'Nothing Like Us' taekook

Jungkook understood, from the moment Hyunjin returned to their table, that something was definitely wrong. His face was pale,his eyes puffy,red and swollen and Taehyung was nowhere to be found. With SeenHe glued to him like an oyster, it was impossible to find the chance to ask hyung what was troubling him.

Most of the guests had departed and feeling exhausted, he excused himself and went up to his bedroom. SeenHe offered to escort him but the younger abruptly declined. Inside the safety of his room,behind locked doors he felt unease.

Not even the warm bath provided him the relaxation he needed. The knowledge of Taehyung's presence two doors down the hallway produced intense heartbeat and profound longing. His feverish body,the huge tent created between his thighs from his aroused hard-on made it impossible for Jungkook to find peace even if he wanted to.

Knowing Taehyung and his long lasting starvation for him, the lust and craving for him, because eyes couldn't lie,he was expecting the man to knock on his door pretty soon. So he wiped the drops of water from his chest, stomach and legs,dried his hair, applied vanilla moisturising cream on his body, changed underwear, putting on a dark red boxer,a pair of white shorts and sitting on the soft bed, he waited, frequently rubbing his palms on his thighs,gazing at the door.

He waited and waited for God knows how long but still that knock on his door, wasn't heard. Restless and worried he started munching on his nails and lips, swinging his legs in front of his bed. He immediately popped up when a knocking on the door interrupted his thoughts and rushed to open it.

His beaming smile turned to a sharp,critical squint when instead of Taehyung's face he saw SeenHe's." What are you doing here?" 

The man didn't reply. His hungry,evil scowl was fixed on Jungkook's naked upper body, his huge bulge,practically eye-fucking him. His mouth drooling and gulping and the younger realised that he was in fact half naked and aroused, probably giving the wrong impy.Hurriedly,he hid his body behind the door,only his head sticking out.

" Why did you come here?"

" I.. wanted to..check up on you." The man couldn't take his eyes off of him. The magnificent sight of Jungkook's hard chest, round,pink nipples gave him a boner.

" As you can see I'm fine and ready to go to sleep." he replied coldly with a pinch of rudeness.

The man took two steps forward,holding the door with his right hand." Invite me in." he blurted out, totally out of control. He wanted Jungkook and suppressing his needs was crashing his sanity. His body was burning as if he was having a fever and the younger 's sight twirling in his mind. He wanted him so badly!

" Leave before I shout. And you know what will happen if I do." He attempted to slam the door to his face but the man placed his foot on the bottom of the door and insisted.

" Let me come in..I need you and I'm tired of pretending.I can give you a night you won't forget." he shamelessly asked, infuriating Jungkook. The nerve of this guy blatantly demanding to..he didn't even want to think about it. What a creep! Bad idea bringing him here just to irritate his family.

" One more step asshole and your little friend down there and I do mean little,will regret it." His warning didn't seem to bother the man because he was too lost and needy to think straight." I don't ever want to see you again. Pack your things and get the hell out of this house. If I see your face at breakfast tomorrow I'm telling everyone." He kicked his foot,banging the door and locking it before he could react.

Jungkook wasn't weak but strong and athletic, capable of dealing with perverts like him. SeenHe kept banging on his door, saying sorry and pleading for another chance but Jungkook had had enough of his bullshit. He wouldn't fall for his excuses or let him take advantage of his guilt. They dated, didn't work out and that was the end of it. He never made any promises or told him he loved him. He had been extremely cautious in his behaviour and didn't expect this attitude.

At some point the banging stopped and Jungkook was more relaxed. The 'good boy ' wasn't so good after all! He let half an hour pass and, making sure he was long gone,he unlocked his door,stuck his head out, peeping through to see any movement in the corridor. It was empty, the music had stopped, meaning everyone was in their rooms so he sneaked out, tiptoeing to Taehyung's two doors to the left.

There was a momentarily,brief hesitation before his shaky hand knocked on his door. He didn't hear a reply but kept banging because he had no intention of quitting. They would talk, clear any misunderstanding and Jungkook would confess his love again and ask for a chance. A chance to work things out and be together.

Eventually the door was opened wide and Jungkook met the darkest,most alluring eyes and his tongue was tied into a knot. The words he meant to say were magically blocked, his heartbeat rapidly increased, smothering the rumbling of his brain and taking three gaits forward, he hashed over the flabbergasted man, enveloping his legs around his waist and his hands around his neck.

