Chapter 1296: Challenging Trials (1)
"What do you mean I am not worth 'you'? Would something happen to you if you attempted to touch that power within me?"
"Would something happen? Kat, my love, please don't make yourself look and sound so utterly stupid. Would something happen if you threw yourself down a flight of stairs into a pit of spikes that housed hundreds of venomous snakes that had been starved for days? Or if you waltzed onto a dance floor naked in front of a dozen homeless vagrants who hadn't fucked a woman in years?"
She painted rather vivid pictures to prove her point, but I was rather stubborn and seemed to like challenging her a little too much as I replied "I get it, Cali, but I was more so looking for an explanation on to why you suppressing my arousal would be a bad thing."
"Because, my love, that arousal is both yours and your Goddess'. It's... multifaceted. Some of it belongs to you, yes, but some of it belongs to her as well. And I cannot touch what isn't yours without facing repercussions, yes? Does that make more sense?"
I gave her a slow nod and waited for her to continue, which made Cali sigh before she beckoned for me to take a step closer, the Arch Fiend getting sightly irritated as I stared at her cooly for a moment before doing as she wanted.
She proved right away why I didn't want to step closer as she smacked my butt before grabbing at it like it was dough, but I couldn't pull away from her as she rested her chin atop my head and whispered "You are my ideal Masque, Kat. Unbridled lust bundled up into a mortal with shaky morals and an impressive physique.
Your lust is both your blessing and your curse, and to many it would lean far more to the latter than the former. Sex is something intimate, something reserved for a select group of people; you believe that, but at the same time there is such lust inside you that speaks to you desiring freedom. You're a walking contradiction and that makes it all the better...
Yes, I can help keep you from salivating at the mere sight of that dominant, handsome, muscular alpha outside that would impregnate you almost immediately if she tried, but I cannot make you immune to your own nature. You are a Dogkin, and she is a Wolfkin; by nature she is what you are looking for in a partner, and just by existing she will turn you on.
Her scent will drive you crazy, her abs will make you drool, her power will get you wet and her growls will make you submit... I can help mitigate the worst of it, but you need to control yourself if you want to stay true to your lovers. Because you are a prime steak and she is a starving wolf; it is just meant to be in nature, but in society you have a choice. So choose to stay true, choose to temper your lust, and you will be fine..."
Saying all of this while she was fondling me was rather counterintuitive, especially because her fingers were finding those spots that made me shudder or moan into her soft bust, but in the middle of her massaging my cheeks and kissing the top of my head she pressed her other hand against my belly and sucked some of the heat out of me, making me gasp before I fell backwards.
She let me go and stared down at me as I broke into a cold sweat, the sudden loss of sensations and being robbed of the building orgasm shocking me into sobriety in one of the most jarring ways possible, but it was that cold that helped me regain my clarity, helped me become 'normal'.
"This means, Kat, that if you are there for too long without some sort of way to pleasure yourself or something happens that manages to ignite that fire inside of you again, there is a high chance you offer yourself to the ravenous wolf outside. If she has control enough to not breed you on the spot... well, that is for you to discover.
But I also think this is ideal for you; you are beyond just being diagnosed with a syndrome similar to the Nymphs of old and closer to being potentially related to them by blood with how you crave sex like you do food, water or air. This test of control might help you in the long run, or it might ruin you. It is all on you though, and only you."
Swallowing down a retort, I stood back up and stared at Cali - actually stared at her, and not her impressive bust, wide hips or succulent thighs - for a few seconds before eventually saying "I will pass it.", making that oath to her and to myself.
"I hope you do. Because in the short term I want you to get pregnant with those Wolfkin's pups and reduced into some slut, but in the long term I want you to remain YOU. So don't succumb, Kat, and don't be stupid."
Patting my head, the pink skinned Arch Fiend grinned at me and added "Because when you get back and I return your lust to you you're going to need all three of your lovers to calm you down~! So, in the meantime I'm going to go have an orgy in one of those solo trials again, but I cannot wait~ to see you in a month or so~! Have fun~!"
With that she departed once again in a burst of pink mist, and the moment I was alone I dragged in a deep breath and steadied my mind, gathering my thoughts and preparing myself for what was to come.
I was thinking straight and without the random, pesky outside thoughts that always related to sex; my mind was clearer then ever, and it made me somewhat depressed to see just how far I had fallen from normalcy as I realized just how sex oriented I was as a person and how everything I did seemed to have some sort of lustful tinge to it.
When I was younger I was like this, but now I was someone completely different, someone that my younger self would have stayed away from... that was never a happy feeling, but it was reality, so I dashed that thought away from myself and gathered my things before heading back outside, joining Lady Fenyras in the middle of the camp as we went over last minute preparations.