept repeating the word sleep in his mind. He heard that this could be a way to cure insomnia. He could give himself a suggestion and feel sleepy.

Not sure if it was because the method didn't work or because of Kakashi himself, but he still couldn't fall asleep. Kakashi glanced at the time and it was already two o'clock in the morning.

With a slight sigh, Kakashi tried to sleep again.

"I'm late..."

When Kakashi woke up the next day, he saw the scorching sun outside and knew that he was late again.

He quickly packed up and headed to the southern forest to start practicing.

"Kakashi, you are two and a half hours late again. Did you stay up late to practice until the early morning?" Obito looked at Kakashi with suspicion.

He suspected that Kakashi was secretly trying to trick him. How could someone like Kakashi be late twice in a row, and for such a long time?

"No." Kakashi answered concisely with an expressionless face, then walked up to Mu Yue and began to explain.

"Teacher Mu Yue, I'm sorry, I couldn't sleep again last night." Kakashi explained.

Mu Yue asked with concern: "Are you okay? Why did you suddenly suffer from insomnia?"

"Thank you, Teacher Mu Yue, for your concern. I'm in good health." Kakashi felt warm in his heart and shook his head and replied.

"As for insomnia, it may be because I have been thinking too much recently."

Mu Yue patted Kakashi's shoulder and said with a smile: "Health is the most important. If you have any problems, just tell me. Don't think it's troublesome to me. For a teacher, there is no such thing as trouble for disciples."

Kakashi nodded slightly, feeling a little relieved.

Maybe the extra training last night took effect. I made some progress after practicing breathing techniques this morning, but I still couldn't find the feeling of Armament Haki in the afternoon.

After finishing his afternoon training, Kakashi went to buy an alarm clock. He definitely couldn't be late again tomorrow.

Kakashi didn't practice tonight. He finished washing up and went to bed at eight o'clock.

Kakashi thought that since if he went to bed at 11 o'clock he would not fall asleep until after 3 in the morning, then he would go to bed at 8 o'clock, and even if he didn't fall asleep for four hours he would still fall asleep at 12 o'clock.

But when Kakashi lay down on the bed, he found that he couldn't fall asleep even without thinking about those things. Then he opened and closed his eyes repeatedly, and couldn't help thinking about all kinds of things in his mind.

This time, Kakashi was not only thinking about the relationship between ninja missions, he was also wondering if he should save his teammates or continue the mission if Might Guy and Obito were in danger during the next mission.

Ding, ding, ding!

Kakashi heard a crisp sound while he was drowsy. Thinking of going to Mu Yue to practice, he woke up instantly. Maybe it was because he didn't sleep enough, Kakashi could feel the pain in his eyes just by opening them.

Kakashi finished washing up with his eyes closed, then had breakfast and quickly went to the South Forest to practice.

This time Kakashi was not late, nor was he the last one to arrive.

"Hey, Kakashi, you're not late today." After Obito arrived, he saw Kakashi and looked a little surprised.

"Don't treat me like you." Kakashi said lightly.

"I'm late because I'm helping the elderly. I won't be late because I slept late." Obito retorted.

Although Kakashi was not late today, he was in poor spirits due to lack of sleep, and the effect of his training was a bit poor.

Mu Yue could see that Kakashi's autism had become a little more serious.

In fact, Mu Yue knew that Kakashi's problem had not been completely solved. It was only because he had his few friends here, and he had Mu Yue, a warm and caring teacher, and the heavy training tasks, that Kakashi's problem was suppressed.

Mu Yue could also understand Kakashi. Kakashi was only seven years old when White Fang committed suicide.

It would be strange for such a young child not to become depressed and autistic when his idolized father committed suicide at home because of accusations.

"This will only be cured with strong medicine." Mu Yue thought to herself.

It is difficult to heal a shadow of Kakashi's level gently. One day he might become upset again because of something he said.

Mu Yue felt that Kakashi was facing a life-and-death crisis. Only by knowing his true inner thoughts and feeling the brilliance of humanity from his companions could his body and mind be completely healed.

"Kakashi, how come you've become so weak? You're so tired from just this little training. If you were to practice the training I'm doing now, I'd probably tire you to death." Obito noticed that Kakashi seemed particularly tired.

"I'm just not feeling well." Kakashi adjusted his expression and said calmly, but the fatigue in his eyes was still difficult to conceal.

"Kakashi, come back with me later. I'll make some nourishing food for you." Mu Yue said.

Seeing that he was not in good condition but was still able to eat for free, Obito laughed and said, "Teacher Mu Yue, I am actually in a bad condition too, why don't we..."