Taehyung was knocked sideways, having no time to react. Not that he wanted to. Jungkook's sudden attack was a dream come true. His warmth and coziness, the undeniable passion and longing in his eyes, the shaking of his body ,took away his worries and doubts. 

He grabbed him by the ass, moving backwards and forgetting to shut the door, he collided their lips together,logic down the drain as his need prevailed. The man's tongue spread the rosy lips,invading,tasting and exploring the wet mouth. Like a starving tiger Taehyung began sucking and nibbling Jungkook's tongue with his teeth while his hands squeezed his asscheeks and the younger 's fingers curled in the man's silky hair, pushing his body forward as if he wanted to devour his every breath.

Jungkook whimpered into the breathless kiss and his muffled moans were in perfect sync with Taehyung's. The heated kiss turned aggressive and their mouths were gobbling on each other's flesh,sticking their tongues so deep inside reaching their throats, cutting off the air supply.

Cocks grinding together in frantic,heaved moans and groans smothered in the turbulent kiss as Jungkook's fingers gripped hard on the man's hair adding more pressure,his heartfelt desperation to be utterly conquered was evident in his fuzzy ,blinking eyes,the quivering of his body, the intense nibbling and slurping of the man's mouth and tongue.

Taehyung's initiative to end their kiss,placing him down on the ground and stepping back,tousling his messy hair,brought whines and disappointment in the younger.

" Taehyung?" 

" Don't! This is wrong. It shouldn't have happened. Go back to your room and stay there." Fuck! Did he actually say that? Him? V? Unbelievable!

Trying to gather the scattered pieces of his logic and refuse what was offered to him was ripping him apart. But he couldn't settle with one passionate night with him, getting his hopes up only to be heartbroken when Jungkook returned to his life and boyfriend.

" I don't want to go. I was waiting for you and you didn't come..why?"

Taehyung chuckled bitterly." Why do you think? Am I a joke to you?Ok I'm a fucken bastard but you..have a boyfriend..you..you love him and I can't ruin it for you. He's the best choice for you.." he gulped but the knots in his throat insisted." Leave..leave me alone. Go back to him." He turned his back, unable to keep looking at those gorgeous,doe eyes that drove him insane and made his stomach stir.

It was Jungkook's turn to back hug him." You're an idiot Kim." He squeezed him tight, nuzzling his face in the warmness of his neck, deeply inhaling his strong,musky scent that stirred his insides." But as long as you're my idiot it's fine. I kind of like your goofy side."he giggled, pressing his body more on Taehyung's as if he was trying to become one with him.

The man was barely holding up. Jungkook appearing in front of him, offering himself so boldly, hugging him,had reopened a wound he thought wouldn't bleed after taking his decisions for the future.His primitive instincts,the fierce longing and vulgar necessity coiling his soul,were in desperate need to find a way out of the dark corner he had hidden them. The soft almost veigue touch of his hot breath on his sensitive flesh,his naked chest glued on him,made his skin crawl. His cock was getting harder and it became dangerous..Too fucken dangerous.

V would have seized the opportunity to have just one more night with him. Taehyung needed more. He wanted all of Jungkook with the severity of his love for the boy who had been his beacon, taking him out of the darkness and into the light.

He unfurled his hands, hectically moving towards the bed,within safe walking distance. As much as he craved to have him,he wanted it all,not bits and parts. " I have no desire to come between you and him. He won. I lost. End of story. Besides I don't..want you.."

" You're lying! You couldn't get your tongue out of my mouth and your hands out of my ass. You want me Kim!" he insisted ardently, clumping his foot on the floor.

" I..I was taken by..by.. surprise. You jumped on me." Taehyung attempted to excuse his reaction." And there's..SeenHe.."

Jungkook was raving mad. It was bad enough his lies had caused a misunderstanding but was now facing the abrupt loss of his hug that was even worse.He pouted and whined, folding his arms on his chest while his foot was nervously stomping on the floor.His hard-on was distracting him but decided to put it aside for now and convince his heart headed, future boyfriend that he was in fact single. He was fed up with lies, deception and stirring the past.

" Taehyung, listen carefully. I'm only gonna say this once."

" I asked you to leave. Do as you're told."he spoke out roughly.

" I get horny when you're bossing me around..giving orders..being tough.." that gentle, breathless whisper filled with desire and longing,made Taehyung hold his chest. It was aching.. stinging,crushing him. 

" Jungkook.. don't.." 

" Ask me to stay."

