Chapter 305: Movie Night (3)
Bah bum, Bah bum
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Bah bum, Bah bum
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Bah bum, Bah bum
Acutely aware of his heartbeat, Aoni did the only thing he could think of to curb his Virgin Anxiety: drum his fingers in time with his heart on the fleshy, childbearing…plump, yet firm…silky smooth...
'STOP, THINKING, ABOUT…ahh, I wonder how her thighs would feel against my face…COUGH, calm down, calm down, don't pop a boner, that would be totally uncool.'
Gulping down a mouthful of saliva and in perfect control of his body language, Aoni wore a soft smile while watching the silly magical girl series playing for the kids.
On the outside, perfectly natural, no one would know anything was up, yet internally, AONI WAS FREAKING OUT!
Sure, he had been in similar positions against his will, thanks to his psycho-golden retriever of a sister; however, this was entirely different.
This wasn't a family member; it was an unrelated member of the opposite sex…and race, but who gives a shit about that.
Then came the rustling of fabric, which sent him down a deeper tailspin because, while being lost in thought in panic, Milly decided to rest her head on his shoulder.
"This…this is okay, right?" She asked without having the courage to look Aoni in the eyes.
"Yep…yep, totally fine, so long as you're comfortable." Although his words said one thing, earning a gentle nod from the woman resting against him, Aoni's internal monologue was a mess.
'Real fucking smooth, Aoni, YOUR FUCKING VOICE CRACKED! GAH!' Even so, his arm naturally moved up slightly as if it had a mind of its own and began calmly grazing up and down Milly's flank. This action caused her to freeze up like a frightened rabbit at first, but when she noticed that Aoni didn't seem to mean anything by it, she allowed herself to enjoy the affectionate skinship.
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'WHAT!'
| Progress is Progress, especially in the case of the opposite gender |
'But but but but but…' Blinking rapidly, Aoni felt his mind losing touch with reality as he slowly leaned back into the wall behind him, dragging Milly along with him and forcing her into a position where most of her body weight was resting on his side.
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*Blink Blink*
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Across the room and using Blixt as a giant body pillow, Char glanced over at the Projector and frowned.
Not because she could see anything, but instead due to the fact that she COULDN'T, thanks to how light works.
And since the Projector didn't rely on a single point or lens to beam out images, the giant Bookshelf-sized device cast a massive void of darkness where she knew Aoni and Milly were at present.
Beside her, Clara had similar ideas of spying on her baby brother; however, she too was at a loss and could only sigh ruefully before shaking her head at Char, who was giving her an equally disappointed look.
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"Milly…are you…comfortable with this?" Aoni asked, unaware of his sisters trying to peek at him.
"Y…ye…yes, I think this much is fine…why are… you… uncomfortable? I must be heavy here… I can…" Right as Milly sat up slightly and leaned over, she lost her balance and in comical anime protagonist fashion, she fell on top of Aoni, chest to chest, with their faces less than an inch apart from each other.
My, my, my lord... I am so sorry..." she stuttered, yet when she tried to pull away, she felt Aoni's hands rise up from her hip, readjust themselves on either side of her body, and pull her down into a gentle hug.
"It's…fine…I don't mind...that is if you don't mind…" Hiding the fact that he was blushing like a fool and only a second away from steam bursting out his ears as her breast squished against his chest, Aoni managed to say something in an attempt to calm Milly down.
"I…don…t…" Staring into Aoni's Emerald eyes, Milly suddenly felt a magnetic attraction to him unlike anything she'd ever experienced before.
It wasn't anything like lust or love; no, it was on a far deeper level, as if her soul understood that this man was everything to her…if he were to ask anything of her, she would do it without hesitation, and to some extent that scared her, just as much as it was freaking out Aoni because, unlike Milly, he knew it was a direct result of the Link Of Subordination.
Hovering her face directly above his, Milly didn't move an inch, not when she felt Aoni's hands sliding around her waist up to her back, or even when she could feel his heart beating against hers, nor the rising stiffness pressing against her lower region.
