The Walking Dead: reborn as Carl

Chapter 219: Chapter 231 Prepositions



"Hmm~"

a long time.

"Karl, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you."

"No, I understand. I understand. I really do."

Karl reached out and gently stroked Beth's cheek, feeling a little distressed.

"Haha..." Beth burst into laughter and wiped her tears from Carl.

"Karl, I haven't asked you what you've been through during this period. I'm a little scared, and I don't want you to think about it again, but I never thought your experience would be so bad. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I said a lot of excessive words to you."

"It's okay, as long as you are by my side, as long as you can understand me, I have never thought about telling anyone about my experience. I don't need to be pitiful myself, and I don't need others' pity.

But I have to explain it to you clearly, I just want your understanding." Carl still had some tears in his eyes, and he looked at Beth with tears in his eyes.

"Karl." Beth frowned. "I can feel that you didn't lie to me, and I believe you wouldn't lie to me, but for me, split personality is too unrealistic. I really find it hard to understand."

"This...does...well, it does sound pretty crazy, unrealistic, and fake."

"Carl, that's not what I meant." Beth hugged Carl nervously, "If it's a mental problem, maybe you should see a doctor."

"Where can I find a psychiatrist nowadays? And I don't want to be treated..." Carl looked at Beth guiltily.

"Why?" Beth let go of Carl, somewhat confused.

"I... because he is me, he was originally me, and I am him. In fact, we were originally both Carl, but..." Carl was very nervous and a little guilty.

"Just what?"

"Nothing, Beth, we can talk about this topic some other time, okay? I don't want to talk about it now, Beth, as long as you and Penny are here, if you two are here.

I, my whole self, will be very well behaved and calm, and we can be normal. As long as I have Penny, I can give him a few hours a day, and it won't have any impact, and he won't fight me for control. "

"He was the one who came up with this idea when you had a headache?" Beth still found it hard to accept. At this moment, Beth felt that the world had gone crazy.

But Beth knew that she couldn't break down or lose her temper again, at least not now, because Carl had already endured a lot.

"Yeah." Carl nodded, "These few times were all because of Penny. He missed Penny and he kept urging me. But it really feels much better when you are around."

"But, but didn't you say Penny was a zombie? This..." Beth didn't know what to say. She was very cautious, afraid of upsetting Carl.

"Well, yes, it's perverted, I know, but if it's not him, then the perverted one is Carl, the complete Carl. He is actually me too. This relationship is really hard to describe. Beth, please."

Carl clutched his head with both hands, his expression turning into one of pain.

"Carl, are you okay?" Beth quickly hugged Carl worriedly.

"I'm fine, Beth, please, promise me, I swear, I will still love you so much and will never betray you, if, if I can..."

"Carl, can you make your second personality like me too?" Beth blinked, feeling a little distressed and a little hard to accept.

"Beth, Penny's existence is based on you and then consolidated. Do you think I could have feelings for someone else? Besides, this is not just a simple emotion, it's more like a spiritual sustenance. I must, I must promise, I promised myself.

Beth, please, promise me, I have never asked you for anything before, and I don't want to do this if I can, but there is really no other way. "

"But, what if it's a zombie? Wouldn't it be dangerous?"

Seeing Carl's pain, begging, struggle...all kinds of expressions, Beth finally wavered.

"No, she won't. I promise, I promise. She is very obedient. Penny is really well behaved."

"But, Carl, are you normal now? Or has another Carl come out?" Beth looked at Carl cautiously.

"No, I'm sober and I'm still me, but this is the truth."

"But... can zombies be described as... cute and well-behaved?"

"Yes, Penny is clean, and he will follow my instructions."

"What? Zombies can also have consciousness?" Beth covered her mouth in surprise.

"No, not consciously, but instinctively, like a conditioned reflex. It's hard to explain. It took me a long time, but I did it. But it was worth it."

After such a long time, Carl finally smiled for the first time.

"Karl, this is what you call taming?"

"Well, Beth, when I bring him back, I will lock her up in the study and keep her locked up. I will never let her hurt you. I promise, if anything happens to you, I will die."

Carl grabbed Beth's hand and said, "Promise me, Beth, maybe we can find a solution later, but this is what we have to do now."

"Okay...ok." Beth was not in a very good mood. To Beth now, Penny was no longer a big deal. Rather, it was Carl's problem that was Beth's biggest worry.

"Thank you, Beth. I know my request is excessive, but you agreed. I really don't know how to express my feelings at this moment."

Beth forced a smile. "Haha...you don't have to be like this. You can insist on it for me, so why can't I give in for you?"Carl glanced at the watch on his wrist and suddenly said, "Beth, it's past five o'clock, and it's almost dawn."

"What's wrong? Are you leaving? It shouldn't be that early, right?" Beth pulled Carl's sleeve, still seeming a little uneasy.

Carl didn't want to go and wanted to continue to be with Beth, but he had to go. He couldn't expect Sean and the others to bring Penny back.

This is crazy. Compared to Beth, Sean and the others, no matter Sean, Rick, or Mordaryl, it is completely impossible for them to accept it.

Carl was sure, without even trying, that Beth could accept it, purely out of love, and love was always something that could drive people crazy.

Karl smiled and said, "It's still early. We can lie together for a while."

"Yeah." Beth nodded quickly in agreement.

"Beth."

"Um."

"Can you keep this a secret for me?"

"What?"

"Everything. Everything I told you today, especially about Penny and my mental problems."

"But..." Beth frowned, seeming a little hesitant.

"Beth, trust me, okay? I'll be fine, I just need to keep it a secret, I really need it." Carl tilted his head, put his left hand around Beth, and looked at her.

After staring at each other for a while, Beth finally took action.

"All right."

"Sorry, Beth."

"What."

"Although I do love you, my love is very selfish. Some people say that love is letting go, but..."

Beth's hand suddenly covered Carl's mouth.

"Nonsense, if you really love someone, how could you bear to let go?"

Carl smiled.

 

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