Chapter 4: Chapter 4– Ghosts and Promises
The air hung heavy with the rich scent of incense—sandalwood, myrrh, and a whisper of forgotten sweetness—clinging to the silk-draped walls of the Zhang ancestral hall. Candlelight flickered in the cool evening breeze, casting long, restless shadows that brought the portraits of ancestors to life. Their painted eyes, unblinking and wise, followed Lian's every move, silent sentinels of a legacy she could not escape.
Tonight, the hall hummed with the reverent stillness of the Hungry Ghost Festival. The veil between worlds had thinned, and the air thrummed with the presence of those long gone. Lacquered trays held meticulous offerings: bowls of rice, sweet cakes, fresh fruits, and platters of steaming duck, fish, and dumplings. Their aromas mingled with the sacred smoke coiling upward from incense sticks.
Kneeling before the altar, Lian reached for a bundle of joss paper, her hands trembling. The gilt edges of each slip glinted as she lit the first one. Flames curled the paper inward, embers spiraling like tiny stars carrying prayers to the unseen. Softly, she whispered her mother's name, the syllables dissolving into the night.
Beside her, Madam Zhang stood motionless, her poise as unyielding as stone. Only the faint softening of her eyes in the lantern's glow betrayed her—a flicker of warmth caught in the intricate embroidery of her robes. Behind them, monks chanted sutras, their rhythmic voices anchoring the ceremony to something eternal.
"You honor her well," Madam Zhang said at last, her tone edged like a blade beneath silk. "But homage to the dead is not enough. The women of this house have been muted for generations. That silence… ends with you."
Lian's fingers tightened around another slip, its sharp edges biting into her palm. Her mother's absence had always been a hollow space in her chest, a mystery swaddled in half-heard whispers. Yet tonight, beneath the ancestors' gaze and the incense-thick air, the past felt close enough to touch.
"Madam Zhang…" Lian hesitated, then plunged. "What was she really like? Not just as my mother—as a woman."
The old matriarch's gaze lingered, heavy with unspoken truths. "She was kind. Clever." A pause. "Too clever for the world they gave her. She spoke when silence was demanded. Loved when obedience was required."
Lian's heart constricted. She'd always sensed her mother's defiance—the unflinching eyes that met society's glare, the refusal to bend. That defiance had cost her everything.
"Do you know why she—" Lian's voice fractured. "Why she was taken from us?"
Madam Zhang's lips thinned. "That answer lies with you, child. But remember: Truth, like spirits, never fades. Even buried, it waits."
A sudden wind swept the hall, snatching at candle flames. The monks' chant faltered, as if an unseen hand had brushed their robes. The air thickened, electric with presence. Lian shuddered—not from cold, but from the certainty that her mother's spirit hovered near, aching to be heard.
She lit another joss slip, watching fire claim it. Each ember carried a vow: I will find the truth. I will break the silence. The void inside her kindled into resolve.
As the last offering dissolved into ash, Lian felt it—a shift in her bones, ancient and inexorable. Not just the incense or the chanting. A promise, forged in blood and smoke, to herself, her mother, and every woman who'd been stifled before her.
The ancestors had spoken.
The silence would end here.