She couldn't, nor would she, without getting some type of approval from Aoni, and it was this very fact that set off warning bells in the Lad's mind.
'This is wrong…' He thought as his eyes met the innocent and matching pair of emerald ones of the maiden in his embrace.
'She cannot fight against me…she's completely subservient to me in mind, body, and soul…'
| And now you understand why so many Lords, Monarchs, and Emperors of the past have fallen to temptation. When someone is utterly powerless against your whims, it changes things |
'Yeah…that may be true, but why does part of my brain tell me to do it anyway?' Aoni asked his Attribute Notice and slowly closed the gap between his lips and Milly's at an agonizing pace.
| Because of your natural instinct to breed, all living beings are like this, and to some extent, it may be worse for you as you are no longer fully human and more Animalistic in a sense |
"A…Aoni?" Milly's voice came out meekly and filled with both anticipation and fear.
It was then that something clicked in Aoni's mind. A something buried so deep within him that he never even knew of its existence, not because he'd learned it or even heard about it, but because it wasn't an original notion or bit of information he had any knowledge of existing.
A warmth spread through his eyes as their Emerald color changed slightly. Flakes of fiery orange and lime green swirled about, seen only by Milly, draining all of her fear and replacing it with a calm feeling, one that imprinted the thought that Aoni would always protect her and never let anything harm her.
"Milly…tell me, if I wanted you, and you had the choice to turn me away, would you still accept me?" Aoni asked, his voice laced with something primal, and unnatural to the tone he spoke with normally.
"I…don't know."
"Don't know, or can't say?" He replied with a slight tilt of his head so that their faces were no longer aligned, and instead, he was dangerously close to her cheek.
"We aren't the same; you're human, and my Lord, the one holding my very essence in a stranglehold, while I am but a servant whose sole purpose is to live and die under your management."
"Milly, you…just like all my subjects, have free will; if you wish for me to stop, and we go back to our usual ways of life, I won't stop you; however, if you want something more, I want you to understand, this will only be for satiating desires, I will never be able to keep you as a wife, concubine, or partner." The words coming from Aoni's mouth felt entirely foreign as if he were present, yet something else was speaking through him.
"The same would go for any child you were to bear me; they would fall into your very same category…does that frighten you?"
'What…is…happening?' Struggling against himself, Aoni screamed through broken words.
At the same time, one hand began tracing its way toward the center of Milly's spine, then traveling lower, sending a chill through the elven woman and a burning pain through Aoni.
"If Milord wants to take me, I am already yours; if bearing your child would help you, I would do it without hesitation," Milly stated in a trance-like fashion, as if she, too, wasn't entirely in control of herself.
"A relationship with only one-sided feelings, I would never feel as deeply for you as you will for me. Is that something acceptable to you?" Aoni asked while lightly placing his lips against Milly's pointed ear and palming her generous and firm ass cheek.
"Nnngh…milord, I am yours even if you can't be mine….ah Ao…Aoni…what is happening, this…this isn't right…we shouldn't be like this…"
Drip…Drip…Drip.
Feeling a sensation against his neck, Aoni's movement entirely stopped as he drew back and met a pair of tear-filled eyes staring down at him.
"Do you not want this?" He asked while gently and tenderly reaching up to wipe her tears away with the back of his finger.
'DAMN BODY, I AM THE ONE IN CONTROL NOT YOU!' He screamed as his heart ached, having seen Milly's reaction.
'AN DO SOMETHING, ANYTHING!' Fury burned in his heart and mind as his eyes instantly shifted back to normal, and he lightly pressed his forehead against Milly's.
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"Ao..ni…we are friends and a different races, but more importantly, you are my lord. Of course, I would be infatuated with you, but this feels wrong…it's like we are doing something against the world…" She said through half-sobs.
"My body screams for your touch, my heart wants to be yours, yet my mind tells me this is wrong; why…why?"
"Shhh…it's okay, Milly. I am sorry. You are right. This isn't how it should be. " Wrapping his arms back around her and embracing her like he would any of his other summons, Aoni felt the girl calm down as she nuzzled against his neck and wept.