Taming the Obsessive Attachment

“The Awakened receive annual salaries in the billions from the government. I should receive that too. Seo Eui-woo, you will pay me.”

“Oh, if that’s what you want, sure. As much as you need, I’ll give you money. But what are you planning to use it for? You’re not thinking of going outside, are you? You’d seriously die if you did. This is a special residential district.”

“I have no intention of going out. There’s this wonderful thing called online shopping. Anything I buy gets delivered.”

“As long as you don’t leave, that’s fine. I’ll give you as much as you want. I’ll even give you a card with no limit, so use it freely. What’s the second condition?”

Seo Eui-woo looked pleased. Every time Kwon Jae-jin reached out to him, his sleek gray eyes darkened with intense emotions.

“Second, safety. …I did say I’d be your Guide, but I still don’t like getting hurt. Using the healing factor feels unpleasant, stiff. From now on, be careful with the guiding so I don’t get injured.”

At those words, Seo Eui-woo slightly scrunched his nose in disbelief. This time, Jae-jin didn’t reach out to smooth the wrinkle.

“That’s not possible.”

“Why not? You said it just needed to be loosened with moisture.”

Just in case, he had prepared something after his bath earlier.

Jae-jin rummaged through his pants pocket and pulled out a tube of lotion. He held it out to Seo Eui-woo and gestured downward with his eyes.

“You can use this to make it easier. Just make sure it’s thoroughly soaked until I’m completely relaxed.”

Seo Eui-woo’s thick, dark eyebrows twisted visibly as he stared at the offered lotion. His clear eyes blinked down at Jae-jin before he snatched the tube and flung it behind him as if it were ridiculous.

“Are you messing with me? I don’t understand your second condition at all. Introducing unnecessary substances into guiding severely lowers efficiency. Don’t you know that?”

“It’s just for now. Once I get used to it, I won’t need the lotion…”

“It’s a hassle. Feels like a pointless waste of time.”

“Ha.”

Jae-jin let out a weary sigh, staring up at Seo Eui-woo, who was acting on his own whims again.

He had hoped, but of course.

‘Seriously, this brat… No, no, let’s reframe that. My dear partner is so efficient.’

There was no choice. He’d have to take care of it himself. He really, really hated the idea of putting his own fingers in his back entrance, but… it was still better than being in unbearable pain.

With resignation in his voice, Kwon Jae-jin muttered,

“Then let’s set a fixed time for guiding. I’ll take care of preparing myself in the bathroom beforehand.”

“Bathroom? No, that won’t work. Impurities can’t get in. Water is obviously out too. Ah… instead of that, why don’t we just knock you out like last time and do the guiding? If you’re unconscious, you won’t feel any pain. Right?”

Did Seo Eui-woo understand Jae-jin’s complex feelings? He muttered casually, as if it were no big deal. Jae-jin, frustrated, snapped.

“Damn it, that won’t work.”

“What?”

“Ugh… never mind. I’ll add one more condition. No more knocking me out. It feels like I’m being used as a tool.”

If he had known this would happen, he should have drunk more wine. There must be some strong whiskey around; he should have downed that too.

Seo Eui-woo pouted and buried his face in Jae-jin’s navel.

“Why are you so picky, Jae-jin?”

He rubbed his face against Jae-jin’s stomach, then licked his navel with his tongue.

“You can’t even stay still, you don’t want the pain, and you don’t want to be knocked out. You’re acting like a baby, always whining…”

“And you, Seo Eui-woo, are acting like a fucking animal. You don’t listen, just like a wild beast.”

“That’s not true. I’m very cooperative. Even now, I’m dying to guide, but I’m holding back and listening to everything you say… So, can’t we just start the guiding? I’m having a hard time waiting…”

Seo Eui-woo grabbed Jae-jin’s hand and pressed it against his crotch.

His insane cock was rock hard and hot. Not satisfied with the touch over clothes, Seo Eui-woo roughly unbuttoned his combat uniform, forcing Jae-jin’s hand inside the open zipper and pressing it against his throbbing shaft.