" Go..shut the door." Tears..stupid unwanted tears had to appear now. He blinked his eyes, eyelashes flicking and inhaling through his nose. The pain in his chest was staggering. He heard the door closing,feeling disappointed while he should be happy. Happy he chose not to ruin his bright future,bonding his life with V's.

When he saw a piece of clothing flung on the window next to him,he frowned and gradually swiveled only to catch a sight of the younger naked. Completely naked!His perfect figure shining under the pale,silver moonlight flicking through the window. His hard,pounding chest,those tender, pinkish nipples he so liked slurping and biting. His thick cock standing up fully erected. 

He took his breath away! He could happily die right then and there with Jungkook's image as the last sight he'd see.

" I.. thought..I..told you..to go.." the words refused to come out and he was battling to form them.

Jungkook got down on his knees, biting his rosy lips while crawling to his direction." You told me to shut the door..I did." He enjoyed playing with him, seeing his vulnerable side. It was rare and also satisfying to know he had so much power over him.

Taehyung had fire in his blood, running through his veins,eyes firmly fixed on him, longing and vulgar lust darkened his irises. He could almost hear the deafening whisper in his head.

' Don't refuse him..don't refuse him..'

The more Jungkook crawled to him,the more he stepped back,till his legs hit the bed and fell flat on it. He lacked the power and will to deny him. His pupils blew out,chin dipped,breath hitched.

Oh God! 

Oh God 

he was 

so so very fucked! 

Jungkook batted his eyelashes, tongue seductively licking the outline of his lips, occasionally biting them. He wanted him and tonight he was done playing games.

" Jungkook..you don't.. know what.. you're doing." He felt paralyzed in a body rising temperature from the aberrant, almost dangerous look on his face. A gust of strong vanilla scent exploded in the man's nostrils. A wild,hank of hair fell over his forehead,standing on his knees, between Taehyung's legs, rubbing his nose and cheeks on his thighs like a kitten.

" I know what I want."

The older gulped the knot in his throat, his voice sounding more husky and stuttered."W-what..d-do..you..w-want?"

Jungkook stuck out his tongue,trailing the tip from his knee to his inner thigh, stopping inches away from the bulging cock and smirked devilishly." I want you.." he gave him another lick,feeling him trembling under his touch. 

Taehyung's palms were on the mattress, fingers clutching onto the sheets." I want you under me..on top of me..deep inside me.. thrusting like a wild beast.." his tongue flicked the scrotum above his jeans, watching him tossing his head to the side, hissing." Your hands touching my body.. wrapped around my neck.. choking me and giving me life..I want you to fuck me like your whore..and then love me the way I love you..be my master and my slave..Give me the only thing I long for..your heart..I need your heart to beat for me.. just for me.." A silky whisper leased the air and the hankering in his eyes melted the older's weak heart.

V was conquered and Taehyung was in all respects whipped for the bewitching young boy knelt between his legs. He had no more strength and will to resist him!Thinking words were poor in describing how he felt and the depth of his love,he slowly took off his T-shirt revealing his muscular chest and with jittery hands,his fingers gently gripped his chin and lifted up Jungkook's head." Does this answer your question?" 

The younger goggled his eyes in astonishment and blinked them several times, thinking he was dreaming. 'Jungkook's' was tattooed above his heart as a claim and declaration of his love. A symbol of ownership.He raised his hand,gently trailing his fingertips on it and the man cupped it, holding it tightly."You..had a tattoo..of my name.."

Taehyung chuckled." I wanted every time I looked at myself in the mirror to see for who my heart was beating for. To whom it belonged.. you have my heart..my body and soul in your hands..It was yours since the day I took my first breath..the day I opened my eyes to the world..every heartbeat is meant for you.." his voice laced with intensity and broke. It was his way of saying ' I love you' even if the words weren't spoken.

Jungkook's heart burst with joy,feeling surges of happiness almost paralyzing. Contentment spread in each pore of his body. His silvery tears rendered his vision,burning his cheeks. He wiped them with his fingers but new ones tumbled down before he could erase the old ones. Tears of joy not sadness. He couldn't think of a time he had been happier.

The armful of hugs from the older was what he needed to realise it wasn't a dream." Please don't cry baby.. I've made you cry so many times and it's killing me to know I was the reason for your sadness. Please smile.. smile for me.." His arms were securely hooked around him, the younger snuggling his head on his chest.

Jungkook granted him a beaming smile between crying and snivelling. For the first time after months he felt optimistic about their future. The past belonged to the past and the future looked brighter than ever! 

