Chapter 9: | Silent Hill 2 | Chapter 3 - Twisted Kiss
Her fingers, surprisingly delicate, brushed against his chest. The touch was cool, almost clammy, a stark contrast to the heat that had begun to build within him. He shivered, a mixture of revulsion and anticipation. Slowly, deliberately, her fingers began to move downward, tracing a path across his skin.
They glided across his chest, teasingly light at first, then more insistent as they moved lower, across his stomach, his groin. He felt a shameful heat bloom in his groin, tightening his muscles, making his breath hitch, a response he hated himself for. This is wrong, he thought, so wrong, but he couldn't stop himself from watching, from feeling.
Instinctively, his hand reached out and touched her chest. The fabric of her uniform felt strangely smooth beneath his fingers, almost… unnatural. He pressed gently, and felt… something. Not softness, exactly, but a yielding firmness, cold and unsettling. He noticed a faint scar beneath his fingertips, a raised line of skin that pulsed faintly. Like a heartbeat, he thought, a shiver running down his spine.
Her fingers continued their descent, reaching his penis. Her touch became more playful, teasing, exploring. She used her nails lightly, tracing the sensitive skin, varying the pressure in a way that sent shivers of both pleasure and unease through him. He felt himself weaken, his knees beginning to tremble. The cold dampness of the wall against his back intensified his vulnerability. What am I doing? he thought, panic rising in his throat. This is a monster. But… it feels… good.
He slid down the wall, his body betraying him, succumbing to the strange allure of her touch. She knelt before him, her face, a disturbing landscape of swollen flesh and thick veins, inches from his. The air around her shimmered with a heat that was almost palpable, and the scent of her – antiseptic, something sickly sweet and something indefinable, something animal – filled his nostrils. He could hear her breathing, shallow and ragged, a counterpoint to the pounding of his own heart.
Her unseen eyes seemed to bore into him, devouring him. She sees me, he thought, a wave of nausea washing over him. She sees everything. And she knows… what I want.
And then she kissed him.
It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was a claiming, a devouring. Her lips were cold, and tasted of antiseptic and something metallic, something… wrong. Almost… coppery. The texture of her lips was unsettling, not soft and yielding like a human's, but… different. Almost smooth, almost… rubbery. Is this real? he thought, his mind reeling.
He felt the small, disturbingly red mouth – a grotesque wound against the pale skin of her swollen head – press against his, and then… something else. He felt the faintest flick of a tongue, not human, not quite, brushing against his. It was a fleeting touch, but it sent a shiver of primal fear and a strange flicker of arousal through him. It was then he noticed the glint of metal – the tiny silver stud piercing her tongue.
Cold… metallic… The thought echoed in his mind, a shiver running down his spine. It's like… touching a live wire. Or… a brand. A fragmented thought surfaced – leather restraints, a cold metal ring pressing against his skin… then gone.
Even as his mind screamed in protest, his body responded. His breath hitched. A shameful heat flared within him, tightening his groin. He explored the texture of her lips with his own, the unsettling smoothness, the almost unnatural pliability. What is happening to me? he thought, his heart pounding.
Her tongue, tipped with the cold metal stud, flicked against his again, a small, invasive touch that sent shivers down his spine. It was a violation, and yet… he craved it. The kiss was cold, invasive, a violation that burned him from the inside out. But… it's also… intoxicating. Her lips pressed harder against his, and he felt her hand move behind his head, her fingers tangling in his hair, pulling him closer.
He felt the coldness of her skin against his cheek, the faint pulse of the thick veins beneath his fingertips. She's not human, he thought, a wave of terror washing over him. But… she feels… familiar. A distant memory flickered in his mind – a touch, a kiss, a feeling of… submission. A flash of a dark room, leather restraints, a voice whispering… Mine. He couldn't grasp it, but it was there, a ghost of a sensation. Is this… me?
She broke the kiss, but only slightly. Her breath ghosted across his face, a mixture of antiseptic and something faintly… decaying. He opened his eyes and saw her, her face inches from his. The small, disturbingly red mouth – a grotesque slash against the pale skin of her face – was slightly open, and he could see the glint of the silver stud in her tongue.
The metallic taste lingered on his lips, a phantom reminder of the monstrous intimacy.
She reached out, her fingers tracing the line of his jaw. Her touch was feather-light, almost a caress. He flinched, but didn't pull away. He was trapped, caught in the web of his own desires, his own forgotten past. Who are you? he thought, his mind racing. What do you want from me? What… am I?
She tilted her head slightly, as if listening to something he couldn't hear. Her expression… it wasn't a smile. It was something more unsettling, a hint of… possession? A glint in her unseen eyes that made his blood run cold. Her lips, still slightly parted from the kiss, seemed to curve in a way that was almost… reptilian. Then, she stood, pulling him to his feet. He swayed, disoriented, his body still trembling from the kiss.
She took his hand, her grip surprisingly strong, and led him down the hallway. He stumbled after her, his mind still reeling from the kiss, the feel of her lips, the cold metal stud against his tongue. The thump… thump… thump… grew louder, closer. It was a slow, deliberate rhythm, like a heartbeat… but too deep, too resonant to be human. It was almost… mechanical, a rhythmic thump-thump… pause… thump-thump…
He felt a growing sense of dread, a premonition of something terrible waiting for him in the darkness.
She led him to a heavy steel door at the end of the hallway. It was slightly ajar, a sliver of darkness visible beyond. She pushed the door open, revealing a dimly lit room. The air inside was thick with the same cloying scent he associated with her, but stronger now, almost overpowering.
He hesitated, a sense of foreboding washing over him. Where are we going? he thought. What's in there? Is this… where I belong?
She turned to him, her face, a disturbing landscape of swollen flesh and thick veins, inches from his. Then, she reached out and touched his cheek, her fingers lingering for a moment. Her touch was cold, smooth, and strangely… familiar. Her expression… it wasn't a smile. It was something more unsettling, a hint of… possession?
A glint in her unseen eyes that made his blood run cold. Her lips, still slightly parted from the kiss, seemed to curve in a way that was almost… predatory. She tilted her head, her gaze intensifying, and then, with a slow, deliberate movement, one long, pale finger curled inwards, beckoning him. He took a step forward, and then another. He was hers.