Delusive Fate

#033

“No, hit, knee, there, I… can’t… stand it, ugh…”

“You’re really enjoying this…”

Gi Baek-woo, as if determined to torment me, leaned his heavy weight on me.  Flattened between the front door and Gi Baek-woo, who was just as large, I was unable to move, moaning excitedly.

One of Gi Baek-woo’s knees was pressing down on my crotch, teasing me. Gi Baek-woo’s drunken, hazy face stared intently down at my pathetically panting face. I obediently looked into Gi Baek-woo’s eyes, enjoying myself as he wished.

“You shouldn’t do this…”

“Ugh, uh, uhm.”

“Looking like that and doing this, hmph.”

“Ah, Baek-woo, hit, ah, ah!”

Every time Gi Baek-woo’s knee pressed against my perineum and the root of my fully erect dick, my vision blurred.  Breathing felt difficult.  In response to his movements, I instinctively repeated the motion of raising and lowering myself on my toes.  This rubbed my nipples, sharply pointed against Gi Baek-woo’s body pressing down on me. Even through the clothes, the area felt burning hot.

The obscene sensation blurred my vision. Tears welled up in my eyes from Gi Baek-woo’s stimulation, pressing down on my crotch and slowly rubbing it back and forth. I couldn’t close my slightly parted lips.

Ugh, uh, ah… uh…

Hot breaths, saturated with pleasure, escaped uncontrollably. Gi Baek-woo, though disheveled, looked at me with intense eyes, whispering incomprehensible words.

“Don’t even appear in my dreams anymore.”

“Ha, ah… hik!”

“Don’t appear in my dreams.”

Don’t appear, and don’t do this kind of thing. Don’t bother me. Your face is driving me crazy, okay?

Huuuh… I lifted my chin, my body trembling. Pleasure oozed from the tip of my dick. My underwear and lower body were so hot and wet, I was embarrassed that Gi Baek-woo might misunderstand.  What if he thought I’d peed myself…? But the hot pleasure that pierced my entire body with my orgasm quickly erased such worries.

Ah, uh, uh, hu…

My consciousness blurred. My vision rippled as if underwater.

Gi Baek-woo made me cum. Gi Baek-woo wanted it, and I made myself like this. My body wouldn’t stop trembling. I couldn’t even understand what Gi Baek-woo kept whispering.

“I don’t know who you are, but if you keep lingering around, I’ll really kill you… understand?”

Don’t appear. Disappear. You’re too beautiful, beautifully enough to make me want to die… so just leave me alone. Don’t appear. Just, leave me alone.

Gi Baek-woo muttered to himself very quietly and took a half step back.  Whether due to excitement or the continuous waves of intoxication, his gait was unsteady. I quickly grabbed Gi Baek-woo’s arm and begged in a voice still echoing with the aftermath of orgasm.

“Let’s go inside, Baek-woo… Let’s go inside and do more. Okay?”

My voice was mushy, like overripe fruit, even to my own ears.

“Yours… is so hard, Baek-woo…”

“…….”

“That… needs to go inside me, then it’ll be okay…”

This place is too bad for sex, so let’s go inside now. Okay?

I slowly blinked my wet eyelids and took a step closer to Gi Baek-woo.

“Ah!”

Gi Baek-woo grabbed my neck as if choking me. He hastily kicked off his shoes and pulled me towards him. As if he hadn’t forgotten, naturally, towards our bedroom.

***

“Slowly, slowly, hit!”

I was almost thrown onto the bed. Gi Baek-woo moved frantically.  His touch was hasty, fervent, and clumsy, almost rough. Just like the first time we made love.

Sobbing, he pushed his tongue into my mouth, and large, cartoonish tears dripped as he pushed his dick into me.  The twenty-year-old Gi Baek-woo came to mind, who had pushed his dick into me.

Back then, Gi Baek-woo had sucked on my crotch as if to melt it away, and he came several times before me. And every time, he cried and apologized, saying he was sorry.  I hadn’t teased him, and I had even come several times in his mouth, but I wondered what he was thinking, and he hastily begged me, saying he would do better next time.  Yet, he didn’t stop pushing the hot tip of his erect dick into my hole.

‘I’m sorry, just once, only today, what do I do, hyung, I’m, I’m going to come now. I’m sorry, I’m wrong. But I think I’m going to cum inside you, I’m sorry, I won’t do it next time, hyung, I like it, hyung, hyung, I’m inside you… I like you so much, hyung, thank you, I, someone like me, hyung, I love you…’

Gi Baek-woo, who was like he’d lost a few screws in his head just from being naked with me, flustered and clumsy.  Crying without even realizing he was crying, like a god who had encountered divine grace… back then, Gi Baek-woo, who was only mine.