" That's it. That's my beautiful doll!" As his fingers stroked Jungkook's cheek,the burning flesh quivered and he moaned to the mushy touch,cocking his head to the right.

" Tae.." he moaned deeply.

" Tell me baby..what do you need?" Voice raucous, dipped in yearning.

" Fuck me..please.. it's been too long..I need to feel you inside me..it hurts.."

"I'll never get tired of hearing it baby." The sound of the zip unfurling gave Jungkook goosebumps and his jaw dropped the moment the jeans and underwear hit the floor,gazing at the thick,hard cock,licking his lips at the strings of precum dripping from it.

" Can I suck you off?" He knew the answer but he loved saying it.

" How could I say no? Suck me..I need to feel it's real this time.. I've dreamt about it for months."The craving was too strong and powerful to deny.

Jungkook was dying to have him..taste him. That's when he saw it! The name tattooed above his cock.

 'Kookie's'. 

His eyes searched and found Taehyung 's filled with surprise and the man smiled. Jungkook's heart melted seeing his bright,boxy smile for the first ever.

" My cock knows its master." He meant it. Jungkook was his master in every aspect and it was his way of acknowledging it. 

The boy was over the moon! He possessed him in a way he never thought possible. Taehyung was his and his alone. His tongue licked the tattoo taking his time in feeling him. His hot breath scorched the man,making him moan uncontrollably.

The shaky hand wrapped around the throbbing cock,his fingertip rubbed the moist slit, gently at first, adding more pressure afterwards. Taehyung tossed his head back,letting him do whatever he wanted. Leaning forward Jungkook stuck out his tongue, giving small, kitten licks from his sack of balls to the cockhead,feeling it violently vibrating. The mixture of his saliva and the precum was enough to make him cum on the spot as his own shaft was dangerously throbbing in anticipation.

" Don't tease..put it in your mouth..I don't want to waste a good load in your hands..I need your mouth.." he groaned at the sensation of being touched by him.

Jungkook smirked and grabbed it with both hands,his drooling mouth wrapped around the pulsating shaft. It was exactly as he remembered. Thick and long with the taste of heaven..Hearing him grunt and moan,his whole body stiffened up as the hard dick invaded every inch of the younger 's cavity, rocking from side to side,poking against his cheeks.

Jungkook's tongue was drowning in an ocean of salty precum blending with his saliva. He was grabbed by the hair,pushed forward, literally mouthfucked with extreme violence.

He was deepthroated,gagged and he coughed unable to breathe but loved it. He began bobbing his head,strings of saliva dripping from the corners of his wide open mouth and Taehyung's fingers jammed onto his hair.

" Suck me harder..suck the life out of me..come on..please.." he commanded and begged with the same force his hips were thrusting.

The younger gave him a vigorous suck, his tongue stretched under the hard stoned cock and the older growled,his upper body panged while feeling his balls roughly squeezed. Jungkook's head was moving fast and sloppy, wanting to give him the most mind-blowing orgasm.

"You like that..my little,baby whore loves sucking my cock!" 

The boy's muffled moans and grunts empowered the need for release, slobbering faster,taking it all in,smashing his throat until he heard Taehyung screaming in ecstasy and tasted the huge spurts of salty cum deep in his mouth, flooding him.

" FUCK.. CUMMING.. I'M FUCKEN CUMMING FOR YOU!" Pumping and emptying his load, hand gripped tighter on his hair,Jungkook swallowed every single drop, licking his lips to gather the spurts leaking out. He then proudly opened his mouth,stuck out his tongue for the man to see he had gulped it all flustered and needy.

" Good boy!" He slapped his cock on the younger 's face and tongue,breathing unevenly from the orgasm." Now clean me.Put that tongue to good use."

Jungkook obeyed and his tongue slurped and sucked, gracefully moving from the swollen balls to the glans ending on the tip, pulling down the foreskin.He glanced at his lover, smiling,eyes glowing with longing." Fuck me now..please..thrust deep inside me..I need your big cock stretching my hole..please."

Taehyung got up,legs shaking and lifting him up,he laid him on the soft mattress, standing in front of him and admiring his divine beauty. Body covered in blocks of sweat,shining under the moonlight.Eyes misty and half closed,lashes fluttering, chest throbbing, legs spread widely with a view of the pink, clenching hole,provokingly inviting him to conquer it. He choked on his saliva trying to gulp as he scooted over to his knees on the bed, settling between Jungkook 's open legs.

