Madness of Regret

The writing style doesn't follow a normal third POV; rather, it follows the MC's subconscious thoughts and the author thoughts. So, the writing can change flow in a second from sad to happy to angry. In one words, It is fucking chaotic. For all I know, If my day is good the chapter might take a happy flow and vice versa. And the writing mainly focuses on philosophy, surprisingly, because well, I wanted to be able to write stuff that could captivate the readers with stuff that just adds context to the story. While the story can make do without it, the context adds depth. Expect a slow writing pace and around 500 to 1k chapters. Though it would depend on my mood and my mood fluctuates a lot. 

Secondly, English is like my third or fourth language, so do expect a lot of errors because I am well in the learning phase. And I took on the gargantuan task of writing just because I felt like it. 

Thirdly, Since it is a mixture of chaotic thoughts of an overthinker of an average guy who hasn't gone in the gooner route, The content will come out as anti-woke. Chances are some will get offended.

Fourthly, I am writing this fanfic mainly because its like a promise kept to my younger self. And frankly I wish to keep this promise to the younger me. And for the adult me It would serve as a good side gig that is if it takes off. But thats a thought for later. 

Fifthly, Every chapter would be around 2k words. And hopefully I would like to publish a chapter for the readers everyday but life isn't east nowadays and I get delayed a lot for whatever reasons there are. But I would do my best to write at least 1 chapter per day.

Sixthly, The chapters and the author(me) are in a bit raw stage. I blame mainly my lack of consistency in writing and the fact that I look and optimize the chapter multiple times just trying to make it the best I could but most of the feels get lost in the optimization. So, almost all the chapters are well different compared to the previous. 

Sevently? (Sevenly?,idk and idgaf), I hope to find a consistent writing style that I can use. And if I do I would go around that route.

Eightly, I have a story format for a original story but the me as of now is well ..not adequate to write the story. So after I get some experience from this fanfic I hope to write the original story that is running in my head for a very long time. 

Ninthly, I AM LAZY but creative(I think). I have made some poems and some lore within the story for the madness of what is to come. So I welcome creative criticism. And I tend to get stuck when I am writing the poem or some lore. You know, the old reader's block. I will inform you before I wish to write the creative delaying part. But it would slow down the chapter release schedule.

Tently, Bruce lee and Peace out.