My Daily Life As A Hybrid Succubus

What have I done?

What have I done?

What have I done?

What have I done?

What have I done?

What... have... I... d-done?

My mind failed to comprehend the situation I've landed myself in. I felt myself sinking in a deep dark hole where I saw no escape for what I've done.

I didn't mean to kill her, I don't know how I killed her, no, I do know how, I just don't want to acknowledge the facts. I had become arrogant without truly understanding anything.

I had thought, maybe, because I was a hybrid, I wouldn't act like the many demon savages. I had thought, maybe, I could be spared from this inevitable outcome. I thought... what did I think? That I was special because I can dip my toes in both worlds? What kind of logic is that? Mom was right, she told me, and yet...

*Lumi, always remember this, during your first feed, things become a little chaotic, and more often than not, we succubus lose sight of ourselves and unintentionally kill our partners. It's because of the sexual energy we take from our partners that is tide to their life force that we're actually draining.*

**Mom, does that mean, we're a danger to our partners?**

*Yes baby girl, we are, but there's a way to maintain a sturdy relationship despite our inherent flaws. We're able to convert our demon energy into life force that will replace the life force we have drained. But that comes with a cost, as we can't risk performing on partners that aren't long term, as there are unintended consequences.*

**Is there another way, not to kill our partners beside the demon energy conversion into life force?**

*Yes there is, always, I mean always keep a clear mind, and never let the sexual energy take over your mind, so that you're able to stop when you know you've taken too much from your partner.*

**But what if you can't keep a clear mind, what then?**

*Then your last option is the third way, an easier method, but you would need to be the one who your partner pleasures first. This method is called pleasure exchange, instead of focusing on your partner's needs, she also focuses on yours.*

**Is this method effective?**

*Extremely so.*

**Then why don't more Succubus use this method?**

*Oh baby girl, succubus aren't submissive lifeforms...*

[Present]

I pulled myself away from my Mom's teaching. She did her best to prepare me for the changes that will occur to me, and it seems instead of quietly listening and learning something from an experienced woman like her, I acted like a brat.

I tried to stand up, and go take my bag in the other room then run away, before the husband returns but my legs were trembling so much so, it was impossible to move an inch.

This was the first time I killed a person, I—

*No, it's not.*

You're lying, this was the first time I killed a person.

*No, it's not.*

It is.

*Nuh ah, you might forget dear Lumi, but I don't, it's not your first and is certainly not your last. You simply just love the pleasure that comes with killing.*

No, I don't!

*Is that so, then why did you cum, right at the moment poor Zahra died, mmm?*

I... didn't, did I?

*You can check?*

No, I'm done listening to you, you're just trying to trick me to take over my mind. Mom warned me of you, just shut it.

*Poor Lumi, mama's little girl, still doesn't know why sometimes mama calls her Lumia, hahahaha..*

I ignored my dark passenger, as I struck at my thighs, so that I could move. Being forced to face the naked Zahra, with that expression, was simply too much.

Even though I orchestrated the entire thing, Zahra still welcomed me into her home without any prejudice. But due to my demon nature, not only did I take advantage of her, I.. ugh get it together Lumi, I have to get out of here, now.

It took time and effort, but finally my legs finally reacted properly and I was able to get up. I was about to get out of here as fast as I could, but seeing Zahra like that didn't sit right with me.

I hesitantly dressed her up, properly not to bring her further shame. When I was done, I looked around the room, and saw things I neglected to see last night.

There were a lot of weapons, mostly broken bows, but there were swords, thin and light ones which told me they belonged to Zahra. This would explain the scars. I did wonder what she did or if her past will catch to me, having been the one who killed her.

I shook my head, having had enough of stalling and wasting time, I must leave. I immediately went to the room where my bag is at. When I got there I took out my artifact, gifted to me by Mom.

It was just for in case, unlike a Temptress, I don't have basic seduction to silver tongue my way out of trouble or at least be able to distract so that I can attack.

I don't have dream manipulation to pull someone in a dream for a minute, so that they would be exposed to my attacks. I don't have the life force draining through touch unless I'm having sex with them.

All I have on my arsenal is athletic ability and being able to sense and drain emotional or spiritual energy through non-sexual means. I'm totally useless without a weapon, that's where this artifact comes in.

It's shaped like an ordinary knife, and has a dull edge but it surprisingly cuts clean. I haven't been able to unlock it, yet, because quite frankly I'm weak, at least that's what Mom told me. But I think there's more to this thing.

I placed the knife in its small sheath, and pocketed it in my skirt. Then I strapped on my backpack, It was time to leave. I walked out of the room, and only glanced at Zahra's room for a second before getting out of the house.

Immediately when I did, I saw the figures of the father and son pair. And instinctively I knew, that this wasn't going to end well.. for them.