Chapter 17: Chapter 17 – The Shard Node
The portal flickered like a stuttering heartbeat.
Aiden stepped through.
The transition was instant and wrong. No fanfare, no loading buffer. Just a nauseating shift from Serin's stone-smooth sanctum to a domain of glass and echo. His boots crunched on something brittle—like snow, but it wasn't snow. Shards. Thousands of them. Fragments of logic, frozen mid-breakdown, scattered across a landscape that pulsed like a nervous system exposed to open air.
Above, the sky wasn't a sky. It was a mirror—fractured in five dimensions. Each fragment reflected a different version of himself: some screaming, some still, one simply turning away.
"Shard Nodes are memory-graves," Serin had said before sending him in. "Abandoned thought-forms. Failed cultivators. The ones who tried to transcend without foundations."
Aiden exhaled. The air was sharp. Not cold—conceptually sharp. Breathing it felt like swallowing a critique of his own inadequacy.
He walked forward, stepping over runes etched into broken tiles—glyphs that flickered with the colors of outdated code. This was supposed to be a simple target. Tier One. Low danger. Semi-sentient.
"Yeah," he muttered to himself. "Define 'low danger' when your surroundings look like a Salvador Dalí fever dream rendered in quantum syntax."
The landscape groaned under its own recursion. Structures blinked in and out—buildings half-coded, forming and unforming like a thought you can't hold onto. Aiden's Cauldron—Entropica—thrummed inside him, a faint warmth in the center of his psyche. It was still fragile, still new. But it was his.
"Remember," Serin's voice had echoed before the dive, "your mind shapes the realm—but the realm shapes back. Especially here."
Then the air rippled. A vibration—not sound, but a memory of sound—ran through the glassy plain.
The construct had found him.
It didn't walk. It emerged. From a fold in the terrain. From between lines of broken geometry. A mass of logic-skin stitched around something far too human in shape—but not in movement. Its face was a mask of screaming code, constantly rewriting. Eyes were pure nullspace. Around it, symbols orbited like broken electrons: shattered protection wards, null permissions, failed formulas. Aiden could feel its hunger before it opened what passed for a mouth.
"𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘮 𝘐? 𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘮 𝘐? 𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦?"
"𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦?"
Aiden flinched.
It wasn't speaking. It was mimicking.
His voice.
His words.
From years ago—cracked and restructured through the language of decaying thought.
"Ignition Sigil!" Aiden barked, lashing forward.
The symbol flared to life in his palm—a spiral of intent, flaring red, yellow, gold. A gout of metaphysical flame roared toward the creature.
It struck.
And sizzled.
The construct staggered, parts of it burning away—but then it absorbed the fire into its form. Transmuted it. The code-flame twisted, and now the thing burned with his own symbol.
"𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦?"
"𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭?"
His breath caught. The glass beneath him shivered. Images formed in the shards.
Nolan. Hospital bed. Cables and fluid tubes and jokes they pretended mattered.
Nolan. Laughing. Then coughing.
Nolan, whispering: "Entropy's just love in reverse, you know?"
"No," Aiden whispered. "No, you don't get to use that."
He stepped back. The creature followed, its motions increasingly human. Increasingly... him.
"𝘍𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘴𝘦. 𝘍𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘴𝘦. 𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳?"
It knew his formulas. Of course it did.
Because it was his formula—gone rogue. Twisted by fear, regret, doubt.
He tried to channel another sigil—"Recursive Shell"—but it fizzled. His emotional thread snapped halfway through glyph-lock.
"You're cracking," Serin had warned once, "if your mind wavers mid-cast, the Network doesn't just cancel. It punishes."
Blood. Not real, but felt. Warm across his temple.
The wraith lunged.
Aiden dodged, barely, rolling across broken tiles. His mind was racing. Panic undercutting logic. Emotions boiling—anger, shame, grief, all clashing like corrupted code.
Then—beneath it—something new.
Resolve.
Not calm. Not serenity.
But the raw, clawing need to stop running.
He looked up at the construct.
"You're not Nolan," he said. "You're not even me. You're a misfire."
The creature hesitated.
Aiden took the opening.
He clenched his hand. Let the heat rise—not from hatred, but from pain owned. Remembered.
"Ignition Sigil—Version Two."
This time, he didn't cast from anger. He cast from meaning.
The symbol burned differently. Not red-orange, but violet and blue. The flame spiraled inward before bursting outward, a fractal star.
It struck the code-wraith dead center.
And kept burning.
The construct screamed—not in words, but data. Not in pain, but recursion failure.
The realm shook.
And just before the creature collapsed, it changed.
Its face stabilized.
And for a flicker—a cruel second—it was Nolan. Whole. Smiling.
"Good job, idiot."
Then gone.
Aiden stood in the ruin of the Shard Node, chest heaving.
His palms were scorched. Not physically, but symbolically—sigils burned into his Inner Realm like tattoos of experience.
A single thought echoed in his mind, unbidden, unasked for:
This wasn't just a test.
This was a mirror.
And he'd survived it.
But barely.