“Ahit! Baek-woo, ah, no…!”

Gi Baek-woo’s frantic hands, stripping off my pants and underwear at once, overlapped with the Gi Baek-woo of that time, making my heart feel like it would melt. Gi Baek-woo pressed down on me from behind, like a thug, rough and forceful.  As if he were grabbing someone trying to escape and forcibly pushing them down.  But it felt good. I was getting excited, the more I was suppressed, the more breathless I became.

“Huu…”

Gi Baek-woo grabbed one of my knees as I lay on my stomach and pulled it forcefully apart. My legs were spread defenselessly, revealing my completely soaked crotch.  The area was already so damp from the front door incident that it was soft and tender.  As the outside air touched it, a chilling sensation pierced my waist. A sharp moan escaped.  As I unconsciously wiggled my hips, Gi Baek-woo’s hand, as if waiting for that moment, supported my lower abdomen and pulled me down.

“Hik! Belly, Baek-woo, there like that, haak, uh.”

Ugh, uh… My eyes snapped shut from the stimulation that melted the most sensitive area without warning. The humiliating pressure. The sticky friction that blurred my vision.  An obscene pleasure, unbearable even one at a time, stirred my lower abdomen.

Uuuugh! If I hadn’t been biting my lower lip, I might have let out a sound like a creature in heat. Gi Baek-woo buried his face in my crotch, hastily licking from the root of my dick to my perineum.  His right hand, which had been supporting my lower abdomen as if telling me to raise my hips, was now wrapped around my dick, rapidly stroking it up and down.

“Ahk, hit, ah, no, heuk.”

Gi Baek-woo’s mouth, as if filled with warm honey, was sticky and dizzying, sucking on my testicles like candy.  Gi Baek-woo’s tall, sharp nose pressed against my perineum, which was soaked with pre-cum and cum. His nose rubbed wildly against the soft, plump flesh, and I could feel the sensation of his breath, deeply and strongly inhaling the scent of my crotch.

More, more… keep smelling it like that. I vaguely thought with my slack eyes. It felt like I was marking my territory for Gi Baek-woo.

Saliva, unable to be contained, stretched long from my parted lips, which were open from panting. I didn’t have time to feel ashamed.  After all, Gi Baek-woo was also rubbing his handsome face between my legs. He was acting like an incorrigible pervert, greedily.  Churp, chub, huup, um… making such vulgar sounds, Gi Baek-woo was persistently sucking on me.

The fact that Gi Baek-woo was greedily exploring me seemed to crush my human self.  It felt like I only existed as a being that became wet for Gi Baek-woo… but it felt good. I wished it were true, intoxicated by the pleasure Gi Baek-woo’s mouth gave me.

“Ugh, hu, uh.”

I trembled from the primal pleasure that heated my whole body. Gi Baek-woo was now kneading the now-heated mound of my perineum as if tormenting it.  He quickly rubbed it up and down with the tip of his firmly extended tongue, as if teasing me, then opened his mouth wide and gently scraped the plump flesh around it with his hard teeth.  My lower back involuntarily wriggled from the unbearably erotic stimulation.

“Just, stay still.”

Gi Baek-woo roughly grabbed and released my hips, which were bouncing up.  He lifted his face from between my legs for a moment, and grabbed my waist, pulling me up as if annoyed. I obediently followed his touch. My limbs were trembling slightly from the early pleasure, but I somehow managed to stay on all fours like an animal.

“Ah… damn it.”

Gi Baek-woo collapsed onto me like a male dog mating.  Sniffing. From my neck, to the protruding bones of my shoulders, to my ribs and armpits… Gi Baek-woo buried his nose in my sweat-soaked areas, intensely inhaling his breath, and muttered in a broken voice.

“You, what are you, the smell… ah.”

Like he had done to my crotch a moment ago, Gi Baek-woo now rubbed his face against my neck and the back of my armpits.  Haa, huuu… uuum.  Gi Baek-woo’s voice was broken, like the sound a feline makes when it feels good.  He overlapped his body on my back, one hand caressing my burning hot dick, the other hand kneading my breasts, his touch primal.

“Ahit, uh, uu…”

I panted finely, as if sobbing.  He roughly rubbed my dick, which was about to melt, then curved his palm and circled the glans, and I felt like I was about to cum from the pleasure Gi Baek-woo was giving me.

My lower abdomen churned with a dizzying heat. My impatient hips swayed in response to Gi Baek-woo’s hand gripping my shaft and stroking up from the root. Every time my pelvis rose wildly, something rough and heavy touched the space between my buttocks.  It was Gi Baek-woo’s erect dick, still under his unremoved pants.