Chapter 470: The First Heartbreak 3
Time slowed. The sounds of battle faded to a distant murmur. Two figures stood frozen in a moment that contained entire lifetimes of shared experience—friendship forged in adventure, brotherhood tested by trials, love that transcended death itself.
"My friend," Gilgamesh whispered, and somehow his voice carried impossible distances across the screaming chaos of the battlefield. "My brother. My heart. What have they done to you?"
The words were barely audible, but they cut through the noise of war like a blade through paper. In them was contained all the grief of the world's first hero, all the rage of a king who had watched his dearest friend die while he remained helpless, all the love that had driven him to challenge death itself.
Enkidu stood among LonelyWolf's forces, his wild hair whipping in the hellish winds like a mane of living darkness. His eyes—once gentle with the wisdom of the wilderness, bright with the joy of friendship—now burned with Marduk's divine fury rather than the honest wildness Gilgamesh remembered. His body had been enhanced by divine power, muscles corded with strength that could shatter mountains, but it was the change in his expression that struck deepest.
There was no recognition there. No memory of shared laughter, of adventures that had shaped the world, of a friendship that had taught both men what it meant to be truly alive.
"You abandoned me to death," Enkidu snarled, his voice distorted by divine power until it was barely recognisable. "Left me to rot in darkness while you chased your selfish dreams of immortality. You cared more for your own fear of dying than for the friend who had already died for you."
Each word was a dagger thrust with surgical precision, finding every wound in Gilgamesh's heart and twisting. "Now I serve a god who values strength over sentiment, who rewards loyalty rather than punishing it with indifference. Marduk has shown me what I was—a fool who thought friendship meant something in the face of divine will."
"No." The word came from Gilgamesh's lips like a denial of everything wrong with the universe. His grip tightened on his golden axe until his knuckles went white, tears streaming down his face like rivers cutting through stone. "No, my brother. You died because I was too proud, too foolish to see the trap the gods had laid for us. You died because I was blind to their jealousy, their fear of what we represented—mortals who dared to be equals to the divine."
His voice grew stronger, carrying across the battlefield with the authority of absolute truth. "I mourned you, Enkidu. I raged against heaven itself for taking you from me. I wandered the earth like a madman, seeking the secret of immortality not for my own sake, but because I could not bear a world without you in it. Everything I did after—every quest, every battle, every moment of my existence—was to honor your memory or find a way to bring you back."
"Lies!" Enkidu charged across the broken ground, volcanic glass cracking and splintering beneath his feet. "Pretty words to ease your guilty conscience! You cared more for your legacy than your friend! More for your precious city than the man who died protecting it!"
Their weapons met with a sound like breaking worlds, like the fundamental forces of creation clashing in cosmic discord. Gilgamesh's axe—forged in the fires of creation itself, blessed by gods who had since become his enemies—rang against Enkidu's divine gauntlets with a noise that made reality itself flinch.
But even as his friend tried to tear him apart, Gilgamesh held back. Every instinct screamed at him to strike with full force, to end this quickly before Enkidu's divine enhancement overwhelmed him. But he could not—would not—raise his hand against his dearest friend in earnest.
"I will not fight you," Gilgamesh declared, parrying a blow that would have shattered his skull, redirecting divine fury with desperate skill. "Whatever poison Marduk has filled your heart with, whatever lies he has whispered in your ears, I will not be the instrument of your second death. I failed you once—I will not fail you again." Catch the formatted version at M|V|LEM_PYR.
"Then you will die as you lived," Enkidu roared, his fists moving like meteor strikes, each impact sending shockwaves through the battlefield, "a fool who thought love could conquer the will of gods! A dreamer who believed friendship mattered more than power!"
The words hit harder than any physical blow could have. Gilgamesh staggered—not from the impact of divine fists, but from the venom in his dearest friend's voice. Around them, the battle raged with increasing fury—Gawain's growing solar power clashing with bronze-armored warriors, the Furies tearing through divine armies with primordial fury, reality itself groaning—but for Gilgamesh, there was only this moment of perfect heartbreak.
"You're right," he whispered, lowering his axe until its golden head touched the ground. "I was a fool. I thought I could challenge fate itself, thought I could make the gods answer for their cruelty. I believed that our friendship—was stronger than divine will, more lasting than their eternal schemes."
His voice broke, the sound carrying more pain than a thousand death cries. "But I never stopped loving you, brother. Even when death took you from me, even when the gods twisted your memory into a weapon against me—I never stopped. Every breath I drew was a prayer for your return. Every battle I fought was in your honor. Every moment of joy was shadowed by your absence."
For just an instant—a heartbeat, a breath, a moment shorter than lightning—something flickered in Enkidu's burning eyes. A spark of recognition, a ghost of the bond that had once been stronger than divine will, more precious than all the treasures of the earth. The friend who had run wild in the forests, who had learned civilisation through affection, who had chosen death over dishonor—he was still there, buried beneath layers of divine corruption.
But then Marduk's power reasserted itself like chains of golden light wrapping around Enkidu's soul, and the wild man's features twisted back into divine fury. The moment of recognition died like a candle flame in a hurricane.
"Love," he spat, raising his fists for another devastating strike, "is the weakness that destroys heroes. Sentiment is the poison that kills kings. Marduk has taught me this truth—power is all that matters, and power flows only to those strong enough to seize and hold it."
The battle resumed with renewed ferocity, but now it carried the weight of tragedy—the very concept of friendship being torn apart by the machinations of gods who saw mortals as nothing more than pieces on an infinite game board, pawns to be moved and sacrificed for petty purposes.
Around them, the war raged on. But at its heart was something more fundamental than victory or defeat: it was whether bonds could endure when gods themselves sought to break them.
And in that moment, as Gilgamesh wept while fighting the friend he had failed to save, the sky trembled with the weight of a single, terrible truth: that the greatest battles were not fought between armies, but within the hearts of those who dared to love in a universe ruled by beings who had forgotten what love meant.