My girlfriend from the reverse world expects me to be a Netorare

"Soyoung-ah."

silence.

As if a younger sibling were whining to her older sister, she tightened her arms around her waist from behind and gently rubbed her lips and nose against her shoulder, trying to coax an answer.

"Soyoung."

Silence again.

Judging from the sound of her breathing, it was clear that the pleasure of orgasm had returned to its lowest point and she had come to her senses, but Cha So-young remained silent, leaning her back against me, who was sitting behind her.

As if she still had some aftereffects, her shoulders, thighs, and lower abdomen trembled slightly, but she kept his mouth shut, as if she was denying the very fact that she had obtained pleasure through my words.

Or maybe you're just trying to find the words to muddle through the situation.

"I'm the same as you. It hurts to see you struggling. I want to do whatever I can."

Since it was an expected reaction, I quickly chose words to open Cha So-young's heart by quoting the conversation we had at the park.

Even though I knew full well that this was a critical juncture, the process of choosing the right words did not feel that difficult.

Ugh.

Instead of an answer, a faint gnashing of teeth was heard.

It was such a pitiful sound that it was hard to believe it was a reaction to the sad words she had uttered just a few hours ago. If it was a reaction to her own shortcomings being revealed, it would not be an exaggeration to say that it was a quiet and calm reaction.

However, the reaction also suggested that Cha So-young would not try to avoid this situation.

You could try to explain away the situation by asking if he studied dirty language or saying that it felt good so he should do it again later, but maintaining an unnatural silence itself can be seen as evidence that you are taking the situation seriously.

Of course, I didn't know until Cha So-young opened her mouth, but I believed in my family with positive thinking.

"You still care about the hurt you caused me. Even though I told you there was no need to feel sorry anymore."

Let's get straight to the point. Cha So-young leaned forward again from her position against me. The arm that had been wrapped around her waist withdrew weakly.

Ouch. Press your lips together tightly, rest your elbows on your knees, and swipe her palm across my face.

It seemed like he had realized what kind of weakness there was in the behavior she had shown me in various situations so far, especially in the way she seemed to hold back something before and after intercourse.

It's ironic that he knew she was deeply troubled, but he didn't calculate the repercussions of his actions.

"I was worried that if I left it alone, your guilt would get worse, so I thought about how I could make you feel better. Then I thought that if you made me want you first, and I gave in to your sexual desires until the end or cut you off when the time was right, wouldn't that make you feel better?"

Cha So-young listened quietly to what I said and waited for me to finish.

"So on Saturday, I went through some of that… dirty stuff on your phone. Thank goodness it was lax in security."

"haha…"

Cha So-young let out a weak laugh. Thinking back to that dark disguise method that only changed the app icon and name, it wouldn't be surprising if she felt disappointed in herself.

I avoided specifically mentioning the NTR. It would be a sensitive word to Cha So-young, so it was natural to avoid mentioning it directly, and just saying that I investigated the smartphone would be enough to convey the meaning.

"The dirty things on your phone… um… I shouldn't have prepared them on my own, right? That's why I thought the same way as you at first. I thought that the worries you didn't tell me were ones you could solve on your own, so I shouldn't interfere too much

Until I overheard you masturbating in the middle of the night."

A few seconds later, Cha So-young, who had been silent, suddenly turned around upon hearing the sound.

She knelt down on the bed, as if reaching out to find a lost item, and held my hand tightly, supporting his upper body with one arm, and brought his face close to mine, looking at me with a look of trust. It was quite comical for the face of a lover whom I was about to see face to face for the first time in an hour.

"Jaehuk. It's not that I didn't like doing it with you. Your sleep…"

"I know. Including this…"

I felt like something strange was about to come out, so I cut off Cha So-young and guided her hand over my chest.

"You like me."

He pulled Cha So-young's shoulder, which had turned her gaze down at the heavy feeling, to his chest.

Because of the difference in size, instead of hugging each other, Cha So-young's upper body was uncomfortably tilted, so she changed her posture back to walking on her knees like before.

Only then did Cha So-young's upper body adjust to the correct posture, and her doll-like head rested on my chest.

"I know… but if I don't do this, you'll keep saying sorry and keep fucking your pussy with the dildo until you collapse from exhaustion. It's not that masturbating is the problem, it's just that I feel bad when I think about how you feel when you masturbate alone."