The younger's sensual whimper slipped away through his wobbly lips when Taehyung's rough fingers trailed over his inner thighs, pulling him closer. The pulpy touch turned to blaringly aggressive, snatching his hips,lifting up his lower abdomen,blowing gasps on the seductive hole.

" Thrust in.. please.. don't hold back..Your cock..I need it..so badly.." he lisped,panting for breath. Instead Taehyung tantalisingly slowly licked and sucked his inner thighs in turns before his tongue flicked on the tight hole before giving it a few teasing bites.

The teasing continued with Taehyung licking and slurping,swirling his tongue around the throbbing hole without entering. Jungkook was a moaning mess, thrusting his hips forward to force him to finally plunge in." Too impatient doll..I like that."

" Please.. please do me.. raw..I need you..so much." His fingers snatched the white sheets,sinking his nails in. He could no longer control his urges. Taehyung sneered as he grabbed a hold of the aching,hard cock, taking his time in jerking him and admiring his every reaction. His rod was hard,moist and warm and his hand easily glided from the precum dripping.

The older's tongue licked the tip,gently then sloppily before his mouth embraced the boy's cock,his eyes never leaving the beautiful face above. Bobbing his head,the shaft hitting his throat, gagging him and his two fingers ploughed inside the tight entrance so abruptly Jungkook popped his head up, groaned then let it fall back again. The pleasure was heavenly! He was sucked dry and finger fucked at the same time, his hole stretched to the fullest,his prostate relentlessly crushed,making him about to pass out from overstimulation. Every thrust brought him closer to a release.

Taehyung's tongue circled the pulsating dick,swirling around it while adding two more fingers, hammering him as Jungkook's body shook and spasmed,moving to the rhythm of the mouth and fingers. " Cumming.. I'm cum..." before he could complete his sentence, his toes curled up,hips arched, eyes blinked,mouth opened, moaning and whimpering in ecstasy, dragging his orgasm out.

The man's hands kept pounding his asshole with his four fingers,creamy,sticky cum flooding his mouth,offering him a taste of his new obsessive addiction and feeling it spreading in his veins.He gulped it down but unable to stop,the sucking and scissoring continued until Jungkook shouted again. At some point the younger lost count of how many times he ejaculated, begging and whimpering ecstatic.

When Taehyung finally freed him, he had lost touch with reality. He felt his body rotating and was now in all fours with his ass lifted up,head buried in the mattress. The extensive smacking of his asscheeks had him hissing and grunting. The pain was welcomed, begging for more. The raw intrusion of the older's cock penetrating deep into his pinkish entrance made his body shake and his mind go blank.

" So fucken tight.. your hole is so fucken tight it drives me wild." Taehyung's hands snatched his hips, thrusting in and out, gritting his teeth,head cocked back, his breath barely coming out of his scrunched lips.

" Faster..harder.. pound my ass harder.." the younger urged him,moving along his rhythm with sloppy moves,producing loud popping sounds of two bodies colliding.

As the man's thick cock was battering the tight hole,it repeatedly smashed his sensitive spot and Jungkook was hyperventilating to the vulgar attack,clenching around the vibrating shaft." Do it again! Clench you fucken hole! Trap me inside you.." the older barked list in a lewd bliss. The boy shut his walls around the hard cock, crying in ecstasy.

Jungkook hadn't been fucked for so long it felt almost surreal,having him abusing his hole so roughly. The sound of splashing was music to their ears. Taehyung sunk his fingers in his hair,pushing his head back, slightly turning it so that he could tongue kiss him. An aggressive, sloppy kiss, tongues twirling,lips biting, devouring like starving beasts,depriving them of air to properly breathe.

He then sunk his teeth into the boy's neck,feeling the tender flesh burning him while sucking and biting, marking his territory. Claim him as his and his alone as the ruthless attack on his anus increased.

" More..bite me more..mark me yours.. forever.."

There wasn't a part of his neck and back that Taehyung hadn't bitten or sucked. Giving three powerful,raw thrusts and snarling, his cock exploded inside the wet hole, shooting his heavy load and watching Jungkook cumming all over the bed,his body panging and twitching uncontrollably.

Taehyung withdrew his cock from the clenching hole,bent down and began rimming it,his mouth eating and sucking his own cum mixed with Jungkook's tasty juices. The younger's body was shifted position again, his back touched the moist from cum bed, legs spread open,hole oozing cum while the man rubbed the tip of his cock on the pulsating hole.His hands wrapped around the marked neck, pressing his thumbs on the sensitive skin.