“Ugh, damn it…”

“Ah… wait, I’ve got an idea.”

Panting, Seo Eui-woo thrust his hips against Jae-jin’s palm like an animal, then suddenly stopped, his eyes gleaming with a new idea.

“Your mouth. How about I put it in your mouth? It’s already wet with saliva, so no need for extra lubrication. It might not be as efficient as anal penetration for guiding, but… since you’re a baby, I’ll make an exception this time.”

Jae-jin shuddered in disgust, his dry eyelids twitching.

A baby? Who’s the baby here? He had a full bush down there. Besides, Jae-jin was older than Seo Eui-woo. Hearing the twenty-year-old call him a baby made him cringe with revulsion.

‘Should I just bite it off…’

The thought crossed his mind, but Jae-jin bit his lip and held back. If he messed this up, he’d waste another three years fighting like it was a war.

Besides, Awakened individuals used healing factors. Even if their arm got blown off in combat, a healing factor injection would regrow it. Biting off Seo Eui-woo’s cock would just result in it healing right back.

How did Jae-jin know this?

I’ve done this before…

“So, listen, Seo Eui-woo.”

Jae-jin sighed deeply, trying to calm his boiling frustration. Gritting his teeth, he growled, “Trying to enjoy a meal I prepared, only to hear you want to stick your dick in my mouth… it’s insane. Do you realize how crazy that sounds?”

“No? In wartime, guiding is the top priority. I’ve made a lot of compromises… If you don’t like this or that, I don’t know what to do. I’ll just do it in your ass, and you can eat.

Wait, he wants me to eat while he fucks me? Who does Seo Eui-woo think he is? Some kind of mythical mother figure who can multitask like that?

“Fine. Never mind. Let’s do it. In my mouth.”

Jae-jin deeply regretted not drinking that whiskey.

***

“Just to clarify, even if a mouth is wet with saliva, forcing something in roughly will tear the lips and cause bleeding. The throat is delicate. Please, go easy. I’m begging you.”

“Yeah, yeah, got it.”

“If you’re too rough, I’ll gag. And if I vomit, it’ll be full of impurities you hate so much. I just ate meat and mushrooms, and drank wine. I really don’t want to see that come back up, okay?”

“I said I got it. You’re such a baby, always whining… It’s kind of cute…”

Jae-jin, sitting on the edge of the bed, glared up at Seo Eui-woo. Seo Eui-woo stood with his shirt open and his red, erect cock exposed, looking down at Jae-jin.

They had moved from the dining table to the bedroom, Jae-jin already exhausted. Seo Eui-woo brought his lower body close to Jae-jin’s face. Jae-jin instinctively tried to lean back but forced himself to stay still.

Seo Eui-woo’s cock pressed against Jae-jin’s pale face, rubbing against his nose and resting on his eyelid. Jae-jin grimaced, and Seo Eui-woo grabbed the back of his head, fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him forward. Jae-jin’s entire face was pressed against Seo Eui-woo’s cock, which seemed larger than his face.

“Ugh, ah…”

“Jae-jin, you need to open your mouth. And it would be nice if you opened your eyes too…”

Jae-jin was terrified to open his eyes, fearing the cock would poke them. He kept his eyes tightly shut, his jaw trembling as he slowly opened his mouth. His pale face contrasted with his vivid red lips, revealing straight teeth and a soft tongue. Seo Eui-woo admired the sight, letting out a small sigh of appreciation.

“Ugh, I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest.”

“I feel like curses are going to burst out of my teeth.”

“I don’t think I can go slow… Can you just try to hold it in, even if you feel like throwing up?”

“I can’t hold that in. I don’t have the strength.”

Seo Eui-woo pressed the tip of his cock against Jae-jin’s closed eyelids, applying pressure as if trying to force his way in. He then sighed in frustration and redirected his cock towards Jae-jin’s lips.

“Okay, I’m going in now. Ah… this is insane.”