VolleyGod System: The Last Benchwarmer

Chapter 15: #15 The Silence



The roar of the crowd, the frantic shouts of his teammates, the piercing blast of the referee's whistle—it all dissolved into a dull, echoing throb. Kazuki lay on the polished wood floor, his left ankle screaming a raw, unbearable agony that eclipsed everything. It was a white-hot knife twisting in his flesh, then a cold, creeping numbness. He gasped, a guttural sound that felt ripped from his very core, his vision blurring, threatening to give out completely.

The last thing he registered was Coach Tanaka's pale, frantic face rushing towards him, followed by Hikaru and Kaito's wide, terrified eyes. Then, the darkness. Not the soft, hazy void of sleep, but an abrupt, total obliteration. The blue glow of the system vanished. The hum in his mind, his constant companion and tormentor, went silent. He was alone, utterly alone, in the crushing weight of physical pain and terrifying silence. The system, his god, his tormentor, had abandoned him.

He woke up to the smell of antiseptic and the low, monotonous beep of a medical monitor. His eyes fluttered open, struggling against the fluorescent light overhead that seemed to bore into his brain. The world wasn't a dazzling digital display anymore; it was stark white walls, a metal bed frame, and a pristine, uncomfortable pillow.

His left leg felt like a block of ice, heavy and unresponsive, yet throbbing with a persistent, dull ache. He tried to move, but a searing pain shot up from his ankle, forcing a choked gasp. He looked down. His leg was elevated, wrapped tightly in a thick, white brace that stretched from his shin to his foot. An IV drip, thin and clear, ran into his arm.

"Oh, you're awake." A nurse, middle-aged with kind, tired eyes, entered his private room. She checked his monitors with practiced ease. "Just rest, dear. You took quite a tumble."

A tumble? He remembered the desperate warning, "CRITICAL DEGRADATION. FORCED SYSTEM SHUTDOWN INITIATED." The pain, the sudden, absolute silence. He hadn't just tumbled. He'd been cut loose. Discarded. Just like Goro.

"My… my team?" he croaked, his throat raw.

The nurse offered a sympathetic smile. "Your coach and some of your teammates were here earlier. Very worried about you. They'll be back soon, I imagine. They had to finish their match, you know."

Finish their match. The finals. He squeezed his eyes shut. He'd left them hanging. Left them to face Shirakawa, a team they couldn't hope to beat without him. The bitter reality settled over him, heavier than the brace on his leg.

A doctor, a stern-faced man with a clipped mustache, arrived shortly after. He examined Kazuki's ankle, his touch surprisingly gentle but precise. "It's a severe sprain, Kazuki-kun. Grade three. You've torn some ligaments. We'll need to keep you here for observation, probably a few days. Then, weeks, maybe months, of rehabilitation. No strenuous activity for a while, certainly no volleyball for the foreseeable future."

No volleyball. The words hit him like a physical blow, worse than the pain in his ankle. His dream. His one purpose. Gone. And the system. He pressed his palms against his temples, searching for the familiar hum, the cold, comforting blue glow. Nothing. Just the dull ache of his own mind, the silence of a void. It was truly gone.

Hours later, the door creaked open, and Coach Tanaka entered, his face drawn, his shoulders slumped. Behind him, Hikaru and Kaito, their expressions solemn, shuffled in. Their jerseys were still slightly damp with sweat.

"Kazuki!" Coach Tanaka's voice was hoarse with emotion. He sat heavily on the chair beside the bed. "Are you… are you okay? What happened out there?"

Kazuki looked at their faces, etched with worry and exhaustion. He saw the faint redness around Hikaru's eyes. They had lost. He knew it.

"I… I twisted it," Kazuki mumbled, avoiding their gaze. He couldn't tell them the truth, couldn't reveal the grotesque reality of the system. How could he explain that his body had been pushed beyond its limits by an unseen AI, and then summarily abandoned? They wouldn't understand. They'd think he was crazy.

"We lost," Kaito said, his voice quiet, devoid of his usual snark. "Third set. 25-15. Shirakawa was… too strong without you."

Hikaru sat on the edge of the bed, his voice trembling. "It doesn't matter, Kazuki. We don't care about the game. We care about you. You pushed yourself too hard. We all saw it. You were… unbelievable. But you're human, too." He paused, then added, "We were scared, man. Really scared."

