MHA : Shoto Todoroki - Modern-day Terrorist

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I did it.

I think you'd care, if only you could know I avenged you. You wouldn't be proud of how I did it, though, [but it doesn't matters because you're not here]

I know you're not watching over me and I know we'll never meet again and I know writing to dead people is the [dumbest] not the best way of coping [but I just wish you were here]

I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be the moment when I tell you that it wasn't satisfying, that I feel bad about what I've done, but that would be lying and you never liked when I lied to you, so I'll tell you the truth : it felt nice. Great, even. We both know I mostly did it for myself.

I know that if it was that day again and I couldn't reach you in time I would do everything the same, maybe even worse and I feel so stupid writing my thoughts on some paper as if I were in therapy and [as if you'd ever read it because you certainly don't even remember me, wherever you are]

I miss you so much sometimes it gets overwhelming.

I'm sorry if I disappointed you, I'm sorry if I wasn't as good of a son as I could've been, I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I lo