Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Inner Cauldron, Cracked
Philosopher's Node
The recursion symbol pulsed in the dark.
Aiden stared at it, thumb hovering over the replay command on his terminal. Nolan's voice—what little remained of it—was degraded, incomplete. A fragment with teeth. Every time it looped, it felt like something in his chest caught fire.
"Start where I ended..."
The screen flickered once. Then again.
Aiden didn't fall asleep so much as fall through something.
Boot Sequence: Unknown
/inner.realm.load
/construct.identity...error
/baseline.cognition = unstable
/visual.logic: unparsed glyphs
/warning: Cauldron not found
His ears rang before the world formed.
No. Not ears. Not quite.
Not a world either.
A memory of sound. The hum of servers and subway rails, looping under a sky that didn't exist. The scent of iron and static filled his mouth.
Then came the ground.
It rushed up to meet him like a forgotten trauma.
Aiden landed with a bone-crushing thud—but there were no bones. Only thoughts pretending to be a body. The impact echoed into the distance and came back wrong—distorted like corrupted audio, skipping every few beats.
He sat up.
And stared.
He stood in the shattered echo of himself.
A cityscape stretched around him—half-real, half-rendered. A broken skyline of half-loaded buildings glitched at the edges. One tower endlessly built and unbuilt itself, floor by floor. Bridges led nowhere. Wires crawled across the sky like vines of syntax.
Beneath his feet, the street was made of black glass etched with symbols he didn't recognize. Or maybe he did. Somewhere in his bones, these shapes were familiar.
A flash—his apartment, then Nolan's funeral, then a childhood memory of burning his hand on a stovetop—all layered over the landscape like corrupted video frames.
The sky cracked.
Lines of code ran through it like veins.
This is my mind...
No—my mind's shadow. My Inner Realm.
A shape stirred behind him.
He turned, heart hammering, breath hitching on nothing.
From a crumbling alley formed of newspaper clippings and collapsed code, a figure stepped out—wrong in every dimension. Humanoid, but featureless. Skin like TV static. Limbs too smooth, too deliberate.
Its face was a void-ring, shifting symbols rotating where eyes should be. It whispered without sound, the air folding with each motion.
Null Construct.
The name arrived intuitively, like a memory he hadn't lived.
It lunged.
Aiden ran—instinct, pure and stupid.
He leapt a broken chasm where two data bridges had failed to render. His breath came in sharp, digitized gasps. A gravity well tried to pull his thoughts down—a real-feeling hallucination, like falling inside himself.
The Construct followed, walking with impossible elegance, its steps leaving dead zones in the landscape. Where it touched, symbols dimmed. Language erased. Aiden's mind was being unwritten.
He screamed—not from pain, but corruption.
The Construct raised a hand of blacklight.
A sigil formed mid-air, ancient and anti-logical: ⟐
A formula of unbeing.
Aiden's mark—his spiral sigil—flared hot.
Words flooded his brain, but not in English. Not in any language he'd studied. They were conceptual, vibrating, intuitive. He understood them not by reading, but becoming.
Something inside him cracked open. Not thought. Not emotion. Something older.
Initiate: Fracture Pulse
He raised his hands—not by logic, but by intent.
The formula surged from him raw, wild, unstable.
A radial blast of thought-energy exploded outward in jagged spirals, like a breaking wheel of light. Glyphs flared in the air: cracked mirrors, broken memories, and grief—so much grief—burning outward.
The Construct screeched, collapsing in on itself, folding like bad geometry.
The landscape buckled.
The street beneath Aiden shattered, plunging him into memory.
Suddenly he was seven years old, watching Nolan sketch spirals in the dirt with a stick, talking about entropy like it was a bedtime story.
Then ten, watching Nolan fight with their father about funding his "alchemy experiments."
Then fourteen—Nolan bleeding on the floor of their lab, whispering, "Everything is transformation, even death."
The fragments crashed together.
Feedback loop detected.
Cauldron unstable.
Soul-thread integrity compromised.
Pain seared through Aiden's body. Real pain.
His nose bled. His arms shook.
The spiral sigil on his wrist glowed white-hot—then red—then infrareal, flickering between symbol and sensation.
He screamed.
And was ejected.
/Connection Terminated
/System Crash Recovery: Incomplete
Aiden slammed back into reality.
He was on the floor. Cold tiles. Blood in his mouth.
His monitor was cracked, blinking error code in gold and crimson. The USB had burned itself slightly into the wood of his desk. Smoke rose faintly from his keyboard.
He stared, barely breathing.
Then he looked at the notebook, now smeared with a small, dark droplet of blood.
The sigil on his wrist was still pulsing—but softer now, like a heartbeat buried under miles of static.
From the terminal, the audio glitched to life.
A voice—fractured, layered in static, layered in grief:
"Begin construction... Cauldron... error... personality matrix undefined..."
Aiden exhaled.
"Yeah," he croaked, eyes wide. "I got that much."
He stared at the bloodied page.
And whispered, "I'm in deep."