Taehyung's lips aimed for Jungkook's neck again as the boy wiggled and squirmed, experiencing the scorching heat wave on his skin. Having him sucking his flesh, dragging his tongue at the crack between his chest, trapping his right nipple in his teeth was creating an itchiness all over his body.

The man licked the small,hard bub,flicking it, performing wet circles around it. Jungkook was heaving for breath when his other nipple got attacked. To every flick,slurp and bite Jungkook moaned and bent his upper body to have more.more of what was offered.

Taehyung plunged in and Jungkook hissed at the sudden penetration but thoroughly enjoyed being fucked and choked. His hands dug deep into his lover's hips, hooking his legs around his torso to get more pleasure. Taehyung crouched down, his lips captured his own and his tongue invaded the depths of his mouth,kissing him hungrily in desperation.

The man's cock brutally torturing his hole with constant thrusts,reaching up to the boy's tummy, feeling it poking against his walls,his hands choking him,immense pleasure flushing through his veins,fogging his mind. Taehyung rested his forehead on Jungkook's,his eyes pinned on him,not leaving him for a second as he kept pounding his hole with ferocity wanting nothing more than to bind their bodies in one.

Sensing Jungkook's orgasm approaching and his own cock violently vibrating he huskily lisp."Want you to cum looking into my eyes..looking only at me..your master and eternal slave..Cum for me..please!" 

Their eyes locked, the man's fingers clutched harder on the thin, silky neck,thumbs squashed on the goiter,making the boy puff for breath and jolts of carnal sensation overrunning him. He loved the feeling of receiving pain. It made him feel alive,his blood boiled. Moving his lower body in a frenzy,hands on Taehyung 's hips,nails sink in his firm skin,he let out a cloaking thundered bawl.

" C-cumming..T-taehyung..Oh..G-god.."

"Cum..baby..I want to feel your love..see it.." 

Jungkook heavily exploded between their stomachs and simultaneously Taehyung gnashed his teeth and embraced his orgasm, cumming deep inside him." I love you..I love you so damn much..it kills me..makes my skin crawl..my soul bursts with joy..I love you..I love you.." He wouldn't cry. That's what he repeated in his head but his tears were already bursting out and he had to admit his total surrender to his new emotions.

The words Jungkook was longing to hear was heavenly music to his buzzing ears. His swollen lips parted in a beaming smile,his heart erupting with peerless satisfaction while his tears made a remarkable appearance again.The older man collapsed on top of him, nestling his face in his sweaty neck,both crying and desperately hugging each other.

"I've..made you cry." Taehyung whispered to his ear.

" Tears of happiness baby.. I'm so happy..I think my heart will explode.."

" Say it again.."

" W-what?"

" You called me baby.. It's the first time I'm hearing it from your lips." He took a deep breath and smiled through his tears.

" Baby! You're my baby tiger."

" And you're my cute, little baby bunny." He captured Jungkook's lips but this time there was nothing aggressive about their kiss. It was smooth,tender and heartwarming filled with love.

Snuggle cuddling and trying to catch their restless breaths they seemed unwilling to let go of eachother and determined to make up for lost time. Jungkook's hand slithered from his hips to his back, his fingertips stroking him in circles.

" You love me.." He couldn't believe it! Jungkook's fuzzy, enticing eyes drowned in hot tears again, dripping from the side on the sheets. He couldn't stop. The excitement in his eyes shone brighter than the midnight sun and he could barely conceal his delight,drunken in happiness but the tears kept flowing, unable to stop them.

" Don't cry baby..I hate seeing tears in your eyes.. I've made you cry so much..I can't handle it.. please." His fingers brushed the drops of tears off.

" I thought.. I'd die and never..hear it from..you. Say it again."

" I love you. More than I thought possible to love another person. You've become my light, guiding me out of the darkness of my soul. You've given me a reason to live and hope.." He bear-hugged him, cherishing the moment as his most valuable asset,joy welled up inside his troubled soul. His loved one was blissfully wrapped in his strong arms. It wasn't a dream or a hallucination.

" I tried not to.. but it was impossible to resist you baby..my heart,that I thought I didn't have, beats for you in a way that scares me. I'm scared baby.. afraid I'll lose you..that you'll disappear and I'll be alone again.." 

Jungkook could feel his lover's heart pounding on his chest and his lips touched and kissed his hair." I'm scared of losing you too. That I'll open my eyes,wake up and all this would be a dream. Don't ever leave me Taehyung..I won't survive to be separated from you." 

