Wang An Leiji (Yang Leiji) (What If I Was In Martial Peak)

After I explained to Yang Xingjuan and Yang Luan, what they had to do… I relaxed and watched their progress. Slowly, I stopped holding their bodies together. I did it slowly so they would feel it out for themselves. Even with this small amount it was clearly painful, but it was necessary. 

"Leiji…" Smiles spoke up, she was still confused. "Is this really the right time for them to learn this? It looks like they are suffering far more than normal. Almost as if they are being torn apart at the smallest level." She asked, keeping an eye on the situation herself. 

"Don't worry too much Smiles, It looks rougher than it really is." Su Yan said, opting to explain it herself. "Leiji hasn't stopped holding their issues at bay. She has only released a small portion of the catastrophic force that those two were born with." She continued, making sure to emphasize referring to myself in my current body. 

"I see, those two are quite lucky to have a big sister who's gone through it already." Smiles noted, adding onto the teasing nature about my current form. She looked around at her sisters and then at Yang Kai. "Husband, all of our children really are lucky. They have such a beautiful big sister." She added, continuing the teasing. 

"True… But Leiji is their big brother. I'll see him as my son regardless…" Yang Kai sighed, understanding better than everyone just how accurate my previous statements were. 

"So, any ideas on how Leiji managed to pull something so insane off?" Yu Ru Meng asked, coming up from behind and wrapping her arms around Yang Kai. She started nibbling on his ear. 

"I have a few theories, but I think the one he used is something unique to him… Though, Xingjuan and Luan might be able to pull off a similar ability once they grow up, and are strong enough." Yang Kai answered. 

The conversation continued a little longer before devolving into a moment of playful curiosity with each other. And my siblings were hungry… So that had to be taken care of as well. 

A little bit later, Xingjuan had managed to figure out how to make the two sources coexist. "Big sister, is this how you feel all the time? I feel… Powerful." She asked with a gulp. 

"Hmm, to some extent, yes. However, you've only managed to control an extremely tiny portion of these two powerful energies within you." I said, in a soothing and sweet voice, adding a kiss on her forehead and gently caressing her cheek… "You did quite well to pull it off though." I finished with a gentle smile. 

"How… How much are you keeping from hurting us big sister!?" Yang Xingjuan asked, tearing up. She now had a rather good idea of just how much that hurt. "That small amount felt like I was going to explode." She started crying. 

I paused for a moment, wondering if I should actually tell her what I was still bearing for them. "It is a degree to which you are not capable of comprehending right now. However high you can think it to be, it's far more than that." I answered, with the most accurate answer she could understand. "I also let you experience a bit more of it than our sister Luan, since she is younger than you." I added. 

"Big… Sister… You've been… Bearing that much pain for us?!" Yang Xingjuan's eyes wobbled as she fidgeted. Then she threw herself into hug me. Burying her face into my ample chest, and she cried. "Thank you, I love you!" She said crying tears of many emotions. She was grateful I had been doing it. But sad that I had to do it, she was fully capable of comprehending just how much it hurt. 

Shortly into this crying, Yang Luan finished gaining control over the amount I had her test the method out. And as soon as she did, she flew in to hug me too. The both of them cried with similar emotions spewing out. The tears had managed to make the outfit I had on this time, in need of a wash. 

Su Yan came over and picked up both of my little sisters. "I'm proud of both of you." She said, as my sisters nuzzled into Su Yan. 

"Mommy! Big Sister… She's hurting!" Yang Luan cried. 

"It's… Our fault…" Yang Xingjuan added, still crying. 

"Don't worry too much about your big sister. She's been through quite a bit already. A little bit of pain to ensure the two of you are able to live happily and healthily is nothing to her." Su Yan said, consoling my little sisters. 

"But mother… It's so much…" Yang Luan pleaded. 

"Hey you two, stop worrying will you? I've been through worse." I interrupted, placing a gentle hand on each of their heads. "Now, more importantly, you both made enough progress. Let's go get you cleaned up." I smiled. 

"But…" Yang Xingjuan started, but stopped and calmed down a little. She sensed that I wasn't suffering anything which confused her. "Big Sister, why don't I feel that you're in pain?" She asked, wiping the tears away. 

"Oh? Well, that's because to me the pain inflicted by such imbalances might as well be cool summer breezes." I giggled. "That's just how much of a non-issue it is for me. If it had been a real issue in the first place, I'm sure Mother and Father would have waited a little longer to have another child." I added. 

"Oh? Then… You aren't hurting, Big Sister?" Yang Luan asked, having a similar moment of calming down. 

"Well, I wouldn't say that exactly. But it certainly isn't caused by managing your situation." I said, crossing an arm under my bosom and placing a finger on my cheek. "But even that pain is just a minor issue. Now, it's time for that reward the two of you wanted." I said, with a big smile. 

"Do you mind if I come with you? I have some questions I'd like to ask you in relation to this figure you have now." Flower Shadow asked, knowing full well that it was a bit abnormal. 

"I'm not sure…" Yang Kai said, putting on a thinking face. "If you went with them, us men would have to go elsewhere…" He mentioned. 

Flower Shadow looked a little discouraged by that comment. "I see…" She sighed. 

"You could just have those two promise to be wed in the future. They already seem inseparable as it is." Tao Ling Wan suggested.