The Muse

Thud, thud, thud!The obscene sounds of friction burst out, and Sihoo’s lip edges began to tear gradually.‘Crazy bastard.’This guy has completely lost it. Sihoo was astonished by Yejun’s behavior, using him like a sex toy. The thought of biting down on the penis with his jaw crossed his mind. Not a bad method. Turning the excitement into pain to reverse the situation seemed like a good solution.But why was it? Even though his throat was filled with semen and he could barely breathe, he felt an unpleasant sensation. Yet, he wanted to let the guy go. Sihoo immediately realized that the reason was the pleasure that made his throat tingle.Am I feeling this?Sihoo, with Yejun’s penis filling his mouth, throbbed his Adam’s apple. More semen flowed down his throbbing throat. Only then did Yejun, who had been roughly grabbing his hair, let go.“Huff, huff…!”A rough cough and harsh breath escaped Sihoo’s mouth. He coughed lightly and pressed his lips with the back of his hand. The bluish veins on the back of his hand gleamed with semen.“You, this… ”Just as he was about to swear, a large, firm hand supported Sihoo’s back. Yejun, now on both knees, approached and examined his face. His complexion had turned pale. It was as if he himself had been forced to deep throat.At Yejun’s pale face, Sihoo felt more astonishment than anger. As he stared blankly, Yejun reached out his other hand and wiped Sihoo’s lips and chin. His light-colored eyes began to fill with guilt.“…You’re not crying, are you?”As soon as Sihoo asked, a clear teardrop fell. Seeing the liquid run down Yejun’s smooth cheek, Sihoo momentarily forgot his discomfort.Is he really crying?“….”He had never seen someone cry during sex, especially not after having their dick sucked. Sihoo stared in disbelief as Yejun quickly looked around. Without even pulling up his pants, he reached out his long arm.He took the tissue from the bedside table and wiped Sihoo’s face. Sihoo noticed that the wrist wiping near his lips was trembling. Watching the mixture of apology and guilt, Yejun spoke with difficulty.“Spit it out here.”Saying that, Yejun had already taken out a new tissue. Sihoo silently stared at the tissue, then looked back at Yejun’s face. His arched eyebrows and wet, long eyelashes reminded him of a country puppy. Though much larger in size.“There’s nothing to spit out.”“….What?”Sihoo opened his mouth and said, “Ah.” Sticking out his tongue slightly, Yejun, who had been staring blankly, blushed. He seemed to realize belatedly that Sihoo had swallowed all his semen. Sihoo snorted and nodded.“I’m sor… ugh!”“Never mind.”Sihoo’s grip on Yejun’s necktie was strong. Caught off guard by the sudden force, Yejun stumbled and bent his upper body. Sihoo also placed his hand on Yejun’s head.The brown hair tickling his palm was soft and warm. It was a softness that didn’t match the violence of forcing his penis in.Sihoo lightly pressed down on that head and whispered,“Now it’s your turn to suck.”Excitement seeped into his informal whisper. The hand that had been holding his head gradually moved down. Long, firm fingers gripped his nape. The pulsating veins in Yejun’s neck were fully transmitted.After a neither long nor short silence, Yejun finally did as he was told. The sound of unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants made Sihoo’s eyes narrow as he looked down.“Can I do it?”Suddenly, Yejun looked up and met his gaze. His cheeks were still flushed, and his eyes sparkled like water-soaked grapes.He looked like he might sniffle, and Sihoo barely suppressed a smirk. The way he blinked like a kid who had done something wrong was amusing, absurd, and strangely arousing.‘Arousing.’The bitter taste of semen still lingered. Yet, his annoyance had already vanished, which was surprising. Sihoo muttered, “Hmm,” and scraped his tongue against the roof of his mouth.‘….Ah, fuck.’His mind filled with curses. The memory of the bulging veins roughly scraping his palate surfaced, and a tingling sensation rose from his tailbone, making his groin feel heavy.Sihoo frowned and stared intently at Yoo Yejun. His tear-stained cheek gleamed brightly. Another curse flashed through his mind.“I—”“Ugh!”“Do I need to say it twice?” Sihoo growled, thrusting his fingers into Yejun’s hair. Yejun’s broad shoulders trembled as his face was buried between Sihoo’s legs. A soft sigh broke the silence.