" I'm not going anywhere baby." he reassured him,his arms securely closing around him." I won't let anything or anyone come between us. Not the past nor the present. I intend to keep you in my arms forever."

" Good to know because if you run away again I'm gonna find you and kill you myself. I've had enough drama to last me for a lifetime!"he pouted cutely but meant every word. His heart couldn't handle one more rejection.

" Knowing you,I believe you would." he joked but suddenly his face turned shadowy and bleak. There were things needed to be said in order to move on.He didn't want any secrets between them, destroying their future happiness. He gradually removed his cock from the swollen,red hole,slithered his body to the edge of the bed and sat, elbows on his knees and head low.

Jungkook moved towards him, enveloping his legs around him and placing his chin on his spine. Fear snuggled inside him and he had to ensure that wasn't the case." Are you having second thoughts..about us?"

"No..no..but I need to tell you about me. Who I am..what I've done..and it's not easy."

" You don't have to but if it will make you feel better I'm here ready to listen and not judge you." Jungkook was firm and armed with determination not to let anything deprive them of their future together.

The things he had to reveal, parts of his wounded past that scarred him forever,had to be said but it was damn hard to express them in words. His biggest fear was Jungkook knowing and hating him but in order to have a future together he had the right to know.

" I grew up in Daegu. My father had a small business and my mom had a farm just outside the city. We weren't rich but we had everything we wanted. Until the accident. It took away my childhood. I was thirteen and Hyunjin five and we were taken to the orphanage because none of our relatives were interested in having us. That's when uncle appeared. A distant relative we had never met but willing to take us in. The first year with him was amazing. Uncle seemed nice, took good care of us and I could finally breathe." He gulped feeling his veins throbbing." He'd cook for us, helped me with my homework,took us on picnics,protected us and gained our trust and love. But nothing lasts forever. One day Hyunjin got sick with a fever and uncle stayed with him. I was worried and left school earlier than expected to return home." He ran his shaky hands through his scruffy hair,his breathing turned rapid and sharp.

" You don't have to continue.. it's ok." Jungkook placed a soft kiss on his nape, feeling him shiver.

" No..I want to..I have to..I heard screams and cries the moment I stepped foot in the house. When I opened our bedroom door..I saw uncle on top of my naked brother, kissing him.. touching him..trying..to force himself on a five-year-old boy. A baby..he was a baby.." his voice broke and Jungkook could feel his panging heartbeat, reflecting all the way to his back." I jumped on him, shouting and yelling and cursing but he laughed. He laughed at me, Jungkook..he found it amusing.I can still remember his words buzzing in my head.' I gave you a home,you filthy brat.It's time you repay me.' I tried to hit him,to save my brother but he was stronger and he pushed me away to continue his sick action. I threatened him saying I'd tell everyone what a sick bastard he was,go to the police but he reminded me he was our legal guardian,a respectable businessman and a pillar of the community. Nobody would believe me. And he was right. We willingly accepted him and who would believe a child and a baby? So..he made me an offer.." he shut his teary eyes and sucked in two deep breaths before continuing."Me for my brother. If I traded myself for Hyunjin, he'd never touch him again. As much as I wanted to tell him to fuck off and die..as badly as I wanted to kill him with my bare hands I knew..I was trapped and I had no way out because later on I discovered that he was part of a group with 'special' preferences for boys. Cops, teachers,coaches, businessmen with families and children were involved.Corrupted to the bone. So I did what I had to do. The only thing I could.I traded my body for my brother's safety."

Jungkook didn't utter a word, thumbing through his thoughts.Hyunjin had told him about their uncle,what he tried to do to him but he couldn't grasp the seriousness of the matter till now. That explained Taehyung 's extreme overprotectiveness and soft spot for his brother. He had spent all of his life taking care of him, taking responsibility for him, feeling a deep obligation to protect him at all costs.

 Even at the expense of his happiness,life and future. Driven by his love for him,he considered it his duty to keep his brother joyful and consequently he ended up hurting Jungkook to ensure his happiness. He behaved the only way he was taught.

Taehyung opened the nightstand next to him, took out a packet of cigarettes and lit one. Feeling the smoke invading his lungs, offering him some kind of tranquility." The first month after the incident,he hadn't made any move to approach me but one night he dragged me to his room where another man, around twenty, twenty-five was waiting. He made me stand in the corner while they were..you know.." he couldn't even say it.

Jungkook wanted to cry and yell, his heart was violently ripped out of his chest from the unbearable pain. Hyung had told him a few things but he didn't know more details. It was better not knowing because the truth would have killed him." Baby..did..your uncle..hurt..you?"

