Chapter 133: Next Day (E)
"Jin…It's morning…" A voice followed by shaking stirred Jin awake.
When he opened his eyes Fana's worried expression entered them.
"...Are you feeling alright?" A tinge of red appeared on Fana's face when her eyes met Jin's and she asked in a voice which was much mellower than before.
"Fana…?" Jin called out and furrowed his eyes.
'Why is she in my room?' Jin thought to himself as he took further notice of his surroundings and a wave of surprise, shock and disbelief struck him like a bolt of thunder.
He was currently tightly embracing Fana's naked figure in his arms.
He immediately let go of her and jumped out of the bed.
"What the hell happe-" Before Jin could finish he was reminded of everything that he did yesterday night.
The late-night practice, him losing control over himself, forcing himself on Fana and finally sleeping with her.
"How could I do such a thing?" Jin couldn't understand anything. Why did he do that? Why did he force himself on someone? Why did he betray Diana's trust? What will Diana think?
All these questions flooded his mind and couldn't help but grab his head and shout in frustration, "Fuck Jin! What's wrong with you?! Why did you do it?!!"
"....Jin?" Fana's worried voice sounded from behind him.
Hearing it Jin immediately turned around only to see an expression filled with fear, uncertainty and a faint sense of foreboding.
'Even though I did something wrong I need to draw a line between us now. No matter what I can't let this incident ruin my relationship with Diana,' Jin thought and told Fana.
"Fana, yesterday…" Jin paused to think over his words and continued while looking downwards, "I'm sorry about last night. My mind was not clear and I ended up forcing myself on you. The thing is-"
Hearing this, Fana's mood dulled and she interrupted him, "You want to say that there's no scope between you and me because of your girlfriend right?"
Jin lifted his head to look at Fana in a surprised expression.
He saw gloominess on her face which made his heart feel a bit pained but he still replied, "...Yes"
"To be honest…I had already expected this was going to happen but I still held a little hope within thinking that maybe…just maybe you will say that you love me after you wake up,"
A melancholic smile formed on Fana's face as a few droplets welled up in her eyes.
Forcing a smile, she continued, "Why would someone as young and talented like you fall for an aged, talentless woman like me?
However, I'm glad that at least I was able to momentarily attract your attention last night so don't apologize alright? Last night was the most alive I've felt in my thirty-five years and I'm glad it happened. Haha, look at me babbling all this nonsense…I should be going now,"
Fana wiped off the tears from her eyes and pushed herself off the bed before changing back into her nightgown.
While she was doing so, Jin's heart was in turmoil.
He was finding it very hard to believe that just a few words and actions from this woman were enough to cause so much mental agony to him.
Jin could only look down in shame as Fana finished changing her clothes.
"Jin," Fana called his name.
As if his whole being was waiting for her to call his name Jin immediately looked up towards her.
A tender and cheerful expression met Jin's eye as Fana's next words entered his ears, "Thank you for giving me such fond memories. I'll treasure them forever,"
Jin stopped breathing for a second when he saw her like this.
His breath quickened the next moment and his heart started beating rapidly.
Fana didn't wait for his reply and exited the room soon after.
At this moment Jin felt as if something very dear to him was leaving him.
'Why are my feelings towards her so intense?' Jin asked himself but couldn't manage to get an answer.
His gaze turned towards the clock.
There wasn't much time on his hands so he went to the bathroom to freshen up.
A while later Jin turned open the shower nozzle and the cold water sprayed over his head.
The familiar tingling feeling of the water droplets calmed his messy mind.
However not even a few seconds had passed and Fana's face flashed in front of his mind and the next moment he was reminded of what Anna had told him a few days ago, 'Girlfriends change all the time…isn't it normal to give more woman a chance,'
'What am I even thinking…" Jin immediately shook those thoughts away and finished up with his bath.
A while later, Jin was ready and got out of his room.
He looked at Fana's door and found it locked from outside.
'So she left already,' Jin thought as he made his way outside and soon reached the shooting spot which was not far from there.
All the crew members were there and were chatting while having their breakfast together.
Jin too took his plate and joined the crowd soon after.
Fana was sitting just a few seats away from him. When their gazes met Jin nodded at her and after that, their eyes seemed to deliberately avoid each other.
"All right, everyone! Let's start shooting!" Anderson gathered everyone up a few minutes later and the shooting began in earnest.
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"Jin and Fana, would you like to give it a try now or at the end of the day?" Anderson asked.
His expression showed that he wasn't very hopeful.
"Let's do it now," Jin suggested and turned towards Fana.
Seeing this Fana too agreed and their scene was soon set up by the crew.
"Action!" Anderson shouted and it began.
The whole surrounding became quiet and everyone's eyes were focused on Jin and Fana.
'What the hell happened in just a day?' Anderson thought in his mind.
Similar thoughts rang around everyone's mind who was currently observing Jin and Fana acting intimately with each other.
'Whatever it is, I'm glad that the issue has been sorted,' Anderson took a sigh of relief and took a few more retakes before finally being satisfied with the first scene.