“Ugh.”The next moan came from Sihoo, not Yejun. Something hot and wet pressed against his underwear. Yoo Yejun must have bitten through the fabric.Overwhelmed by the sudden surge of excitement, Sihoo tensed his body to keep from falling backward. His chest, with its proud curves below the collarbone, heaved rapidly.Swish, swish.Yejun’s tongue moved slowly, licking the shaft. The underwear, soaked with saliva, tightly gripped the penis. It felt like his hair was standing on end.“Ugh, ha…”A hot desire spread like poison. Sihoo exhaled in ragged breaths, furrowing his brow. Meanwhile, Yejun removed the underwear and began to rub the penis with his fingers.His touch was much more skilled than before. He pressed the scrotum with his palm, scratched the glans with his fingernail, and stroked the shaft expertly.Sihoo’s dark eyebrows, framed by long lashes, arched. The up-and-down movements were all things he had taught Yejun. He watched his quick-learning pupil and lightly thrust his hips.‘This is trouble,’ Sihoo thought, narrowing his eyes. His body was more aroused than usual when he was with Yejun. He gritted his teeth, trying to hold back from coming too soon.His jaw clenched, and his Adam’s apple throbbed continuously. As his skin turned red and veins bulged, Yejun pressed his lips to the glans like a kiss. The soft, warm sensation made Sihoo moan, “Ugh,” and Yejun immediately stuck out his long tongue and began licking the area. The heat of the tongue passing over the urethra sent shivers down his spine.It felt better than he had imagined. That’s why Sihoo didn’t grip Yejun’s head harder. Originally, he had planned to push it in so deep that Yejun couldn’t close his jaw.He wanted to make Yejun’s face a mess of tears and snot, to make his throat tighten around the penis. The reason was obvious: a kind of revenge, wanting Yejun to feel the same discomfort he had.But the teasing tongue movements were so good that Sihoo ended up stroking Yejun’s head instead of pushing it down. Yejun, interpreting this as praise, laughed and tilted his head. The sight of him licking the shaft with his tongue, eyes lowered, was obscene.Watching Yejun with his face buried between his legs, Sihoo was overwhelmed by an irresistible sensation. He felt a liquid, whether it was saliva or his own fluid, sliding down the shaft to his balls. Unable to hold back, Sihoo exhaled deeply and placed both hands on the floor.“Ugh!”A sharp moan escaped through his clenched teeth. As soon as the short sound burst out, Yejun applied more pressure to the sensitive area with his throat. Sihoo’s forehead creased at the sudden intense sensation.“Wait, please.”“….”“I said wait, damn it.”Before Sihoo could finish his sentence, Yejun swallowed and sucked the penis hard. Sihoo let out a cry, half-groan, half-moan, and gripped the piano chair tightly. His knuckles turned white as he clenched his fingers.He couldn’t stay calm. The surging excitement was too intense to lead and maintain control. The fiery sensation wiped away all thoughts from his mind. In the end, all Sihoo could do was mutter curses and thrust his hips a few times.“Ugh.”Yejun gagged slightly but didn’t spit out what was in his mouth. Instead, he seemed to want Sihoo to feel it more, coating the glans and shaft with more hot saliva.At Yejun’s stubborn persistence, Sihoo let out a hollow laugh and looked up at the ceiling. His vision blurred as if fogged by steam.“Haah, ha… I’m about to come.”“….”“Yoo Yejun, I said I’m going to come. Clearly.”His chest heaved with rapid breaths. Despite several warnings, Yejun continued to suck the penis.“Ugh…”Sihoo closed his eyes tightly as he felt the moment of ejaculation. Surprisingly, Yejun didn’t flinch at the sudden release of semen. Instead, he continued to lick the penis, encouraging more.‘How does he know to do this?’Even though it was his first time, Yejun seemed to instinctively know how to please his partner. Sihoo enjoyed the lingering heat as it slowly dissipated and finally relaxed.Yejun then slowly, very slowly, released what was in his mouth. The flesh made a ‘slurp’ sound as it slipped out, slightly bent. When the glans was finally between his lips, Yejun gently bit it with his teeth.