Taehyung chuckled bitterly." No.. apparently that asshole liked to be fucked more than he enjoyed fucking.Ironic,huh? It was a nightmare Jungkook..I wanted to spill my guts out,forced to watch them..it was despicable and made me eerie,my stomach stirred..for a month I was ordered to watch and observe of how he liked to..you know but he didn't touch me..then another month passed without him touching me and all I could hear was their moans from my room..strapped into a corner,shutting my ears to their groaning, watching my brother peacefully sleeping. At least he was safe.. Suddenly he became bolder..instead of two there were three, sometimes four people in his room and it made me dread the day I would become part of it."

 He took another puff of his cigarette,preventing his tears from falling."One night,months after, he..he touched me..he..got his dirty hands..on me.. and was so mad I couldn't..respond..he called me a pathetic faggot.. incompetent and filthy but he would turn me into a man! And he kept insisting and insisting.. touching me in places I hated..doing things to me..he made me loathe my body..feel dirty..made me wanna peel off my skin from disgust.."

He put out the cigarette, immediately replacing it with a new one, slithering closer to the headboard and away from Jungkook's arms. He was ashamed and embarrassed,dirty and taunted by the memories and didn't want to infect the purity of his love.

 Jungkook was hurt but he didn't approach him, allowing him to have the space he needed. He had to give him time.

" One month I was tortured,one month I was free,if that can be called freedom. It was his training technique. My initiation into becoming his dom. A part of my training process to respond to his touches or so he thought. I hated him. Loathed him. Despised him. I had dreams of killing him,seeing him taking his last breath. However,he never allowed one of his boy toys to touch me. He wanted me all to himself and wasn't ready to share. A Saturday morning he casually informed me that tonight was my night..you see he had no intention of fucking me..he wanted me to.." he growled,his hands forming in fists." to..fuck him..that bloody bastard. He would force me to.. sleep with him." He made a disgusted face,gnashing his lips together.

"It was the end. I had to do something.. the idea alone made me puke. So when he left for the bakery, I packed a few things, grabbed my brother and ran.. ran as far away as possible. I went to Hobi's house seeking shelter but his parents would have turned us in. Hobi and Bogum took us to an abandoned warehouse outside the city centre and for a while we were safe. They brought us food,water and clothes."

" They were good friends to you..did they know? Did you tell them?"he asked,trying to keep a steady tone and not break down.

" Only some things. I was too ashamed to tell them what he was doing to me. They couldn't help anyway..they were kids too. They still don't know. They think uncle was hitting us. Anyway,their parents found out we had run away, uncle probably informed them,giving them some lame excuse and one night when Hobi came to bring us food,they followed him..we barely escaped on time and went on the run again. We found ourselves on the streets,no money,no roof over our heads in the midst of a heavy winter with no food." He laughed, shaking his head, feeling the despair of watching his baby brother starving and trembling from the cold, helpless in saving him.

" I began stealing to get food. Begged on the streets,having the constant fear of him finding us. I knew what was coming for me if that happened. Until one snowy night I tried to steal from the wrong man. Haruto..a cold-blooded killer. A member of the Japanese Yakuza. A mobster. And he, instead of killing me,he took us to dinner,listened to me and somehow I wasn't scared of him. At least I was less frightened by him than that asshole. Haruto had no family. His son and wife had been murdered by his enemies and strangely he didn't demand, he asked if we'd consider going with him. He felt pity for us fugitives in rugs and kept us with him. He took us to the States,using his connections to get us out of the country and into safety." 

Still naked,he plodded near the window, leaning against the cold wall. The cigarette in his hands was burnt out. The vivid memories swarming in his mind." We became his sons and we were untouchable. Nobody dared mess with his sons for a second time , afraid of the consequences.I was his protégé, his successor. The one to handle his business in the future. Hyunjin was securely protected from our evil world. He went to school,got a higher education and years after returned to Korea to live with Hobi and Bogum.That was the deal. I'd take over after he was gone as long as my brother lived a normal life.I accepted my fate,trained hard,spilt blood and turned into what I am.." he wriggled, facing Jungkook and the fear the younger witnessed in his teary eyes, petrified him.

 How would he handle the truth about him? What would he do when he'd find out the crimes he committed and the stink that surrounded his life? The corruption he was part of? There was no turning back now.

 " I am a criminal Jungkook. A killer. I torture and kill people who get into my way and mess with my interests and family. And the first man I killed was..my uncle."