Chapter 439: ◙ COPYCAT ◙
A few minutes passed and Yanarym calmed down so that she was able to sleep while Hansel was driving away. He will bring her home, it doesn't matter if this will cause a war between him and Spencer but he will protect Yanarym.
Spencer headed to the bar after leaving the condo, it's still early but since he was a regular customer, he was able to get in. He started drinking- non stop. Until the bar began to accept other customers, he was only drinking. His friends saw him alone at a table, they tried to join him but he drove everyone away.
It was midnight and he wasn't able to lift any finger. He was too drunk. His other friends were concerned about him and decided to call for someone but Yanarym wasn't answering. Then Gale called.
It was around two o'clock when she came running into the bar, Gale saw Spencer wasted on the table awake but gazing into nothingness in this loud crowd. She rushed to his side, "Spencer!" Gale called him and looked for his things and he had nothing with him except for all of the bottles of alcohol on the table. "Spencer, you need to go home!" Although she was screaming loudly, her voice was drawn into the heavy music that was playing.
"Spencer, wake up!" Spencer's eyes shifted on Gale, and due to drunkenness, his eyes could see Yanarym's appearance on Gale. He blinked his eyes and remembered what happened between him and Yanarym earlier. All he could think of was her.
"R-rym." He whispered her name and cupped her face. Forcing himself to sit up and rest his forehead onto her head. Gale was startled, she could smell the alcohol on his breath but she was not disgusted, in fact she felt drunk too. "Baby, I'm sorry. I'm such a bad boy… I shouldn't have done that to you." He mumbled but Gale couldn't hear a thing, his hands slid to her shoulders and it ended up in an embrace. With the help of some of Spencer's friends, they manage to get a cab, heading to Spencer's condominium building.
"-Rym? Baby? Yanarym... Rym, sorry." He was very clingy on Gale the whole ride, whispering Yanarym's name, "Baby, I'm sorry. You know I love you right? I can't bear to break up with you. You can't end us." He stated, Gale looked at him with uncertain expression. She didn't know how to react.
Three months, Spencer was pursuing her for three months. She could feel that he was affectionate but if there was a scenario where he had to choose between Yanarym or her. Spencer would always end up running back to Yanarym's arm…
Despite that fact, Gale was still hoping that Spencer would choose her. Because if not, why would he stick around her if he was content with Yanarym all along. However, seeing him like this because of what had happened at the mall earlier- she felt silly. Is she hoping for something? She's basically the mistress, the third party. And despite that she was feeling delighted that Spencer and Yanarym's relatioship were wavering, seeing Spencer being heartbroken because of Yanarym, Gale felt… she felt vexed. And right now, he is sending him back to Yanarym… it sucks. To become the other woman, to become the person who had no right with the man she also loves. It's unfair.
"B-baby d-don't leave me." Spencer stuttered, tightening the hug on Gale's body. "I didn't mean to be mad."
"Spencer, it's Gale." Gale told him, but he wasn't listening at all. When they reached the condominium, it was Spencer who input the passcode and dragged Gale inside. With no word of caution, he started kissing her.
"S-spence-"
He pinned her on the wall and devoured her lips as he cupped her face. Gale was stunned, she couldn't think of anything at all. This was the first time Spencer kissed her- and … it felt good, he was great. She didn't know how to kiss back and Spencer didn't mind at all.
Spencer roamed his hands all-over her body. He wanted to make things right, he didn't want to fight with Yanarym at all. He never wanted them to fight at all. He's been working hard for so many years to keep her by his side. He never wanted anyone other than her.
He realized while he was drinking, Hansel- that bastard, that bastard played with him. Spencer just realized it- Hansel was fooling him all along. Hansel was just making sure that Spencer's time was occupied somewhere else for him, Hansel to take advantage of Spencer's abstinence with Yanarym…
"Baby, I love you." He paused, kissing her, he didn't open his eyes and inhaled her scent. "I will only love you from now on. I have loved you ever since. Always be you." He added and started to graze his lips to her neck. He stuck out his tongue and savored her flavor. He heard her moan- it sounds different. But he didn't think much, and kept on romancing her neck.
Gale- who was new in everything, she let Spencer take the lead. With every brush of his lips on her skin, she felt ticklish and her body felt hot, she felt like she was on fire. Gale gasped as she felt his hands touching her delicate areas. Although she liked wearing pants, ever since dating him, she started to wear dresses, because he likes it, her perfume, her shoes, her bags, he bought everything for her. Sometimes she felt like a copycat. Yanarym's copy cat but she knew Spencer just prefered this style to women. And she wanted to be his style of woman.
After being in a relationship with Yanarym- every woman who has the same fashion as her, or just the same hair. Or anything that was very similar to Yanarym could turn him on… Every woman that he had taken to bed, either has Yanarym's eyes, nose, lips, smile, gaze, or just similar body, or height. In order for Spencer to fool Gale, he had to fool himself first.
Gale has very similar body curves with Yanarym, they had the same tone of voice if Gale was on the phone. Every week, Spencer require's Gale to go to the salon and do her hairstyle the way Yanarym had her hairstyle. Gale's wardrobe that Spencer slowly filled was identical to Yanarym's wardrobe, from perfumes to underwear. Spencer turned Gale into Yanarym's imitation.
"S-spencer-" they sound the same but an imitation could never be authentic. Spencer was not satisfied with the taste of Gale's lips. It's nothing as wonderful as Yanarym does… by that, he knew, this woman isn't his baby. But still, he was too drunk to guess who it was, but his libido was already aroused. He wanted Yanarym but he couldn't have her- so he would be having some other woman.
"Strip." He gave distance between him and the woman.
It was always like that, he would find someone as a replacement to fulfill his manly needs. It all began when Yanarym came to live with him. He thought that he could have sex with her, day and night, play with her whenever he was ready for it, and she would participate as well… It goes on like that. Everything happened based on what he anticipated but it was not like he imagined. She gave him her first night. Spencer was the happiest man alive at that certain moment. But it didn't take long for him to notice that she was not reciprocating the same intensity he had. She would give him her body- but that was it. For her, it's sex. For him, it was love.
Then, one night, a friend invited him to a bar. A woman, who was looking at him wearing Yanarym's same dress that day, flirts with him. He was drunk, and that woman was too proactive, unlike Yanarym, who never did anything to please him. So, he tried, that another woman- he had sex with another woman. With that, he felt like something inside him was pleased. It was his pride. His pride as a man whenever a woman begged for him.
Tonight he will satiated his pride as a man, in his mentality if he proved Yanarym that she was not the only he could love- Yanarym would beg him to stay with her.
That's right, women begged for his attention and love but why Yanarym never did? She never did. And tonight, he will make Yanarym regret it.
It takes him back to the time when everything was hollow between him and Yanarym. Although screwing another woman every night pleases his ego as a man, it didn't fill his empty heart. The woman he truly desired was in one roof with him, however, he detest making love with her… because for her, it's nothing but a payment. How hilarious, sex was always sex for Spencer, form of releasing the heat.