“Ugh.”The sudden sensation made Sihoo’s lower body twitch. He unconsciously opened his eyes and looked down. His penis, covered in saliva and semen, was now limp. Despite having just come, his cock was still tingling.“….”Yejun’s long eyelashes fluttered slightly. Sihoo had a feeling that if Yejun had bitten and sucked any harder, something other than semen might have come out. The sudden urge in his lower abdomen was proof of that.Sihoo raised his right hand to fix his disheveled hair. As he ran his fingers through his hair, trying to return to his usual expressionless face, he heard a swallowing sound, ‘gulp,’ that pierced his eardrums.“What are you doing…”Just as he was about to ask what Yejun was doing, Yejun looked up. His lips, messy with semen, were firmly closed. Overwhelmed by the bitter taste, his jaw was tightly clenched. But instead of spitting out the semen or gagging, Yejun repeated the swallowing sound.Gulp.An indescribable shiver ran up Sihoo’s spine. He couldn’t tell if it was excitement or discomfort. Lowering the hand that had been fixing his hair, he quietly asked,“Did you swallow it?”“Yes.”Yejun answered honestly, his lips parting to reveal his red tongue still coated with white semen.“…Why did you do that without being told?”“Just… I wanted to.”“….”“I wanted to taste Hyung’s.”Yejun smiled, his wet lips curling up. It was a pure, joyful smile with no other emotions mixed in.Sihoo felt a chill run down his neck at Yejun’s innocent face. Suddenly, he thought that Yejun might be more extraordinary than he had expected.Just as Sihoo was at a loss for words, Yejun, who had been smiling, suddenly said, “Ah,” and looked down. His expression darkened as if he had never been happy.“I’m really sorry about earlier.”“About what earlier?”Sihoo asked without thinking, but he quickly realized what Yejun meant. At that moment, he felt a sharp pain in his throat, as if a thorn was stuck there. He vividly remembered how he had gotten hard when Yejun had taken his cock all the way in. His ears felt hot.Yejun, looking at the floor, didn’t notice Sihoo’s turmoil.“I won’t do it again.”“….”“I won’t do such a thing, ever. I promise.”“….”“….Please don’t hate me.”Sihoo, who had been silent for a while, ran a hand through his hair. His mind was confused, but he had no intention of sharing his thoughts with Yejun. Feeling a sense of unease, he moved his lips.“I don’t hate you. I don’t hate you, so let’s get dressed first.”“Oh.”Yejun’s ears turned bright red. He seemed to have just realized that both of them had their penises exposed.At times like this, Yejun’s innocence was evident. Sihoo got up and walked towards the tissues. As he was about to use one, Sihoo’s lips twitched.His penis was already half-erect again. The hard glans was evidence of his arousal. Sihoo furrowed his smooth brow, confused by his own reaction.At that moment, Sihoo’s throat began to feel ticklish again, a reaction to Yejun bringing up the earlier incident. The veins on his hands, which had been calm, began to bulge, and his Adam’s apple throbbed silently. Sihoo suppressed his quickening breath, holding it in.“…Use this to clean up. If you feel uncomfortable, use the bathroom.”Before Yejun could finish his sentence, Sihoo retreated to his room. As soon as he closed the door, he leaned against the wall and grabbed his penis. With just one stroke up and down, his penis hardened even more. Frowning, Sihoo began to masturbate alone.“….”His lips parted slightly, but he didn’t make any sound, neither a moan nor a breath. Instead, he raised the hand that wasn’t holding his penis and put his fingers in his mouth. His hips straightened in surprise at his own action.For a moment, Sihoo was rigid, but soon he curled his fingertips like a hook. His neatly trimmed fingernails scratched the roof of his mouth. The wet sound stuck persistently to his ears.His throat moved on its own, as if he wanted to swallow something. Sihoo pushed his fingers deeper into his throat. He felt like gagging, but his lower body grew hotter. His face contorted from the lack of oxygen, and he looked down.“….”His hand holding his penis was already wet with semen.In his confusion, he quickly pulled out the fingers he had pushed deep into his throat. The saliva on his fingertips stretched like a silver thread.Sihoo stared at his hands for a long time. Confusion spread across his handsome face.