Beautiful Highschool Actress Fall from Grace (R-18)

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　The next day, in Yui's room.

"Why did I do that yesterday..."

　Yui changed into her uniform to go to school, but she suddenly remembered that after having sex with Takuya the previous day, she had masturbated while thinking about another man at her boyfriend's house, and she ended up lying on her bed.

　Even though she wasn't satisfied with sex with Takuya, she decided to relieve her own desires by thinking about Yu at her boyfriend's house...

"...I don't want to go to school."

　To be more precise, I don't want to see Yu and Takuya. I don't want to meet them, I don't want them to talk to me.

　Although she feels that her feelings for Takuya are fading, they haven't broken up yet. Feeling guilty and scared that he might see through her, for the first time since she became a high school student, she doesn't want to go to school.

　For the first time, I'm starting to miss filming movies, something I used to hate so much.

"Sis! I'm going to be late."

　When Yui turned towards the voice, she saw Airi standing there wearing the uniform of the junior high school that she had attended until a few years ago.

(... Those were fun times. I got along well with Someya-kun and didn't have to worry about what other people thought of me like I do now.)

　Yui felt depressed, wondering why it had come to this now.

(Is it because Someya-kun threatened and attacked me? ......…Or is it because I went out with Takkun?)

　If I had never dated Takuya, Yu would still treat me like before. If I had never met Takuya, maybe there would have been a future where I would date Yu, just like Airi said.

　If I do that, Yuu, who protected me from the director during the movie, will listen to my worries and help me with my anxiety. He won't force himself on me like he did back then.

　…If that had happened, how would her feelings towards Yu have been? He might have simply become her childhood friend from elementary school, her favorite boyfriend in the world.

　When I think like that, my dissatisfaction with Takuya just keeps growing.

"Hey sis, why are you acting all lovey-dovey?"

　My thoughts stopped there as Airi slapped me on the forehead.

"Ah, Airi... Sorry, I was just thinking about something..."

"Haa... That's fine, but if you sleep in your uniform, it'll get wrinkled. Besides, isn't your school already in a bad state?"

　Although their school start times are the same, Yui's Hoshimiya High School is farther away than Airi's middle school, so she usually leaves home earlier than Airi.

"I don't want to go to school."

"It's rare for you to say something like that. Usually, you tell Airi that she has to go to school."

"But..."

　Yui must look strange to Airi for not wanting to go to school even though she has changed into her uniform.

　But that can't be helped, because after I changed into my uniform I remembered what happened yesterday.

"......Maybe they broke up?"

"picture?"

"I wondered why you didn't want to go, but maybe it's because you broke up with your boyfriend."

"We're not breaking up or anything."

"Hmm."

　It seems suspicious. That's what Airi thought, but she loves and respects Yui as an older sister and as a person, so she doesn't go any further. Although they sometimes argue and argue, she doesn't want to do anything that would dislike her.

"I'm telling you, Onee-chan. If you don't want to go to school because of your relationships, taking a day off will make it even harder for you to go tomorrow."

".........Understood"

　I'm an actress. I can at least hide my emotions. Yui decided to convince herself of this.

　I want to prioritize my studies. I have said this to people who have asked me to star in dramas, but I have turned them down many times. I felt that if I took a day off, I would be betraying them.

"Well then, see ya, big sister. Don't worry, you're the big sister Airi is so proud of, so no matter what happens, you'll be fine!"

　Yui lightly stroked her sister's head so that her hair, which she had styled out of concern for her, would not get messed up, then she picked up her bag and left the room.

"Thanks, Airi."

　With that he left.

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"Good morning, Yui."

"Yeah, good morning."

　As I entered the classroom, a classmate standing near the entrance called out to me.

　Yui returned the greeting and headed to her seat, looking around.

"......"

　Yu was in his desk, but Takuya was nowhere to be seen. He was probably away at morning practice, and his bag was hanging next to his desk.

　It was a good thing that Takuya wasn't there, but Yu, who sits next to him, was there. He seemed to be playing with his smartphone, but he seemed to notice that Yui had arrived at school and turned his gaze towards her.

"..."

　Yui was prepared for someone to say something, but Yu didn't take any action and just went back to fiddling with his smartphone.

(Oh... I thought you'd say something. But you're right. I did it yesterday... Maybe things are calm today. If so, it might be safe today.)

　If she was too conscious of him, she would end up being the reason for him to talk to her. With that in mind, Yui tried her best to push Yu out of her mind.