Bang!

Mu Yue's fingers hit Obito's head accurately, then she rubbed Obito's hair and said, "Why don't you just say you want to have dinner together?"

"I want to eat together." Obito said quickly, touching the place where he was hit.

"Everyone come together." Mu Yue said to all the disciples.

There wasn't a single disciple who didn't like Mu Yue's food, so everyone agreed, but except for Kakashi and Shisui, the others had to go home and talk to their families.

After dinner, Obito and Kakashi started their daily bickering. Obito said that Kakashi was too weak and couldn't stand it after just a little training. Kakashi said that Obito's brain was almost rusty and it was hard to imagine that he could get less than 20 points in the theory test.

"Obito, if you want to show your concern, could you be more direct?" Nohara Rin tried to smooth things over with a gentle smile.

Nohara Rin said to Kakashi: "Don't be fooled by Obito's behavior. He actually cares about you very much. Yesterday he went back and discussed with me whether you were sick or not. He said that a genius like you could be late."

Kakashi showed a surprised expression. Obito actually said that he was a genius, which made Kakashi doubt the truth of the matter.

Seeing that Nohara Rin actually exposed his past, Obito's face quickly turned red, and he waved his hands and said:

"Xiaolin, you must have remembered it wrongly. How could I say such a thing."

Seeing Obito's reaction, Kakashi felt that what Nohara Rin said might be true.

"My dear friend, your youth is indeed not as passionate as before recently." Might Guy said seriously.

Kakashi didn't know how to answer, and he was also a little annoyed with himself that he had missed his normal training because of something like this.

After everyone left, Mu Yue called Kakashi and said, "Why don't you sleep at my house today? I have something to talk to you about."

Kakashi hesitated for a moment, then finally nodded.

"Kakashi, if you don't mind, please share your recent troubles with me. Although I may not be able to help you solve them, it will always make you feel better if you talk about them." After bringing Kakashi to the living room, Mu Yue asked.

Kakashi was silent for a while, then he said,

"Teacher Mu Yue, do you really think that White Fang is a qualified ninja, not a loser?"

Kakashi stared into Mu Yue's eyes, wanting to ensure the authenticity of her answer.

"No matter how many times you ask, I will only have one answer. White Fang is a qualified ninja who has implemented his own ninja way." Mu Yue looked into Kakashi's eyes and said seriously.

"Then why are people blaming him? Even the companions who were rescued are blaming him." Kakashi asked with a confused look on his face.

The fundamental reason why he was obsessed with whether or not to be a ninja was that he could not come to terms with his father's death.

"Because White Fang's ninja way conflicts with the village's rules, the village, of course, puts interests first, so we must ensure the success rate of the mission. Only ninjas who can complete the mission are good ninjas for the village.

But White Fang is different. He has his own beliefs. To him, the lives of his companions are far more important than any mission. "

"Right and wrong is a very subjective issue. For me or White Fang, we think we have done the right thing, but for others, we have different judgments."

"Of course, the reason why White Fang received so much blame is not only because the mission failed, but also because he is Konoha White Fang." Mu Yue replied.

This wasn't a mission for just one person, so of course we can't put all the blame on one person. White Fang was just the most famous ninja on that mission.

Bai Ya is just too straightforward, if it was Mu Yue who was the culprit for the failure of the mission, he was the hero of Konoha who tried hard to rescue his companions when the mission failed.

"If you become more famous, you will have to bear everyone's blame?" Mu Yue's answer was too realistic and dark, and Kakashi found it difficult to accept it for a while.

"Reality is always more cruel than we imagine, but you don't have to think too much. I believe that even if Bai Ya is given a chance to start over, he will still choose to save his teammates and then try his best to complete the mission." Mu Yue said earnestly.

"Other people's ideas belong to them after all. Just be clear in your conscience and stick to your own beliefs."

Did Bai Ya commit suicide because he couldn't bear the scolding? Mu Yue didn't think so. He thought Bai Ya committed suicide because his faith collapsed.

Kakashi received too much information tonight and thought he would not be able to sleep again, but he slept very well today.

"I usually live here alone, so there is only one bed. Fortunately, you are still young, so you shouldn't feel crowded." Mu Yue said this and pulled Kakashi to the bed to sleep.

It was the first time that Kakashi slept in the same bed with someone other than his family, but he felt inexplicably at ease.

"He's Mu Yue teacher after all." Kakashi thought to himself, and fell asleep quickly after feeling sleepy.

 

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