Chapter 2: Old Faces
The morning sun filtered through the office windows, casting a soft glow across Emma's desk. The usual hum of office chatter filled the air, but today it felt distant, muffled by the thoughts running through her mind. Jonathan Blake was her boss now. The reality of it hit her harder than she'd expected.
She tried to focus on her emails, but the steady click of the keyboard was a hollow noise. It felt like everything in the office was just background noise to the thoughts racing through her head. Every time she glanced toward his office, she saw the outline of his figure behind the glass, the familiar way he moved, the way he still held himself with that unshakable confidence. And yet, today, it felt like a stranger was sitting behind that desk.
Emma shook her head and refocused on her work. It was just the first day. She had to get through this.
At 10 a.m., the company's weekly meeting started. The conference room filled quickly with employees, and Emma found herself taking a seat toward the back, trying to remain as invisible as possible. Her heart was already thudding in her chest. Today's meeting was critical, the marketing strategies for the upcoming quarter needed approval from Jonathan, and Emma had no idea how it would go with him in charge.
She couldn't help herself. Her eyes flickered to the front, and there he was, standing by the whiteboard, flipping through some documents. Jonathan. The same Jonathan who had once made her feel like the world was at her feet and, in the same breath, like she was nothing.
When he looked up, his eyes scanned the room. When they landed on her, there was that split-second pause. He quickly glanced away, but it was too late. That brief moment of recognition was enough to send a jolt through her chest.
"Alright, everyone," Jonathan began, his voice commanding but warm, "Let's get started."
Emma tried to focus on his words. He was outlining the goals for the next product launch and the marketing strategies they needed to implement. But she couldn't stop her mind from wandering. His tone was smooth, but there was something else, something guarded. He was keeping a distance. Maybe it was because of the past. Maybe it was just who he was now. Either way, it didn't matter.
The meeting proceeded with Jonathan asking questions, providing feedback, and directing people where needed. He had a way of taking control of the room, commanding attention without raising his voice, without effort. But then, unexpectedly, he paused, eyes landing on Emma again.
"Emma," he said, the sound of her name pulling her out of her thoughts. "What's your take on the social media campaign? We've discussed it a bit, but I'd like to hear your ideas."
The room quieted, all eyes shifting toward her. Emma blinked, surprised. She wasn't used to being singled out in front of everyone—at least, not like this, not after everything that had happened between them.
She cleared her throat, forcing herself to push aside the rush of emotions flooding her system. "I think we should focus on influencer partnerships," she said, her voice steady. "We've had success with micro-influencers before, and this time, we can expand into newer platforms like TikTok and Pinterest. We must target younger demographics."
Jonathan nodded, his expression unreadable. But his eyes, those green eyes, were locked on her. There was something there, something beneath the professional façade. She could feel it, like a current running beneath the surface. But he quickly glanced down at his notes, and the moment passed.
"Good," he said. "Let's get the team on that. We'll have another meeting next week to finalize the details."
The rest of the meeting passed in a blur, and soon enough, everyone was filing out of the room. Emma lingered, gathering her things slowly, avoiding Jonathan's gaze as he spoke with a few of the other team leads. Her stomach churned, the weight of his presence hanging in the air like a cloud she couldn't escape.
"Emma, could I speak with you for a moment?" Jonathan's voice cut through the noise of the office as she reached for her coat.
She froze. She had been expecting this, hadn't she? A private conversation. No, not a conversation. More like a formality. A "let's act like everything is fine" kind of talk. But she wasn't ready for it.
Taking a deep breath, she turned around and nodded. "Sure."
Jonathan walked into a side office, and Emma followed him, her heels clicking softly on the floor. When the door closed behind them, the room felt smaller, more intimate. For a moment, neither of them spoke. The awkward silence between them was suffocating.
Finally, Jonathan broke the silence. "I know this isn't easy," he said, his voice quieter than before. "I didn't expect it to be. But I want you to know that I'm here to make this work. Professionalism comes first, and we'll keep it that way."
Emma nodded, her hands trembling slightly as she set her bag down on the chair beside her. "I understand. I just… I just need some time to adjust. This is all a bit much."
He nodded, his gaze softening for a moment. "I get it. We'll keep things professional, Emma. I promise."
But his words didn't quite reach her. She could hear the sincerity in his voice, but it was overshadowed by the heavy weight of their shared history. She wanted to believe him, but she didn't know if she could. Could they ever really go back to being just colleagues after everything that had happened?
"You're doing great so far," Jonathan added, his tone more supportive now. "You've got this."
Her heart twisted at the compliment. There was a time when his praise had meant everything to her. But now, it felt different. She didn't know if it was the words themselves, or the person saying them, but something inside her stirred. She forced herself to smile.
"Thanks," she said softly, trying to mask the emotions bubbling beneath the surface.
Jonathan gave her one last look before heading toward the door. "I'll see you tomorrow, Emma. And remember if you ever need anything, just let me know."
She watched him leave, her thoughts still spinning. He was trying to make this work. But could they leave the past behind? Was it even possible to keep things professional when their history was tangled up with so many unresolved feelings?
With a heavy sigh, Emma sat down at her desk again, staring out the window as the day faded into evening. She knew tomorrow would be another test, another challenge. But she didn't know if she was ready to face him. To face the ghosts of their past.