"Ugh…"

Cha So-young was squirming in my arms and scratching her cheek with her index finger. It seems she had a hard time listening to my explicit words about masturbating and poking her pussy with a dildo.

First of all, I'm glad that my words weren't taken as nonsense about not being able to masturbate when you have a lover.

"Are you worried that if you have sex with me, I'll lose my mind again like that? You think it's obvious that I'll get hurt if I do that. You."

Third silence.

The silence meant that we had tacitly agreed that it would be impossible for me to stop Cha So-young from losing her mind on my own. The same was true of the fact that Cha So-young was limiting her sexual relations with me to three or fewer times.

Swish, swish, I didn't want to make her feel burdened, so I gently stroked her long hair that reached down to her waist with my fingers as if combing it. My fingers passed through it smoothly, without a single part that was tangled.

When I first held her in my arms, she flinched in surprise, but when I stroked her hair, Cha So-young also silently put her arms around my waist. Our bodies were now touching each other without even a single inch of space between them.

It's warm. Is this the feeling I felt when Cha So-young hugged me to her chest?

A feeling that was slightly different from the emotion fueled by sexual desire, a feeling that was both overwhelming and calm, welled up in my chest. It felt like I was conveying my feelings of care for you without any filter.

The conversation we are about to have is difficult to understand simply as a feeling of caring.

"Soyoung-ah."

He lifted Cha So-young's head away from his chest, gently held her soft cheeks with both hands, and looked down at her.

Maybe it's because it's an angle that's hard to see unless you're lying in bed, but even in this situation, a little joy welled up in me.

"How was the lie I told earlier?"

"What, what…?"

The eyes that met each other shook violently and a visibly embarrassed expression appeared. It was obvious that he was asking again even though he knew what it meant.

It was quite surprising how many times I saw new faces in such a short period of time.

"I'm asking if it felt good to hear me say that I slept with other women. Do you want to hear it again? More vividly? Or do you want to see me sleep with other women?"

Silence again.

However, the shaking of the pupils continued. The up-and-down structure of the gaze continued, to the point where it felt like something was blind.

"Answer me."

"… … "

Since it was now impossible to change the subject, I urged Cha So-young.

I also added some seasoning that Cha So-young was worried about and that she couldn't leave out.

"Come on. I don't hate you just because you slept with a few other women. I told you before. I'm going to do whatever you want. From the beginning…"

I'm a man. I swallowed my words, feeling like I should avoid adding that last seasoning.

There is no need for Cha So-young to know that I can be so confident because I am a man and not a 'man'.

"… Yeah. Just imagining you being held by other girls besides me…"

In the meantime, Cha So-young put her head on my chest and hugged my waist tightly as she spoke. Maybe it was because she could see Jeong Su-ri, but it seemed like she was looking at a sinner who had her head bowed weakly.

No, rather than bowing my head helplessly,

"I'm so mad about it, I'm going crazy. Seriously. I really want to see it before I die."

…I couldn't hold back my laughter.

Her whole body trembled as if she had been whispered in her ear. It seemed like she wasn't just laughing, but that her imagination was stimulated by her own words.

Anyway, it was a short answer, but since her true feelings were clearly revealed, I chose this as a means to end the conversation, that is, to reconfirm Cha So-young's intention.

This wall must be realized purely by Cha So-young's will, and imagination and realization are completely different matters.

"Then, Soyoung. Now is the last. Listen carefully and choose. … You don't have to make that face. We're doing well."

I spoke as I took Cha So-young's trembling head away from my chest again. Then, as if wondering what she was going to say this time, her brows narrowed slightly and her head tilted.

Even though I added an excerpt to try to reduce the doubt, the doubt that was floating on his face did not go away, so I couldn't help but laugh.

"I'm going to kiss you from now on. If you want the lies I told you earlier to remain lies, then get out of here. If you want those lies to be true, then just stay still."

Cha So-young's eyes widened slightly.

"Okay? We're good at this kind of thing."

Just before the sentence was completed, Cha So-young's face slowly came closer, along with the feeling of something wrapping around the back of his neck.

side.

With the will clearly conveyed, I naturally closed my eyes and focused on the feeling of her lips.

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