Kazuki felt a painful pang in his chest. Their genuine concern, their simple, human empathy, felt like a foreign language. He was not just human; he was a broken experiment, a discarded pawn. The lie tasted bitter on his tongue. He wanted to tell them everything, to unburden himself, but the words caught in his throat.

Coach Tanaka gently laid a hand on Kazuki's good leg. "You played with more heart than anyone I've ever seen, Kazuki. You brought us further than we ever imagined. Don't you ever think that… that it was for nothing. You showed us what Ikaruga Daini could be." His eyes were wet, but he smiled faintly. "Now, your only job is to get better. Take your time. We'll wait for you."

Their words, their unwavering support, were a lifeline in the swirling despair. But they also reinforced the crushing weight of his secret. He had deceived them. He was a fraud, his brilliance not his own, but a borrowed power.

That night, alone again in the silent hospital room, the despair was a physical entity, pressing down on him. The silence of the system was deafening. No blue glow, no ominous warnings, no tantalizing skill tree. Just the hum of the hospital equipment and the relentless throb of his ankle. He tried to remember the sensation of the system, the clarity it brought, the impossible speed, the foresight. It felt like a dream, a vivid hallucination. Had it ever even been real?

Then, his phone, lying on the bedside table, buzzed. A message. An unknown number. He picked it up with a trembling hand.

[MESSAGE: RENJI_NISHIKAWA]

Kazuki's breath hitched. Renji.

"Heard what happened. Expected it, to be honest. The system has a… cutoff point. When the host's body can no longer sustain the rapid changes, it initiates a 'forced shutdown'. It preserves its core programming and detaches. Essentially, it abandons the host. You're lucky. Some users don't just degrade. They… well, their internal systems rupture. Spectacularly. Consider yourself fortunate."

Kazuki swallowed hard, the bile rising in his throat. Fortunate? He was lying here, broken, his dream shattered, and he was fortunate?

The next message followed swiftly.

"However, not all shutdowns are permanent. The system leaves a 'seed.' A dormant fragment of its programming. Especially if the user reached a high level, like you. It's a failsafe, a potential re-activation point. It believes in optimal resource utilization. You're a valuable asset. It won't just let you go. Not entirely. But to reactivate it, you'll need to find a way. Physically, mentally. It demands a catalyst."

A seed? A catalyst? Hope, fragile and terrifying, flickered within him. It wasn't completely gone. There was a chance. A dangerous, potentially suicidal chance.

"And there's something else," Renji's next message read. "The National Tournament Mode is still active. Even without your system, you're still technically 'registered' as a Level 10 user. The System still 'sees' you on the map, albeit faintly. And other users, they'll see you too. Especially the high-level ones. They'll be coming to collect your fragment. To 'neutralize' you. You're a target, Kazuki. Whether you want to be or not."

The words were a cold splash of water. He wasn't free. Even without the system, he was still entangled, a marked man in a game he hadn't chosen. He was a prize, a resource waiting to be harvested.

His phone buzzed again. Renji.

"Stay safe. Recover. But understand, the game isn't over. It just changed its rules for you. And for others. I'll be in touch. We need to talk about Tokyo. The Tower Gate."

Kazuki stared at the messages, his mind a whirlwind of confusion, fear, and a strange, desperate resolve. The pain in his ankle was a dull roar now, but it was overshadowed by a new kind of agony – the realization that he was still trapped. He was an unwilling player in a hidden war, unable to escape, unable to go back to being the anonymous 'Number 0'.

He looked at his bandaged ankle, then at his hands, no longer imbued with uncanny precision, but still bearing the calluses of years of relentless practice. He had tasted power, tasted recognition. He had seen the dark underbelly of that power. But he had also seen what he could achieve, what his team could achieve, with him at his best.

The system had abandoned him, but it had also, perhaps unintentionally, lit a fire within him. A fire not just for victory, but for answers, for control. He had to understand the 'seed', the 'catalyst'. He had to recover, not just to play volleyball again, but to survive. And maybe, just maybe, to reclaim his own destiny from the unseen strings of the VolleyGod System. The silence in the room was no longer empty. It was filled with a new, quiet determination. He wasn't done. Not by a long shot.


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