Chapter 19: Chapter 20: Naruto’s Breaking Point
Naruto didn't even realize when he hit the damn ground.
His foot caught some root or rock or whatever the fuck, and next thing he knew, he was eating dust, cheek smashed against cold stone. His whole body lit up like someone poured acid through his veins, but honestly? He didn't even have the energy to curse anymore.
Blood had soaked halfway down his leg. The bandage he slapped on earlier? Might as well have been toilet paper. He reached for a healing tag, hand fumbling through his pouch.
Ash. Lint. Useless shit.
"Great," he muttered. "Real fucking shinobi work, Uzumaki. Bleeding out in some cursed basement like a goddamn rookie."
He groaned, rolled onto his side. Breathing came sharp and fast now, like his lungs were just done with this shit too.
His hand finally hit something. A healing tag — half-dead, glowing like it wanted to quit.
"Good enough, you bitch," he growled.
He slapped it on his thigh. It sparked, hissed, and punched chakra straight through his nerves like lightning wrapped in glass. The pain knocked the wind out of him. He grit his teeth so hard his jaw popped. But pain meant he was still here.
The glow faded. Bleeding slowed. Barely. It still hurt like hell. Whatever.
He shut his eyes.
Konoha felt a thousand years away.
He saw flashes. Iruka shaking his head. Tsunade screaming about chakra limits. Sasuke walking away like always. Sakura's face when he told her he was going underground.
Now he was here. Alone. Bleeding. In a place that didn't even have a ceiling, just regrets stacked on regrets.
"Bet they're having a laugh," he whispered to no one. "Uzumaki probably dead in a pit. World's a little quieter. Lucky them."
The walls didn't answer. But the air felt heavier. Like it was listening.
He forced himself upright. Bones cracked. Muscles screamed. Skin felt wrong. Chakra moved like cold syrup.
"Shoulda brought food. Shoulda brought backup. Shoulda brought literally anyone."
He stumbled toward the back of the room. Some old busted mirror leaned against the wall — random as hell. Not part of the Library. Just there.
He looked.
The guy staring back wasn't Naruto. He looked like death with a ninja headband. Red-rimmed eyes. Sweat-crusted hair. Skin like paper. Hollow as a grave.
He hated it.
He punched the glass.
Crack.
Not enough to shatter. Just enough to leave a big-ass web across the middle. His hand ached.
"Pathetic."
He turned away.
A flicker caught his eye. Chakra.
Behind one of the shelves, a loop floated midair. One of those memory things. Glowing soft like a dumbass firefly trying not to die.
"Now you show up?" he growled. "After I bleed all over the floor?"
He snatched it.
Kazuki's voice came through, dry and brittle like he'd smoked sand for a decade.
"Still crawling through this tomb, huh? You're not special. None of us were. You just lasted longer."
The loop fizzed.
"You want answers? Truth? Good luck. You think this place gives a shit about meaning?"
Kazuki coughed, laughed once — mean and empty.
"There's no point. Only thing you'll find is how much of yourself you're willing to burn before you don't recognize what's left."
The loop blinked out.
Naruto didn't scream. Didn't break it.
He just stood there. Fists clenched. Blood dripping like it had decided to make him its new home.
He walked to the far wall. Found a flat stone. Sat down. Shoulders hunched like he'd been punched by the past itself.
And for once… he just said it.
"I don't know if I can finish this."
It came out low. Honest. Ugly. Like it hurt to say.
No echo. No reply. Just silence.
But for once, it didn't feel like silence was laughing at him.
He sat there for what felt like hours. Or maybe just five damn minutes. Who knew.
Then he moved.
He wrapped his leg tighter. Tucked his last two kunai in his belt. Took a deep breath that sounded like it was torn out of a broken flute.
He stood.
"I ain't quitting," he said, more to himself than anyone. "You hear me, Kazuki? Raian? Or whatever fuckface built this hell?"
He spit blood on the ground.
"You don't get to take me out with ghosts and lies. I've bled more than this. I am more than this."
He limped toward the exit.
The mirror behind him cracked again and fell face-first to the floor, shattering into a hundred jagged pieces.
He didn't look back.
Let the mirror break. Let the Library rot.
He was moving.
Even if his body gave up.
Even if his damn name got erased.
Even if this place swallowed him whole.
He was still Naruto fucking Uzumaki.
And this fight wasn't done.